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But, if you rather continue to read then watch a video that's okay too. He stated that sometimes, some people just need someone to say, "Go and do it!" when it comes to doing something they may want to do. They just need to hear it from someone. That reminded me of a inspirational video I watched years and years ago that got me starting to open myself and accept commissions. They said, (and I may not say it exactly to what they stated), 'Don't do what you want for yourself. If you are doing it for someone, say you want to help someone out, then do it for them. If you are doing it to help put food on the table for everyone, keep that in mind. Keep the person or reason you are trying to complete something in your mind so you know the goal you need to complete is an important one.' I wish I could find that video, because I would very much like to rewatch it! So that's what I'm going to try and do. I'm going to keep my goal always in my mind and I'm going to push through the fear!

To go to America, I needed to show myself as un-married. So we made a Fake Divorce Certificate. Khurram did not sign it. And Khurram’s family did not know about it either. Eventually when they learnt about it we told Khurram’s family that it is a fake divorce certificate. My brother Shoka signed that Divorce Certificate. We used that Fake certificate to show myself as un-married. Khurram and I kept living together as husband and wife for next 5 years. Because we knew this was not the divorce. If anyone have doubts, I have a copy of this fake divorce certificate.