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Timekeeper | N.Mara.

𑁍┊synopsis: reminiscing on good times under the stars with your best friend nick.

𑁍┊Genre(s): fluff

𑁍┊Pairing: Nick Mara X F! Reader

𑁍┊warning(s): feels. Love. And happiness.

𑁍┊A/N: you got it, love! ,I love fluff requests so much🥺♡︎. So I’m a big dummy and didn’t realize you said watching the sunset I put stargazing lol I’m sorry but, I hope you love this imagine and thank you for requesting it! I listened to these songs and they got my super inspired change by arin ray & timekeeper Grayson chance.

From my fluff prompt 2&16 “you give me butterflies” & “I talk to my friends about you”

It felt like years that she haven't seen nick. But realistically it was only three months. His busy schedule kept them, guys, from seeing each other. Here she was laying in bed watching her favorite tv show after a well-deserved stressful semester. Classes were over and in her mind, she could smell the fresh saltwater of the beach, that's where she wanted to be right now, but she digressed she's sitting at home eating her favorite snacks. Not to complain a break is a break. Getting cozy under her covers her phone lights up the room under the impression it's her good for nothing ex still trying to prove himself, the picture of nick plastered across her eyes.

Sliding to answer his call, she lays back in her sheets. “Hey mamas” the phrase making the corners of her mouth spread towards her cheeks “hey baby” she replied, she could hear his smile through the phone, Nick meant so much to her, after her breakup she genuinely thought love was something she wasn’t meant to have, constantly falling on the pavement and no one cleans the wounds. But Nick did. He slowly healed her, while loving her flaws and scars. “What you doing right now?”

“I’m watching my show, why are you planning something mischievous?” She smiled bitting the last piece of her favorite snack. Nick scoffed at her remark “you honestly think I’m such a bad influence don’t you?”

“Baby, your middle name is nothing but trouble”

“I’m a walking red flag?”

“I love red what you mean?” Both of them laugh until it was completely silent, “I promise I’m not causing trouble you’ll actually regret it if you don’t answer with ‘no I’m not busy’ “ Nick laughed a bit, rolling her eyes at his puppy eyes, she started getting out of the bed “what do I need to wear?”

Nick raises his eyebrow as she placed the phone down on dresser “ you look good in what you’re wearing” followed by his smirk “you’re disgusting!” She yells at him from inside the closet, her current pjs were his oversized shirt and nothing underneath but underwears. “I’m not going out like this, actually yeah let’s go out like this, so I can see you get mad”

“You’re toxic y/n” Nick poked his inner cheek with tongue adding a sly smirk to it , laughing at his face she grabbed one of his hoodies and paired it with shorts and converses. “Is this good?” She asked him, nick’s eyes smiled before his lips could making her cover her cheeks to hide the flush color in them.

“Okay stop looking at me!” She yelled, “excuse me?! How dare you ask me how you look then stop me from looking, you just wait till I pick you up” hearing the engine rev in the background her giggles ceased. “Wait— you’re on your way right now? Without hearing my answer?”

Nick scoffed licking his lower lip before looking at her “babylove I knew you would’ve said ‘yes’ , your classes just ended, I know you’d rather spend your break outside than inside, plus you haven’t seen my fine ass in a while” , she opens her mouth agape before he winks at her “did I get it right?”

She looked away from him brushing her hair “you’re evil, I thought you loved me”

“Loved? Baby I still love you chill out, I’m outside come here beautiful” she ran to her window seeing him getting out the car, she squealed rushing towards the front door. Opening her front door Nick was there with flowers in his hand.

Everytime they went on a date he would buy her favorite flowers. Even though she told him he didn’t have to he replied with ‘you deserve flowers’ , “thank you baby” he dipped into her embrace kissing her neck while rubbing her lower back “always beautiful” he walked in her house closing the door behind him, his eyes never leaving her frame, “you also look beautiful” his words Modulated into her ear, his hand traveled to her waist as he planted kisses all over her shoulders and neck.

“Stop!” She giggled, walking towards her room with Nick hot on her trail, he sat on her bed watching her style her hair he smiled at his precise she wanted to be with her hair, he is over the moon for her, and everyday he finds something new about her, tiny details that she doesn’t even realize she does. Y/n goes in her closet picking out an outfit that was comfy but still cute.

