#prepared!!!!

I feel like I’m not doing college “correctly.” I commute because room and board is basically a huge ripoff and I can’t afford it anyway but I feel like I can’t connect with others because I still kinda follow a high school-like schedule? I just go to my classes, have some study time on campus, and then go home. My first-year grades were okay but they’re not good enough for the whole premed thing so if this shit continues I’m fucked? Is it even worth paying for the “college experience” or should I just learn from the past and adapt to this???