Even Emperors are Chosen
a/n: sorry for how long this took to get out. editing took forever bc i ended up reworking some bits. tbh, i'm still not entirely happy with the end result, but i can't take writing any more of a slow burn than this (it's nowhere close to my longest fic, but somehow it feels like the romance is drawn out like molasses, prob bc it usually takes just a scene or two to get to the dating, but here there are so many more.) honestly, idek if this technically prince!reader or not anymore bc i tamped down a lot on the flowery stuff (both literally and figuratively) that i added to the shorter one, reader's just rly considerate instead
Michael Kaiser does not expect to be humbled during a lecture.
The class is tedious and mandatoryânonsense the athletics department insists builds âwell-rounded scholars.â He sits in the back, legs stretched out, presence alone enough to make people think twice before sitting near him.
Except you.
You slide into the empty seat beside him with a soft, distracted sorry as you juggle your notebook and coffee, completely unfazed by the way several people glance over like youâve just committed a social crime.
He looks at you. You donât look back.
Interesting.
Five minutes in, your pen runs out of ink.
You donât sigh dramatically or whisper for help. You just pause, assess, then lean over slightly.
âHeyâdo you mind if I borrow a pen for a second? Iâll give it right back.â
The politeness is⊠disarming.
He hands you one without thinking. You smile, quick, genuine, and return it after jotting something down, exactly as promised.
âThanks. Youâre a lifesaver.â
Lifesaver. He scoffs internally. It was a pen.
Still, when class ends, you hold the door open for him as people funnel out.
âAfter you.â
He arches a brow. âI donât need-â
Youâre already holding it, unbothered. Not challenging. Just⊠considerate.
He walks through anyway, jaw tight, pride mildly bruised.
From then on, he notices you everywhere. Not because he's keeping track, of course, but you keep appearing.
Not in a suspicious way. Not hovering. Just⊠around.
In the cafeteria, you notice him scanning for a seat with his tray like heâs daring someone to challenge him.
You wave him over to your table, already half-occupied by other students.
âThereâs room here, if you want.â
Not you can sit with me. Just room.
He sits, because refusing would be a waste of timeâand because something about you feels oddly safe.
You notice he didnât grab a fork.
Before he can stand back up, you wordlessly slide your unused one over and grab a spare from the utensil bin behind you.
No comment. No fuss.
He stares at the fork like itâs personally betrayed him.
ââŠI could've grabbed one by myself,â he mutters.
You shrug, smiling around a bite of food. âI know. I just wanted to.â
That answer sticks with him far longer than it should.
In the library, you catch him mid-scowl at his laptop.
You donât interrupt. You just set a sticky note on his desk before passing by.
Youâve got this! (à« ïœĄâąÌ á” âąÌïœĄ )à« Donât forget to stretch your hands your grip matters more than you think
He doesnât even realize itâs from you until he sees your handwriting and the little drawing, and glances up, catching the back of your head disappearing down the aisle.
He shouldnât care.
He absolutely should not tuck the note into his notebook like itâs something precious.
Whether he does is for his knowledge only.
At a campus eventâsome boring fundraiser the team forced him into attendingâhe watches you from afar.
You help a kid with a dropped balloon. You thank volunteers by name. You listen intently to someone rambling about something you clearly donât care about, nodding like it matters anyway.
When you spot him, you wave.
Not excited. Not shy. Just happy.
âKaiser! Hey. Are you enjoying yourself?â
He crosses his arms. âThere's nothing about this for me to âenjoyâ.â
You hum thoughtfully. âThatâs okay. Thanks for coming anyway.â
Thanks⊠for coming?
The phrasing throws him off balance.
The compliments come next. And thatâs when things get dangerous.
Not flatteryâjust observations.
âYou explained that concept really clearly in class today.â
âYouâre really disciplined. I admire that.â
âYou always look so focused when you train. Itâs kind of inspiring.â
Each one lands like a soft blow to the chest.
He bristles at first.
ââŠYou talk like youâre encouraging a wounded knight.â
You grin. âHey, even knights deserve encouragement.â
The knight thing is clearly a jokeâbut it lingers.
Because no one has ever spoken to him like strength doesnât cancel out care.
By the third week of running into you everywhere, Michael Kaiser is convinced.
No one is that attentive by accident.
You remember his coffee orderâblack, no sugarâafter hearing him mention it once.
You sit next to him in lecture even when there are other open seats.
You laugh at his dry, cutting humor like itâs genuinely funny, not intimidating.
Most damning of all: you look at him when he talks.
Not through him. Not past him. Not at the emperor.
At him. At Michael.