“What are you staring at?” She teased, or at least tried too, Nick raises up from the bed to come inches close to her face, her ears burning as she attempted to keep a straight face “you baby, got a problem?” He tilted his head sideways his eyes easing from her lips to her eyes “since when you were hesitant about kissing me?” She questioned him

“Everytime you have makeup on I hesitate, it’s so beautiful I don’t wanna ruin it, but at the same time I want it smearing as I arch your back” Nick grabs the nape of her neck, his other hand moving pieces of hair out of lipgloss. “But if you don’t want me to hesitate I’ll do it right now mamas” she leans in smearing her lipgloss onto his lips, but he never cared about that, he just wanted to kiss her, to hold her after so long of being away. He needed her.

Pulling away she wipes his lip, cleaning off the gloss, Nick smirks leaving a wet kiss upon her neck “Cmon Babygirl, we got a date planned for us” she poked her tongue on her cheek, getting slightly irritated by his flirts. Grabbing his hand they walk to his car, opening the door for her, she smiles. Normally when Nick is on tour she’s fine, but this time felt different. She was counting down the days until he was coming home, something completely out her element. Today she felt so giddy to be next to him, to hold his hands, to feel his warm hug. It felt surreal, but it was every bit real. Nick placed his hand on her knee rubbing it softly.

His head turns towards her flaunting a smile he grabs her hand kissing her knuckles “what you thinking about mamas?” Turning the ac to his liking he revs up the car pulling out of her driveway “about how happy I am to see you, for some reason this time you left I really missed you” Nick lets out a small chuckle before kissing her knuckles again. “Mmh, I missed you too”

Nick had everything planned out. Picnic blanket.Covers. Food. She never went stargazing, it felt so whimsical doing it. His arm around her shoulder as her head laid on his chest. “Think we’ll see a shooting star?” She looks up at him. “Maybe, the night sky is unpredictable” Nick trailed his fingers up and down her shoulder, feeling her lips against his neck he looked down at her feeling a million emotions rush to his head. The sight of her just makes him dizzy.

“Remember on the set of 10,000 hours with all that paint splattered on y’all, you looked so happy that day, I just remember you telling me ‘I’m going to live out my dreams no matter what, and you have no say in the matter cause you’re coming along with me for the ride’, I used to think you were just living your dream, until you came to my house with suitcase telling me to pack.” Nick laughed his chest rumbling against her head

“Your face was priceless that day you were like ‘no you’re not serious right?, you’re telling me to pack for a flight that’s in eight hours?!” She laughs along with him “you were crazy!! Waking me up in the break of dawn, to kidnap me and put me on a plane!”

“Technically wasn’t kidnapping, cause I asked you to pack, therefore you came of your own free will” she smiled snuggling into his chest further. “Whatever you kidnapped me, Being on set with you is so fun, I get to see your smile everytime you guys had to shoot a scene over, it was like it never bothered you how many times you guys had to repeat the scenes”

“I remember you coming to set and bringing us food, Everytime you’d bring something different always making sure edwin’s meal was vegan, making sure nothing had anything we were allergic too” Nick kissed her forehead pulling her closer to him “you’re to perfect, you make me so damn happy, they way you would fall asleep on set with us, thats when I started falling in love with you”

She rolled her eyes to hinder her embarrassment, her fingers covering her now burning cheeks “stop” she whined “what you mean stop? I did fall in love with you. Making sure you weren’t cold on set, constantly checking on you during our breaks to make sure you were okay, snuggling you in a blanket” Nick pulls back to remove her hands from her face, he wanted to see that deer in the headlight expression.

Love. Was the best way he could describe her gleaming eyes “I talk to my friends about you” Nick started off, she was quiet. Shocked. And shy. She wondered why would he tell his friends about her? “I love you, and I was so happy to have you as my girlfriend I just couldn’t keep my mouth shut, everything about you made me so giddy and I just couldn’t wait for the sun to rise so I could see you all over again” Nick kissed her softly as he stole what little breath she was holding in, his smirk written all over his face as he caressed her jawline with his thumb “I talk to my friends about you because I love showing you off, I’m never embarrassed by you, and I think you’re so beautiful, so funny, so perfect. And I wanted all my friends to get along with you so that we could all be together in the same room”

Smiling she kissed his collarbone before dragging her fingers up to his cheeks, “you mean that?” She giggled “fuck yeah, I still mean it. I mean I’m barely on social media but as soon as I’m on there im either posting about you, talking about you, or promoting music and talking to beanz” his eyes staring into hers his hand grips her waist to pull her in closer, a soft gasp leaving her lips, her heart thumping against her chest heavily.

Her voice was shaky before she even spoked, saying anything was just a target for him to tease her constantly. “Mamas, you’re still so nervous by me? We’ve been dating for two years” covering her face she mumbles ‘you give me butterflies’, Nick heard her, but he wanted her to admit it. “Huh? I’m sorry I couldn’t hear you mamas” he teased her. She got annoyed at his constant teasing she opted to sit in his lap and yell it at the top of her lungs.

