#prebdaypost

I just want to say that I'm happy. I'm choosing to be happy no matter what. And I'll be damned if I let these obstacles hinder my way. I'm in the process of reanalyzing myself, questioning myself and definitely finding answers. And you know what? I'm doing all of these with me wearing my heels. Yes, you read that right. Nothing will ruffle my feathers anymore. I just realized something important in my life. I'm not enjoying life anymore. I've been so disillusioned from what I can be. I have strayed and tonight, while I'm typing this, I feel that enough is enough. No more "what if's" I am replacing it with "hell yeah!".