So of course he assumes intent.
One afternoon, you fall into step beside him as you both leave the gym building, autumn air sharp and clean.
âYou played well today,â you say easily. âYour controlâs getting even tighter.â
He smirks, hands in his jacket pockets. âCareful. If you keep praising me like that, people might get ideas.â
You glance at him, amused. âWhat kind of ideas?â
âThat youâre trying to impress me.â
He expects flustered denial. Or coy deflection.
Instead, you shrug. âI already am impressed.â
He nearly trips.
You donât noticeâtoo busy waving at someone across the quad.
From then on, he leans into it.
He lowers his voice when he talks to you. Invades your space just a little. Starts offering his arm mock-dramatically when thereâs a puddle or uneven ground.
âYou going to escort me too, Prince Charming?â he teases.
You laugh, bright and unoffended. âIf youâd like.â
The sincerity throws him every single time.
Kaiser decides to escalate.
Not outrightâheâs not desperate. Just⊠subtle tests. Things that should earn him a reaction if youâre interested.
It starts back in the library.
Youâre sitting across from him, studying, when he closes his book and leans forward.
âYou know,â he says casually, âpeople keep asking if weâre together.â
You look up, surprised. âOh? Why?â
Why?
Thatâs not the right response.
He shrugs, watching you closely. âWeâre always around each other. Youâre⊠attentive.â
You consider this seriously, then smile.
âHuh. I guess that makes sense. Iâm glad you donât mind.â
Mind?
âNo,â he says stiffly. âI donât.â
You nod, satisfied, and go right back to highlighting your notes.
No blush. No tension. No Oh, what do you think we are?
His chest feels oddly hollow.
He tries again laterâharder.
At an off-campus park, golden leaves crunching underfoot, you sit on a bench together after running into each other by chance.
âDo you always treat people like this?â he asks suddenly.
âLike what?â
âLike theyâre⊠important.â
You smile, soft and earnest. âI try to.â
His jaw tightens. âEven people who are barely in your life?â
You tilt your head, confused. âWhy wouldnât I?â
The answer is innocent.
It still feels like rejection.
He laughs it off, sharp and practiced. âYouâre unbelievable.â
You grin. âIs that bad?â
He looks away. ââŠNo.â
That night, he lies awake replaying the conversation, the realization settling in like frost.
You werenât flirting.
You were being yourself.
The confirmation comes when he least expects it.
Heâs in the cafeteria, tray in hand, when he hears your voice behind him.
âHeyâyour bagâs open. You almost dropped your notebook.â
Not to him.
To some first-year student who looks like a startled deer.
You help them gather their things. Offer encouragement. Wish them luck on their exam.
The exact same warmth. The same attentiveness.
The same smile.
Something in Kaiserâs chest drops.
Later, he watches you help a teammate tape their wrist. Compliment anotherâs presentation. Sit with someone whoâs clearly having a bad day.
You donât ration your kindness.
You donât reserve it for a select few.
Itâs not something he earned.
He's seen it all along, but only just now noticing it extends to everyone you've ever interacted with.
And that realization hurts more than any insult ever could.
Because if youâre like this with everyone⊠then choosing him would mean choosing, not defaulting.
And Kaiser doesnât believeâcanât believeâthat heâs someone youâd choose freely.
The thought sits heavy in his chest for days.
At first, he thinks of pushing you away. Instead, he does something far more dangerous.
He adjusts.
He tells himselfâvery deliberatelyâthat this is fine.
That your warmth doesn't belong to him.
That being near you, even like this, is already more than he deserves.
So he stays.
He still sits next to you in lectures, though heâs careful not to lean too close.
He still walks with you across campus, matching your pace instead of setting it.
He still lets you fussâjust a littleâwhen you remind him to eat or stretch or rest.
He reframes it all.
Sheâs just kind. Sheâs just like this. Donât be greedy.
When you praise him now, he smiles more softly, less sharp. When you offer help, he thanks you instead of bristling. He stops testing, stops pushing, stops hoping.
If he treats it like something precious but untouchable, maybe it wonât hurt so much.
Thereâs a strange peace in it.
You sit together at a campus event, shoulders brushing, and he listens to you talk about something you loveâsome book, some idea, some small joy. He doesnât interrupt. Doesnât tease. Just listens.
And thinks: Iâm lucky. Even if this is all it ever is.
One evening, you run into him at the library just as heâs packing up.
âHeading out?â you ask.
He nods. âYeah. Long day.â
You hesitate, then smile. âWant company?â
He does.
He always does.