“You give me butterflies!” Her cheeks burning in embarrassment “and you’re my first serious relationship that’s made it past a year, so of course you make me nervous, you make me think About a million things bad and good, and you’re not to blame at all” Nick grabbed her chin forcing her to look at him.

“Continue” he asked politely

“You— you just mean so much to me, and once I start falling hard I’m afraid you’re going to disappear on me” her throat closing on her before she could go any further.

Nick moved a flyaway hair out of her lipgloss, before moving his thumb across her cheeks. “Remember during our first tour, I was so nervous? You were right there holding my hand, I imagined how clammy and warm my hands were, but fuck you made me feel like a king, before you were even aware of my feelings for you, I always wanted to be around you, didn’t matter what it was, I just love your presence I love talking to you”

“That time during the shoot of blind, you were crying? And I was so scared that maybe something happened to you? No you were crying about how proud you were, of all of us” Nick kisses her temple, “I could never leave you, and nothing you say or do can make me love you less okay? I’m here to stay cause I want too, not cause I need to”

With teary eyes she hugged him until a tight hug, all the worries she wrote in her diary of her brain, were ripped to shreds. All the memories they’ve had she thought she would lose them, if he left. Part of her wished she had never started dating him, fear of never being in his life.

But now she was certain. He indeed did love her. He needed her as much as he wanted her. And so does she. Laying her head on his shoulder they watch the stars making out what each constellation appears to be.

Thanks for your request @babygirlmil hope I made it justice. It was starting to get a bit long, so I had to stop lol. I am sorry if it sucks haha <3

Zion Kuwonu x Reader

She was sitting at a bar stool, legs swinging back and forth as she watched the boys in front of her. They were discussing something, she couldn’t really hear over the loud music they were blasting. Her fingers tapped at her thighs to the beat of the song that was echoing between the walls, she lightly hummed the lyrics as she continued watching the boys. One, in particular, was leaning against a wall while rolling his eyes every now and then. Clearly he was not that interested in whatever the other four were talking about. Her lips curved up in a smile when she noticed that his eyes had found hers, he gave her a small cheeky grin while mouthing something about the other boys being idiots. She stifled a laugh at that, shaking her head at him and mouthing that he needed to be more serious. He pretended to not see her when she did that.

Her thumb was moving over her screen at rapid speed, scrolling up and down over the countless pictures that adorned her Instagram for you page. She stopped for a bit when a certain picture caught her eye. He was grinning from ear to ear, his dreads hanging loosely around his head and he had one arm around her. Looking up at him, she was smiling as big as he was. She double-tapped the picture, it was a fan that had reposted the old picture, it was probably from around a year ago. She liked it though and was happy that she had countless more pictures of him with his arms draped around her body.

The music came to a stop and she looked up from her phone, only to see the boys lined up in front of the camera. Zion gave her a little wink before he turned his attention to the camera and everything the other boys were saying.

“So what is something you are looking for in the master, the master dish?” Brandon asked, her boyfriend just shrugged and said: “Look they are both going to suck, it depends on which one sucks a little less, you know what I am saying.” She rolled her eyes at that statement, but she couldn’t blame him either. She lived with all of them almost all the time, and a well-cooked and tasty meal was a rare find in that house.

She hopped off the barstool and made her way towards her boyfriend, now standing alone since the boys finally had landed in the kitchen, the camera following their every move. A small laugh escaped her lips as she watched Austin play with the knives. “Austin, stop you are going to poke an eye out.” She yelled at him, still not being able to hide the amused expression that clouded her features. The boy with long brown hair just shook his head at her while putting the knives down.

A/N: this very quickly became nothing more than a glorified food fight. enjoy, i guess pfft

Poseidon E.Honoret

𑁍┊synopsis: Edwin and y/n have been together for months but have never taken it further into intimacy due to past relationships but today is one for the books.

𑁍┊Genre(s): Smut

𑁍┊Pairing: Edwin X Fem Reader

𑁍┊warning(s): soft choking, overstimulation, cursing, unprotected sex.

𑁍┊A/N: Mind of Poseidon has been in my head for days so I decided to write a smut about it I hope it’s good!

Proofread: yes/ no

Patiently dawdling for the boys to get off stage y/n scrolled through her tags on Instagram glimmering at how proud she is of the boys, touring with them has been a hassle but damn near worth it, getting out of her house away from a toxic environment. It felt like shimmering out of the water, her eyes wander up from her phone to be met with the man she fell in love with. Edwin was shouting along with the staff congratulating them for another tour date. Edwin was always shirtless by the end of a performance, it was either him or zion. Y/n was used to it, but today seemed different.

