I am scared of never finding it , I am so scared of being lost forever in this never ending abyss than only I can see

Looking around, I can not find anyone , I can't even find a thing, no even a small hint of light in here.

Over and over I try and try to find a way out, to find some sense to this hell , and over and over I fail and have to start again

Various days, weeks , months and years occure before any sign, I miss you so badly but you never will be in this vast void.

Every time I think and think of you, and I wander if you are doing the same ? If you are in your own hell or had move on?

You and you only take all my mind, I can not think of anything but you, I miss you.

Over and over, I walk and walk looking for you, but thats a lost cause , I know it for a fact.

Untill I forget you, I be here, this was my fault.