âSure,â he says, steady. âIâd like that.â
As you walk together into the cool night air, Kaiser feels that familiar warmth settle around himânot as a promise, not as an invitation.
Just as something heâs allowed to share in.
And he decides, quietly and firmly, that this is enough.
That wanting more would be selfish, would be more than he deserved.
That if being just your friend is the price of staying in your light, heâll pay it gladly.
Even if it means wanting you in a way you'll never know.
Kaiser is doing fine.
Thatâs what he tells himself, anyway.
Heâs adjusted to the shape of wanting you without asking for more. Learned how to stand close without leaning in. How to enjoy your presence without imagining a future that doesnât belong to him.
It works.
Mostly.
Until one evening when everything is wrong in exactly the right way.
Itâs lateâone of those quiet campus nights where the paths are empty and the lampposts glow soft and forgiving.
You and Kaiser are sitting on the grass near an off-campus park, shoes kicked off, bags forgotten. The city hum is distant. The stars are faint but trying.
Youâre talking about nothing important. Just a show you'd been hooked on as of late. Something silly. Something warm.
âAnd then,â you say, laughing, âI realized Iâd been rooting for the villain the whole time.â
He snorts. âFigures.â
You bump your shoulder into his. âHey.â
He doesnât pull away.
In fact, he leans closer.
âYou ever think,â he says slowly, eyes fixed on the sky, âthat some people are only villains because no one bothered to see them differently?â
You glance at him, expression softening. âYeah. I think that happens a lot.â
Silence stretches.
Not awkward. Heavy.
He feels itâthe moment teetering, dangerous and alive. The warmth in his chest pushing upward, threatening to spill.
You turn toward him fully now. âYou okay? You got quiet.â
He meets your eyes.
Really meets them.
This close, he can see every detailâthe sincerity, the patience, the way you never look at him like heâs something sharp you need to handle carefully.
He forgets, for just a second, every reason he shouldnât.
ââŠYou make it easy,â he says quietly.
You blink. âEasy?â
âTo breathe,â he admits, voice low. âTo be⊠normal.â
The words are already more than heâs allowed himself.
Your smile is gentle. Encouraging. âIâm glad.â
Thatâs it.
Thatâs the opening.
His heart is pounding now, crown cracked, walls down. He leans in just a fraction more, voice dropping like a secret.
âThereâs something Iââ
A phone buzzes loudly between you.
You both flinch.
You groan, checking the screen. âUghâsorry. I promised Iâd help someone with an assignment tonight. I completely forgot.â
He straightens immediately.
The moment evaporates like mist.
âOh,â he says, too fast. Too composed. âRight.â
You stand, brushing grass off your hands. âRain check? Iâll see you tomorrow, yeah?â
Tomorrow.
He nods. âYeah. Tomorrow.â
You smile at him once moreâwarm, trustingâand jog off down the path, waving over your shoulder.
Kaiser stays seated long after youâre gone.
His chest aches.
Not because he didnât confess.
But because he almost did.
And that terrifies him.
That night, heâs furious with himself.
Heâd made a decisionâto be grateful, to be content, to not ask for more.
And he nearly ruined it.
He imagines it: you smiling apologetically, gently letting him down. Or worseâtrying to stay kind through the awkwardness. Treating him carefully, like something fragile.
He canât survive that.
He canât trust that the temptation wonât strike him again, either.
So he does the only thing he knows how to do when emotions get dangerous.
He locks them away.
The change is subtle at first.
He still sits next to youâbut he scrolls on his phone instead of talking. He still walks with youâbut he keeps his hands in his pockets, pace a little faster. He still listensâbut he doesnât linger.
When you compliment him, he deflects.
When you offer help, he declines.
You notice. Of course you do.
One afternoon, you catch him after lecture.
âKaiser,â you say gently, falling into step beside him. âDid I do something?â
He stops.
For a second, the old himâthe one on the grass, under the starsâalmost answers honestly.
But he doesnât trust that version of himself anymore.
âNo,â he says flatly. âYou didnât.â Technically, it's not a lie.
Your brow furrows. âThen why do I feel like youâre⊠leaving?â
The word hits harder than he expects.
He exhales, forcing a careless shrug. âYouâre imagining things.â
You search his face, clearly unconvinced. âIf you ever need space, you can just say so.â
âIâm fine,â he insists.
And thatâs the problem.
Heâs too fine.
Too controlled. Too distant. Emperor restored, crown firmly in place.
You nod slowly, respecting his words even if they donât sit right.
âOkay,â you say softly. âI just wanted to check.â
You let him go.
And Kaiser tells himselfâagainâthat this is for the best.