She felt the heat rise from the pit of her stomach, traveling through her veins to her cheeks. Letting out a desperate attempt of a sigh, she lingers back to her phone to read a post that happened to land on a hate comment. “Mi Amor don't believe none of that shit” Edwin tilt her head in between his thumb and index, his glistening skin creating moonlights under the light, his eyes holding a gaze of doubt.

“I don't, I just transpired to land on that post. You killed it out there baby” she smiles into his solace his thumb sweeps her cheeks. “I had a fucking blast tonight, something about today that it felt so good” his lips press against her ear already quivering in his touch “but you look rightfully adequate though” the spectacle she was embarking to stymie ignited up still. She laughs it off holding her hand on his wrist.

“Don't prevaricate, you don't glimmer like that when you're with me” she joked, Edwin hauled back with a stoic countenance “it's a farce sweetheart” she laughs “it better be” Edwin sternly ascertains. He plops next to her lobbing his arm around the davenport, she posteriors in his embrace her knees foraging her chest while his other hand fondled her exposed thighs. Nick walked in with a towel throwing one at Edwin that almost hit y/n in the face.

“Nick you wanna die tonight?!” she implored cackling afterward, “how many times you going to jump this man?” zion screeched, “as many times as I need to!” Edwin kisses in the crook of her neck to which she swivels her hand on his jawline.

“You missed me that much hm?” she taunts

“I haven't properly hung out with you in three days princess, of course, I miss your aggravating ass” she flicks his forehead earning a groan with a frown. Zion walks back in the room to see an Edwin in pain on the couch, and y/n smiling while pushing her hair behind her ears. “I swear Everytime I walk in the room Edwin is in pain because of you, you have no remorse” Zion chuckles at the end.

“No, he called me aggravating so I just showed him how aggravating I can be” she cupped his face before kissing his forehead repeatedly mumming soft “I’m sorry” and “I love you”, Zion shifts in his seat sinking into the leather couch “so you further proved his point? , but we all know you’re aggravating” Zion puffed out a cloud before choking a little

“Karma, you dusty tumbleweed” y/n snaps at him, Edwin’s tiny chuckles turn into loud laughters y/n had no choice but to join him in the laughter fest nick stumbling upon the couple scrunched his eyebrows. “Y’all are an evil couple” nick jokes.

When y/n and Edwin got to their hotel rooms, she couldn’t stop staring at his chiseled lines that formed on his stomach, the way his tattoo lines were glossed from the shower he just taken. “Get it together y/n” she mentally spoke to herself. As much as she was attracted to Edwin, they never did anything more than a makeout session. Ultimately Edwin left it up to her if they should go further after hearing the story of her ex boyfriend.

The way he would please himself and not her, if she did come before him, she had to figure out a way on her own. Her ex boyfriend brung down her confidence but a long shot. She didn’t feel comfortable wearing certain articles of clothing, never visited Edwin with light makeup, whenever they used to facetime, her screen was always paused or she’d tell him to FaceTime audio call. Edwin made her feel special reminded her everyday she is loved in the smallest ways. By taking her to get boba, random taco dates at the park.

Zoo visiting. The little things made her happy. Feeling tender endearments on her neck stirs her attention back to earth “what you thinking about princess?” He mumbles on her skin

“You, how much I love you” she lets out In a soft tone, if Edwin wasn’t so close he wouldn’t have caught it “mmm, I love you too darling, what we doing for the night or are we going to cuddle for the remainder of the night” looking up into his eyes, they follow each other’s movements, her hands caressing the structured lines that flexed his muscles, the veins in his hands as they gripped her waist was causing a heat to arise in her cheeks and stomach. Without thinking she cupped his face in her hands giving him a passionate kiss pulling his body on top of hers while she laid flat on the mattress.

His hands positioned on each side of the bed trapping her underneath him, Edwin towered over her as he deepened the kiss by bringing their bodies closer the metallic chains dangled on her skin, the cold sensation along with the passion trailed goosebumps up her spine to her arms. Her fingers caressing his undercut as he pulled away for air, both of their lips vibrant in hues of pink. “I want you” she whispered softly, Edwin maneuvered his fingers through her hair scanning her eyes for an sense of rejection. “You’re sure about this? I’ll wait as long as you want me too, okay?” He reminded her, y/n’s heart swelled even bigger for him.

