#post sb

I may have a couple:

-Vanessa’s birth was unplanned. Born on September 7, 2012. She sits on the cusp of Gen z, Gen alpha.

-her dad wasn’t too happy about the pregnancy, knowing that it was gonna change their lives forever. Her mom however, welcomed the change, and considered her a gift from fate. And thus named her daughter after the most beautiful creature representing change and transformation: the butterfly

-after her mom passed, Vanessa didn’t really care to celebrate her birthday. Missing her mom’s homemade cupcakes she would make for her birthday. She tried replicating the recipe but was too young and never figured it out. So she’d take whatever money she had and buy a single cupcake and eat it by her mom’s grave.

-she got glitchtrapped shortly after her 18th birthday, and for the next 5 years had to “share” her birthday with her darker half, Vanny (Vanny insisted on the bunny shaped cake)

-the birthday right before her transfer to the pizzaplex, she found a singular cupcake on her work desk. Shocked bc she didn’t really talk to any coworkers, so why would any of them care?

-the cupcake was from Luis, he wouldn’t tell her though. He just wanted her to feel special for once on her special day, he didn’t need the notoriety from it

-post SB~ Vanessa didn’t tell Gregory or Freddy when her birthday was, but Freddy already had it saved in his HUD under staff profile (similar to guest profiles but for staff members)

-Vanessa tried to not make a big deal about her birthday, even though deep down she did really want to celebrate it. And bc both Freddy and Gregory can read her like a book, they knew this, and made sure to make her day as special as possible.

-Gregory gathers the entire superstar squad and plans to give her a celebration she deserves. They work together to bake a cake (chocolate is her actual favorite), and each make her a personalized paper crown

-in a glam fam au, the glamrocks end up taking Vanessa in as one of their “adopted humans,” and once they get wind of her birthday from Freddy, also wanna do something for her

-their solution? Find her, pick her up, and give her a very special performance of the fazbear birthday song (she literally can’t stop them either she’s a feather to them) (and yes she is screaming and going blood red the whole time)

-Gregory wants to do something EXTRA special for her. But he doesn’t think buying her anything or even drawing her a picture will be enough. So he comes up with something no one else but Freddy knows about or expects: he sings her a song (idk which one yet but I’m either leaning towards “yellow” by Coldplay or “flashlight” from pitch perfect 2)

[ “ //  THAT FEELING... of being easily replaceable--even after everything that’s happened. It weighs down on all of us, I feel. And--now that I have my memories. I do not feel as if I deserve my spot, the pain I’ve caused to Freddy. Even if I wasn’t the one in control, even if someone else was controlling me. I do not feel as if I deserve to be the bassist of Freddy’s crew. I’m.. I’m sorry, Bonnie. I hope one day you can forgive me, even if I wasn’t in control. I fought back and failed you. // “ ]

He’s been lamenting for hours in his room at this point, Montgomery’s voice is soft and quiet, once it was all over, once the repairs on the Pizza Plex was done, when they were all repaired-- it still weighed down on Monty over the fact that, he finally for the first time in his life, had some regard of knowledge in his past. He destroyed Bonnie. His claws destroyed Bonnie. But it wasn’t his doing, but--Montgomery still had to fight that control.

And he failed to win back over his body. His failure is so bad that he might as well have killed Bonnie under his own control. It hurt, it really did, knowing the pain that’s ravaged Freddy over Bonnie’s destruction. He can’t change the past, though. No one can. Bonnie’s been out of order since then and--the guilt that’s overwhelming the gator is immense, it’s gotten so bad that they’ve had to postpone their first show in the first time they’ve ever done this, Montgomery hasn’t left his room even once, and--it’s pretty much on lockdown. He won’t let anyone in.

There’s no bit of anger left in his body, it is only guilt,  it is only regrets, it is only sorrow. It is far more consuming of his mental state than the anger ticks and the destruction ever was. At this point, the guilt of knowing he was the one who destroyed his own idol--his friend’s best friend in the whole wide world--it hurt. It hurt so fucking much. At this point?