That distance is safer than longing.
That if he steps back now, he wonât break later.
But as he watches you walk away, warmth withheld for the first time in weeks, one thought echoes in his mind, relentless and cruel:
You had your chance.
After that, Kaiser does everything right.
His grades donât slip. His performance doesnât falter. He still scores, still wins, still stands where heâs supposed to stand.
From the outside, nothing is wrong.
From the inside, everything feels⊠quieter.
Dimmer.
Lectures blur together. Wins feel procedural. Applause sounds distant, like itâs meant for someone else. He goes through campus and sees the places where you used to beânext to him in class, matching his pace, sitting close enough that he could feel your warmth even without touching.
Now, thereâs space.
He told himself it was necessary.
He told himself this was discipline.
But discipline isnât supposed to feel like mourning.
He catches himself looking for you anyway.
In the cafeteria. In the library. On the quad at sunset.
Sometimes he sees you laughing with someone else and feels a sharp, irrational flare of jealousy that he immediately stamps down. You donât owe him anything. Heâs the one who stepped back.
So he lives with it.
And when the silence starts getting too loud, he does something stupid.
Kaiser doesnât go to parties.
Theyâre loud, pointless, filled with people who want something from him.
Which is exactly why he goes to this one.
He needs a distraction. Noise. Motion. Anything to drown out the way your absence has turned everything into background static.
The house is packed. Music thrums through the walls. Someone hands him a drink he doesnât remember asking for.
He downs half of it in one go.
It helps. A little.
And then, like a cruel joke, he sees you.
Youâre near the kitchen, talking to someone, hair catching the light. Laughing. Alive.
His chest tightens.
For a second, he considers leaving. Pretending he never saw you.
Then your eyes meet his.
Surprise flickers across your face. Then something else. Relief? Determination?
You donât hesitate.
You cross the room and take his wrist.
âCome with me.â
Itâs not a request.
You lead him through the house, past confused glances, out the back door into the cool night air. The music dulls to a distant thrum.
Thereâs a string of lights overhead. A small patio. Privacy, finally.
You let go of his wrist but stay close.
He opens his mouthâsharp remark loaded and readyâbut you beat him to it.
âIâm done,â you say simply.
He blinks. ââŠDone with what?â
You take a breath, steadying yourself.
âWith not seeing you anymore. With pretending this is fine.â
His heart starts pounding.
âYou disappeared,â you continue, voice firm but not angry. âAnd I respected it, because thatâs what you do when you care about someone. But I donât want distance. I want you.â
The words hit him like a physical blow.
He laughs once, disbelieving. âYou donât mean that.â
You step closer. âI do.â
âNo,â he insists, shaking his head. âYouâre just- this is just how you are. Youâre kind. Youâre warm. You donât-â
âIâm making a choice,â you interrupt.
Silence crashes down.
You look at him, eyes unwavering. âI like you, Michael. Not in some vague, universal way. Not the way just friends do. I like you. And I want to go out with you, to call you my boyfriend.â
His vision blurs.
âThat doesnât happen to me,â he says hoarsely. âPeople donât- someone like you doesnât-â
You reach up, cupping his face without hesitation.
âListen to me,â you say gently. âI wonât let go without a fight. So if youâre trying to talk me out of this because you think for some misguided reason you don't deserve me or to be happy, itâs not going to work.â
Something inside him finally gives.
His breath stutters. His composure, so carefully maintained, crumbles. Tears spill before he can stop them, hot and humiliating and real.
He presses his forehead against yours, hands clenched in your jacket like you might disappear.
ââŠYes,â he chokes out. âOkay. Yes. I want that. I want you, too.â
You smile through your own misty eyes and pull him into a fierce hug.
When he finally calmsâwhen the world feels solid againâyou laugh softly.
âI wanted to wait until you were ready, you know,â you admit. âBut you werenât going to say anything, so I figured Iâd take matters into my own hands.â
His face burns.
ââŠYouâre impossible.â
You grin. âAnd youâre dramatic.â
He scoffs, wiping his eyes. âYou dragged me outside a party to emotionally ambush me.â
âYou loved it.â
âI absolutely did not.â
You lace your fingers together anyway and start walking, tugging him along.
He squeezes your hand back, smiling despite himself.
ââŠYouâre lucky I like you.â
You bump his shoulder. âGood thing I wonât let you forget it.â
And as you walk off togetherâbickering, laughing, hand-in-hand, party forgottenâMichael Kaiser realizes something terrifying and wonderful:
For the first time in his life, something truly amazing didnât have to be earned.
It just⊠chose him back.