“I’m entirely sure about this, I trust you so much. I love you so much” her eyes began to water in happiness and adoration, the man before her loved her so much and she loved him just as much “I love you more, this is about you, be vocal darling I’m trying to study everything about you” his plumped lips stickering on her skin from her neck down to her sternum , the tiny moles she had he kisses them all, the scars his lips lingered on longer. His slender fingers hooked on her skirt he found the zipper with ease before removing it from her body.

“I never got to tell you, but this new confidence of yours, looks so good on you” his lips kissing her inner thighs, before kissing the spot she ached for him the most, getting one quiver out her mouth was enough to make Edwin smirk his hands grabbing her ankles pulling her to the edge of the bed. Y/n gasped at his bold action holding her hands onto his forearm. Edwin raises up to her level stamping his lips onto hers before he travels in between her legs. “May I taste you?” He asks twirling her hair in between his fingers. “Please” she lets out desperately.

“Granted” his fingers lifts up the clothing soaking in between her slit, Edwin was so applaud by how beautiful her body is, everything about her screamed “goddess” to him, he felt like the luckiest man in the world to help her on a new journey of loving herself. His tongue lapping the juices produced just by a mere touch. She was puddy in his hands, her fingers reaching up to her mouth to suppress her moans, but Edwin wouldn’t allow it, grabbing her hands with one he wrapped his callouses around her wrists holding them on her stomach. “Hey, I said be vocal with me okay? I won’t ask nicely next time” her thighs quivering just by the sturdiness in his throat.

Letting go of her hands he trusted her to listen to him, his hands cupping the back of her of ankles made her head sink in the mattress, his tongue flicked on her needy bud, his fingers firmly pressed into her ankles, his tongue lapping up her slit creating a mess on his chin down to his Adam’s apple, he widen her legs to get further precision on her bundle of joy. “Oh my god” she desperately sighed, edwins chuckle sent vibration through her body that bought her closer to her edge, Edwin was make it harder for her to catch her breath as stayed in between her thighs her moans became louder by each lap of tongue.

Her pants were starting to break, Edwin loved the sight of her squirming in his hands. Every lap started to increase as she attempted to push him away from her clit, in order to not choke him with her thighs, but that it precisely what Edwin wanted. “Baby-“ she tried to warn him but the bubble in her throat stopped her. On his tongue he felt her twitch while her thighs closed, but he held them open his tongue swiping from left to right on her clit, her chest was heaving in a frenzy “oh my god Edwin” she practically screamed her nails raked down his forearm, her eyelashes prancing on her eyelids.

The rush of her blood made her body lift of the bed begging to close her legs, her second round rushing in fast, her words couldn’t form to tell Edwin what she really wanted. As her mouth opened by silence was taking her moans away, her toes curled with the hooks of her fingers in his hair. Edwin removed his face from the mess he created her legs closed shut with her body twitching without a single touch. Y/n looked up at him the glossy coat on his lips with the shimmer in his eyes made her body sink more into the mattress. “Mmh, you’re so beautiful princess” his eyes wander down to her lips, his lips engulfs hers as his fingers disappear in between her slit, a soft whimper echos throughout the kiss.

Edwins fingers pumps her needy hole, finding her g-spot like a pinned location her breath stammering as her nails grind into his back “look at you mamas, you look so beautiful” his other hand cupping her chin to look at him, the sounds of her juices and his palm repeatedly clapping against her clit. Edwin speeds up the pace moving his fingers in a circular motion, at this point her moans turned into desperate cries tbd louder they became the faster he went “fuck” she coherently “baby— baby I’m coming” a sentence she finally spoke since he’s started. Edwin kept going despite the tears of pleasure rolling down her face.

“I can’t— fuck baby” she grips his wrist while her legs squirm to calm her nerves. Edwin reached his hand down to rub her bud, her back lifting off the bed as she screams his name her juices coating his toned abs made her dig into his forearms while her body shivered “you did so well princess, only I can make you squirt like this” Edwin kissed her inner thigh as she continued to ride out her high. Her eyelashes batting at him slowly, she was seeing stars. Her fingers hooked on his pants attempting to unhook his belt.

Edwin watches how fucked out she looks but still wants more, he removes her hand taking off his clothing for her, she pumped him a couple of times before her thumb kneaded across his tip, she guided his tip into her, already twitching around his length. “You ready for this?” Edwin wipes her tear ducts “yes” was all she could form In that moment. Edwin slowly sinned into her seeing her eyes open slowly by each inch, when he was finally balls deep in, her legs were fumbling and her fingers were latched onto him. “Fuck you’re so beautiful” his fingers hooked underneath her knees as he pumped into her at a slow pace already making her grab the sheets. “Faster-“ she asked politely, her words made Edwin go feral, his thrusts were loud against her skin.

