#prettyboychester

literally all i do with my free time is read j2 aus

my fave episode

"Sam!" Dean yells, voice hoarse with impending tears. He got there too late. His brother is on the floor,  writhing in unspeakable agony, veins blazing beneath the skin of his  arms. He drops beside  him, cradles him close, rocks him, curses every angel, every demon, and ever creature  in between.

"De," Sam manages to gasp out, his eyes try to focus on Dean but he can't keep them trained on any one thing for too long. He cries out in anguish, curling in on himself. But he keeps talking. "De. De, I did it. I did it, man."

"No," Dean rasps, his whole body trembles with grief. How many times is he going to have to do this? Watch his brother, his little brother, die? "That's not a good thing, Sammy. It's not a good thing!"

"It is," Sam replies, his voice is soft and weak, as if it's taking too much energy to breathe right now, and it probably is. "It's a great thing, De. I've finally did it. I've made you proud of me.I didn't let you down. Me, all me."

i dont ship it, never will, dont see any kind of relationship there, but thought id try and offer something for your anon (:

go here, anon: fuckyeahsabriel.tumblr. 

prettyboychester replied to your post: Can you explain the Sam/Gabriel 

i dont ship sabriel but i do know that in changing channels, there are some scenes that suggest gabe was trying to help sam like when the nurse keeps slapping him, she says sometimes people just die, its not your fault suggesting that jess death wasnt his fault either. idk there was a better explanation somewhere in that lolol

thingswhicharenice replied to your post: Can you explain the 

gab tortured Sam. people just dont understand anything and like to ship shit that doesnt make sense lol.

The amount in which Gab tortured Sam, even if it was good intentioned is what gets to me. But that's just what I see.