#posts about her

I hope and pray with everything in me that when I walk through your front door one day under the arm of your beautiful daughter, you will smile joyfully.

You won’t smile because I am the ideal son-in-law that you so dearly wished for when your princess was growing up. I hope you smile because I am the daughter-in-law that will make your precious daughter so happy that she will forget all about any sorrows of her childhood.

I want to make her forget about being bullied or mistreated by some rude, pubescent, unworthy boy when she was just a teen.

I can promise you, that I may not be the son of a highly successful business man. But I am the daughter of a ‘housewife’ that raised me in a way that, I can promise you, your sweet girl will be in the hands of someone that will happily cook her breakfast in the morning and dinner in the evening. Someone that will hold her so close and so tight to me at 3am when she wakes from a nightmare and sincerely believes that she is falling apart. I promise I will do my best to hold her together.

She will be in the company of someone that would give anything just to see her smile because my god did you create the most gorgeous smile I have ever seen on anyone.

I can assure you that supporting her day by day, one step at a time, in whatever path she chooses to pursue, will be on the very top of my priority list. Because, much like you, seeing her succeed and do something she loves will bring me all the joy I could ever want in life.

I want fear to leave you and comfort to fill you, knowing that she is going to be wrapped in the safety of my arms every night in the bedroom that she so eagerly decorated. - She had been talking about decorating our very own bedroom for years.

I will do whatever it takes to ensure that she is the happiest young lady on this earth. She will be my queen, my best friend, my 2pm coffee dates and my 3am DMC partner.

I cannot wait to promise her forever.

Sincerely,

none of this was planned, none of this was intentional. it all happened because of the way fate works. 

on a day much like today, 20 years ago, an angel was brought upon this planet. she blesses people with her looks, charisma, talent, selflessness, and passion. Each day that goes by the stars admire her wishing they could shine as bright as she does, but oh how envious the stars can be. Each day that goes by the sun admires how much love she radiates, poor sun wishes he radiated that much love. Each day that goes by the moon watches as she pours her feelings out to someone who so quickly fell in love with this girl, the moon wished she could’ve been the one who fell in love. 

each day that passes, I sit here and send out simple text messages only to receive paragraphs of love and affection, god do I wish I could be the one who poured out love to her. it isn’t that I can’t do it, it’s that I don't know how to. I pray that with time I’ll be able to show her the love that she truly deserves and that with time I’ll prove to her that no one will ever be more amazing than she, at least not in my book. 

Imagine this. 

You had an on again off again relationship with Tumblr, when you first discovered Tumblr you enjoyed it because you were relating to things that many people didn’t relate to, it was loneliness and depression and not being able to trust anyone. So having Tumblr was your safe ground. Eventually, Tumblr died off for you and after a few years, you discovered it again with One Direction and this time you were a RP account. This lasted for several years, on and off as per usual. Then reality hit you and you were stuck in high school, nothing made sense, though it wasn’t supposed to so once again Tumblr was left in the dark.

It was a nice spring day when your very enthusiastic friend ran up to you saying she needed you to listen to this KPOP group, at first you were hesitant, but you gave in and quickly fell in love with 7 amazing Korean boys, each with unique personalities. After being invested in them for a few months, inspiration sparked and you felt the need to write so that you did. You thought you’d post it on Wattpad, but instead, you remembered your old friend, Tumblr. You created a new account, made sure it fit all your aesthetics, followed a few accounts, that included @/ softjeon, @/kinktae ,@/httpjeon , @/ohmykimtaetae , and yes, you still follow them because they have amazing accounts, and started your writing journey. 

Somewhere along the road, you discovered @bloomyg, and you know those accounts that you discover and for some odd reason, you have an infatuation with them? Well, that was you with @bloomyg , you saw the way she spoke to her anons and you thought she was so nice. So you messaged her, she was nice though you noticed that on her page she was already into someone, not that at first, you cared. But you did notice that she often spoke of someone else, maybe that’s why at first it took a bit to get her attention.

Either way you were persistent, messaged her a few times here and there had a few dumb conversations yet nothing too interesting. That was until you noticed she was more upset than usual and you couldn’t just let her be on her own when she was upset. You didn’t mean to pry but you couldn’t help wanting to help, so you reached out and that’s when it all started. Finally, she was talking more to you.

Casual conversations turned into inticing discussions about life, the world, but most importantly love. Your need for a friendship was fulfilled, and better yet you found something else on the way.

This girl is like no other, she’s charming, in a way that no other person has been, and to be falling for someone whom you don’t know in person is strange, especially when it comes to females because admit it to yourself, you’re picky. But something about her was different, she understood you, she was like you, and most significant in all this, she had the same feelings you did.

If you don’t know, know you know, I’m talking about Tori. She’s the most incredible person I’ve ever met and in exactly 54 days she’ll be in my arms. I can’t thank anyone enough for having found her, I can’t thank her enough for being so amazing and allowing this little awkward bean to love her.