While her moans couldn’t be silenced anymore, the crescents in his forearm, made him almost rode out his high in this very moment but he held back, her legs now placed on his shoulder as their lips touched, his lips nibbling over her earlobe as he planted wet kisses along her neck. Her fingers combing through his freshly new hair cut. She could hear the sounds of how wet she is, the growls Edwin was letting out on her tepid skin as he drilled into her. Their eyes connected and she whispered ‘ I love you’s’ as she came for the what felt like the hundredth time, Edwin wrapped his hand around her throat lightly pressing force as she held his wrist with one of her hands.

Wet kisses connecting them together, beads of sweat dripping off onto her, then gliding onto the mattress, he thrusted into her a couple of times getting her attention on him, her legs wrapped around him in a fight to close,only made him go harder. The collision of their bodies engulfing each other caused her to whimper in euphoria. “I’m coming princess, you’re so beautiful” he wipes her hair back from her face, planting kisses to the crown of her hair.

“Fuck— I’m coming” she announced to him. Pulling his length out, his tip rubbed against her clit helping her ride out her high before he came on her stomach. She twitched at the soft touches of his manhood sliding in between her folds. “Mm edwin” Edwin shushed her with a kiss “I promise I’m done, I just wanted you to know how it feels when you come too baby” he kisses her softly before going to the bathroom to retrieve a damp warm cloth.

“Thank you” she mumbled “for what mi amor?” He asked cleaning her tummy off along with her sensitive spot, she flinched grabbing his wrist with a soft whimper “I’m sorry love” he chuckled a little “no you’re not” she rebuttals, lifting her up he helps her in the bathroom where he already had a bath ready for them.

“Baby” she pouts, Edwin shushed her with a soft endearment, grabbing her hand and helping her in. “ you deserve it”

Edwin laid his chin on her head as they cuddled in the bed, her soft breaths on her chest made him feel so serene, Edwin looked at her sleeping face smiling softly. “I love you so much, I hope you know that” kissing her cheeks he closed his eyes.

“I love you too baby, I hope you’re happy with me” she replied to which he responded by bringing her closer to him nose nuzzled in his neck his arm wrapped around her shoulder.

Good News - N. Mara

Requested

›› Synopsis: Being nick’s girlfriend and hanging out with him and the boys on set, so you go live and give them a sneak peak.

›› Genre: Fluff

›› Paring: Female Reader x Nick Mara

›› Warnings: nothing

›› A/N: sure I can do that I just hope it’s well written for you, I’ve restarted this request too many times lmao, enjoy!. And grammar errors or anything you want me to change please feel free to tell me in the comments.🤍

Shoot after shoot, you were starting to get bored with sitting there. But you had to be honest with yourself it was been a while since you've seen the boys, so anytime spent with them was a fun time. From diving out of an airplane with them for Nick's birthday, to proclaiming Austin's first kid, the last bit of 2020 has been extremely fun.

Nick waltz over to your frame luring you in with both hands on the couch ”what you doing ma” his lips looming your temple; lobbing his body subsequently to you his arm embroiled around your middle ”just glimpsing on Instagram, how's your shoot going?” you lay your phone face down lending him your scrutiny, but nick dips into your neck clutching your thigh down to your calves. Making you let out a timid scoff, your hands deposited on his chest to impede him from going any further. For your sake.

”stop prevailing a flirt for once” you titter at him, Nick frowns with that significant smirk blatantly spread across his skin ”not when you gazing like a meal, and you're mine?” nick’s eye inciting butterflies to transpire in your chest, the crimson stain across your ears and cheeks. ”whatever, what you come over here for?” the oscillations in your throat thundering against your chest, further fueling nick’s cockiness. Nick adored to drill your nerves and turn you into the biggest nerve wreck.

His smile appearing a trivial vaster than before ”came to check on you ma, am I tolerated to do that?” his eyes easing your frame in an elevator motion ”yeah you can” scampering closer to him your head places on his shoulder.

”I'm so excited to get music out to the beanz” nick starts, you caress his arm tenderly hearing nothing but his wants fill your ears, Nicks voice, when he was serious, was calming and assertive. “Did you hear what I said ma?” Nick hands grabbing your face to look into his eyes ”hm?” your voice came out weak. ” Hmm, I knew it” his lips disjoin scantily you could feel his body heat securing you your eyes darted at his jawline feeling your heart jabbing against your chest all you could hear was your volatile breathing. His tongue flowed past your lips mashing your body against the couch, his fingertips drenching into your waist so neat.

