#praningerzi

bakit pag gusto ko wala.. pero pag ayaw ko meron?!

So..yeah..preggy ang cuz ko. She is the same age as me..inggit much!.

I dont know..i want a baby boy and i envy those who has a child already at such a young age or at the right age.

I want one..haha...i want a Boy...

Emotionally, spritually..I'm ready. But financially..boy it's very epic.

I have this fear that he will suffer like me. i dont want that to happen.

In fact, if i can give him everything..i will!

My life is soooooo boring..no life..no family here..except for my brother and some friends and relatives..no boyfriend..saklap!

I can see myself na if I have this Baby boy na. Im good. Damn good.

I mean syempre fulfilled as a woman.

Of course kelangan pa rin ng katuwang sa buhay..husband?..boyfriend?.. I'll think a gazillion times first.

My ideal age for settling down is 25-28. Time is ruuuuuuuuuuunning..i only have 2 years.  As for my second plan to go by 30..Yay!..

Ang choosy kasi e!..hirap pag gantong age na..parang one wrong pick and ur gonna be stuck forever. Well, ayoko pa din naman..need to finish some things pa.

Waaahhh!..the thought of it scares me.

May mga aswang naman..haha..pero ewan bat diko magawang mag take risk.

May mga kasama pa ko sa plano..yun grabe nakakatakot un!..haha.. What if mali pala sila sakin..or mali pala ako. Feeling ko walang makakatagal sakin. I'm designed to be alone. i'm used to it. Masarap pero di masaya.

Kapag di ka nagpa-pansin, di ka mapapansin.