Dec 21, 2021
Can I blink in and out of existence like people after retirement, like that one studio ghibli director who returns from retirement every once in a while
Can I do that ?
Just cease to exist one moment then catapult into existence just to be embraced by the orangey afternoon sun that reminds me of you ?
To lay down in the heavy ruthless rain ? To sit by the river’s side to watch the reflecting clouds ?
Can I ?
Why does it have to be so long and tiring ? Why should I have to live so long ?