The environment felt voiceless until someone solicited his name ”yo nick! Where you at? We gotta get back to shooting” vacating you breathless his eyes form in a crescent before he was away. ”I'm right here!” nick walks out of your view. With your hand on your chest, you clasp your phone again going back to social media. You've been at set for hours, so you decided to get on live.

Fixing your clothes as it was starting up, you see tons of people start flooding in ”hello everyone how are you?” you smile at the hearts and lovely comments.

”where are you?” you read, countering you flipped the camera showing them the set “I’m at the set with the boys for their music video” dismounting off the couch you reveal them your favorite room they filmed in “I like this room, the purple lamps are my favorite part honestly, and the plants too they're great, even though there fake”

”can we see your outfit?” you read ”sure, it's nothing special just casual” you pan your camera in front of the mirror. Seeing the hearts float up on the screen made you smile ”thank you guys”

”babe!!” nick screams your name, hearing the sounds of his sneakers gliding across the floor ”im in here!” you yell back to him, further apologizing to the ones watching for being loud. Looking at nick in the mirror he walks behind you clapping your ass with one hand.

”ow! Babe, I'm on live” you remind him ”say hi disrespectful” nick nuzzled his head in your neck, holding your body firmly against him, ”hi everyone” he mumbles

”why you acting shy?” you pick at him ”im not, I'm just tired, I haven’t talk to you all day” smiling the comments flood with ‘🥺’ and ‘mom and dad’ , one comment that sounds out to you, you read it outloud. ‘Nick you’re doing great and I can’t wait for prettymuch 2.0’ you read for Nick. His head tilts up smiling at the camera.

“Thank you guys for still sticking around, I know it’s been a drought with our music but trust me it’s worth the wait, wanna say a lot of things but you’ll have to wait and see” you lean into his arms, unconsciously he wraps them around you middle “I’m telling you guys, it’s super dope what they got planned, couldn’t be more proud of them” Nick looks down at you with the eyes he shown you the first time he said “I love you” , matter of fact he always looked like that. And it’s true Nick really did love you more than he let off, Nick is more of an action versus word person, so even though he doesn’t say it, he does mean it.

“Okay guess imma get off live and I’m going to spend time with the short stack, he’s being a whiny brat” you announce , Nick pulls away giving you his signature side eye, followed by a smart remark. “I’ll show you a whiny brat in a minute” , panicking you look at the chat “okay!!! Goodbye everyone I love you all” ending the live you hide your face in his chest earning chuckles that passes his lips “what you so shy about” his hand ghosting over your lower back.

“You’re too much”

“Maybe, but I’m just enough for you” scoffing at his words you push him away walking out the room “can we go home?” You ask, not hearing anything from Nick you turned around

Feeling your feet being lifted off the ground and you stomach laid upon his shoulder.

“Did I ever tell you how good you look today” Nick mummers to you, “no, but thank you” walking towards the door Nick announces to everyone he’s leaving, feeling embarrassed by the scenario you’re in you hide your face shyly waving goodbye. “Can’t wait to cuddle you ma” setting you on your feet he opens the door for you covering your head to prevent you from hitting it. When he arrives in the driver seat instantly his hand hooks in between your thighs.

“So proud of you baby” you caress his chin, your nails leaving soft scratches on them, his smile growing larger by every stroke “hmm thank you mamas” the ride home was serene, mainly with you complimenting him on his new record deal and album, there was so much you wanted to talk to with his fans, but you kept quite letting them release the news first. When you guys arrived home, you laid on his chest feeling his soft lips on your cheeks and his fingertips scanning over your lower back.

Cycles Z.Kuwonu

𝗥𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗱: 𝒚𝒆𝒔.

⁞ ❏. Synopsis: y/n and zion have been together for a year, but during this trademark, anxiety starts to rise and to prevent herself from getting hurt so leaves.

⁞ ❏. Genre: Angst

⁞ ❏. Pairing: Female Reader X Zion Kuwonu

⁞ ❏. Warnings: Anxiety, self-isolation, and profanity.

⁞ ❏.A/N: this took me a little while to type I'm sorry for it being so late, and I was listening to Halsey so this may get really angsty eek. But I love you dear you’re welcome, I haven’t written full-on angst in months 🥺🧡 listen to sorry by Halsey this what I was crying too.

Y/n loved zion with her heart, but anxiety and relationships never made her brain healthy. She knew zion loved her but the constant possibilities that everything could go wrong in a year. Not that she didn’t trust Zion, it just seem that history kept repeating itself. Cheating. Toxic relationships. Back the cheating the vicious cycle painting in her chest. She couldn’t phantom it again. Grabbing her phone the picture that lit up on her face, showed his smile. A photo she could hear the sounds from vividly. It was their third date; picking sunflowers and watching the stars. At this moment a ladybug has landed on him, but Zion was the giddiest person.

