My baby.. My little baby angel..

I can't believe she is dead, I can't believe I'm never going to see her and to enjoy her welcoming and warm personality that every Ladies' Code's fan talk about. It hurts so much..Ladies' Code was, is and will always be my favorite girlsband ever. They inspired me everyday, they helped me through hard moments with their songs and now that.. It's too hard to face the reality, that reality. These women weren't just my favorite band, they were, they are my role models, my inspirations. The hapiness they brought into my life is one of the most important things for me.

I know it may looks a bit exagerate but it's how I feel and I have to say it.

I can't believe Zuny and Ashley are feeling guilty for being alive and healthy. They are like the small light of hope in the darkness of this situation. I'm so worried about Sojung and Rise's conditions. I check the updates about them something like every hour. I'm afraid of how they will react after knowing that their fellow bandmate passed away. I read somewhere that Sojung asked why everyone was visiting her in black clothes before going to her facial surgery but none told her to let her recover and that she stopped asking after a few tries. Also, I'm very upset about those fucking people who said that they deserved it! How can someone, anyone, deserve something like that? Show some respect, I still can't realize that such monstruous people can exist on Earth!

I pray for them to recover quickly and for Eunbi to rest in peace. I send my deepest condoleances to her family, her friends, Polaris' staff, everyone who is touched by her death and of course, to the others Lavely. I hope everyone will manage to get over the shock of her sudden and too soon death, even if it will be hard. Let's keep in thoughts that she was able to realize her dreams and that we were able to make their song 'I'm Fine, Thnak You' first on different charts even if she wasn't here to see one of her dreams be fullfilled as well.

I don't think Ladies' Code will keep going after those tragic events but I will always love them and listen to them everyday like I do since they began. I just want them to be fine.

I hope everyone will recover properly, even if it's small injuries, and be able to mourn the loss of Eunbi peacefully without any haters to prevent them to.

I'm sure Eunbi keep an eye on everyone from up there, I'm looking forward for good news about them.

I will always remember you Eunbi, you will always be missed. Earth lost an angel but Heaven won one, it better takes good care of her.

It's hard to write it or to just think about it since I didn't realize that she was really dead until I saw her funerals' video but..