“I’m sorry” she whispered to her phone; Zion has been on tour and she’s been ghosting him. Not purposely but fear was grabbing her by the throat, pressuring her to just leave, the echos of truth as she presumed swelled her brain. ‘Leave before you get hurt, don’t let pain arrive to you first’ is what she kept saying to herself. Even though she ghosted him, her page was full of news about him. Fan pages, edits, clips, interviews, Twitter mentions. The more his name popped up the more guilt sprung her heart.

On the other line, Zion was freaking out. He couldn’t do anything, he was miles away. No calls, no texts. Just dead space silence from the woman he loved the most. Overthinking and drinking causing him to crash in his bed every night after a show. The boy's constant worrying is his health up to par, pleading for him to take a break. But Zion knew if he allowed himself to take a break, he’ll feel the pain and begin to cry filling his hollow chest with water. He loved y/n. He loved her with his whole being. He always wondered did he do enough for her? Did he love her heard enough? Was he good enough? All the questions he wanted to ask couldn’t be answered.

Y/n paced back in forth in her bedroom, picking at her split nails, contouring how she wanted the conversation to go. Zion is supposed to be in town tomorrow, and she knew his heart, he will be coming to see her. To ask her questions. That would end in some tears, for them both. She didn’t want him to come over, she texted him late at night waiting for his reply.

˗ˏˋTo: King🤍 'ˎ˗

𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁. 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘄𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲?

When she looked back at her phone the script under the message made her heart sink “read 2:30 am”, maybe he fell asleep with his phone in hand she thought to herself. Twenty minutes later as she was dozing off her phone vibrated, jerking her up.

˗ˏˋFrom: King🤍 'ˎ˗

Can you tell me through text?

I don’t think I can hear your voice right now...

Her head lolls back; she’s hurting him. She’s been hurting him for the past weeks. Almost a whole month, and to make matters worse. Today is their one year anniversary. Fuck could she be anymore of a problem.

˗ˏˋTo: King🤍 'ˎ˗

So.. don’t think it’s your fault, but let’s break up okay? I’m not really in the headspace to be dating precisely now and I don’t wanna mistreat you anymore. I have so many thoughts and qualms going through my mentality, and I don’t want you believing you’re a vicious boyfriend, because you’re far from that. You’re an unprecedented fucking human Zion and I don’t wanna damage you the way I’m severely damaged. I know I’m not the most open book but fuck I really do love you and I wish things were different. Don’t beat yourself up over this okay? Promise me?

˗ˏˋFrom: King🤍 'ˎ˗

I don’t think it’s my negligence, at least I wish I could say that. There’s no way I could ever discern how you feel, or know how to help that emotion or insecurity, I get that we all endeavor with something. And I get it you don’t wanna hurt me. But I’m already maiming for you, I just want you to laugh as you used to. And yeah I’ll divulge it for a while, I thought it was me I thought you fell outta love with more, or maybe I was putting you through this misery again. I thought if I gave you your expanse, maybe then you’ll feel proficient. But I see now you just need warmth from a distance until you become better. Or maybe auspicious utterances that will show you matter or actions that attack those antagonized stanzas

˗ˏˋFrom: King🤍 'ˎ˗

I idolize you for assigning yourself foremost. I’m fucking astounded by your courage in doing so, I wish you didn’t go through this trauma. But people a fucking disastrous, I wish you the best convalescence y/n, you goddamn deserve it. Thank you for treasuring all my ways, thank you for just being alive, you’re a tremendous fucking human too. Just know no matter what anyone says I love every single part of you. The barrage, the rainbow and even the blizzards. Scarred or not your essence towards good people has never transformed.

˗ˏˋFrom: King🤍 'ˎ˗

Remember that your individuality is what attracted me to you. Fuck that perfect image, because what’s perfect is easy. What’s impure is customary, and falling in love with you felt and is natural that will never deviate. I promised you I would insulate you so I’m vacating you with that in mind. Don’t try to be meticulous, because perfection isn’t something to achieve, it’s the generosity you should procure. Take care of yourself love you forever.

She read Zion’s paragraph; the surge of happiness and the gust being replenished back into her lungs, she felt optimistic but culpable in that juncture she wanted to prove her demons wrong. But she couldn’t phantom where to start. Drying her tears she looked into the mirror, “you won't defeat me, I'm seizing my life back and I'm going to love and live without regret” palpitation her anxiety down, it was an arduous pill to swallow.