Steve Harrington was eleven years old when he learned what Homophobia was. It wasnât through other people making jokes, it wasnât his parents, who actually found Steveâs little crushes cute as all hell, his mother joking around about how heâd make the perfect little housewife someday as she had him helping with dinner, Steve wearing his own adorable little âhead chefâ apron as he struggled with the garlic press, her comments made much to his fatherâs exasperated amusement.
Nobody ever made him feel bad about it. The crushes. Nobody ever put him down or made him feel like it was wrong. Kids didnât care until close minded grown ups made it a thing. Kids minds were wide open ready to be shaped. It wasnât a bad thing...
Until Eddie.
Eddie was one of the bigger kids on the playground. Quiet and mysterious, he came to Hawkins halfway through the year from places unknown, his hair buzzed close to his scalp, now growing back thick, brown, and soft enough for Steve to crave touching it. Heâd never seen Eddie up close, they didnât share any classes but⌠from a distance he was clearly very pretty. With big dark eyes, soft cheeks, and a cute nose, he was perfect.
Steve was sure heâd caught sight of dimples once. DIMPLES.
Lynda Harrington was about five minutes away from being done with dimples, Steve talked about them that much.
Eddie didnât talk much, he had no friends to speak of, kept to himself in the playground, either reading an impossibly thick book with a pretty picture on the front that Steve couldnât quite make out, sat under the jungle gym, or laid under the jungle gym scribbling things into a black notebook covered in stickers and scribbled paint marker marks.
He carried a big guitar case sometimes, and Steve occasionally caught him coming from the music rooms, but heâd never heard him play. He wanted too, but hadnât quite worked out how to make that happen without being forced to talk to him.
And that. That was just far too scary.
He was an older kid from seventh grade, and from what little heâd heard him speak, he had a nice southern twang to his accent that made Steveâs hands all clammy and his chest feel so full of butterflies that he feared heâd float away.
Too scary basically. But he could watch from afar! Afar was safe. Afar wasâ
âHey trailer park FREAK!â Oh boy. The biggest kids. Eighth graders. Eddie was just going to the jungle gym, notebook in hand to get a little light doodling in, when they descended upon him. The sporty kids that dominated in dodgeball, the mean ones that picked on the nerds, the popular ones his parents had told him to steer clear of.
âTheyâre bad influencesâ his father would say. âJust focus on your classes and keep your distance from those troublemakers.â Steve was happy to do just that. He had a couple of friends but⌠he kept to his studies and steered clear.
Eddie was quiet, he had no friends, he hung out in the same place every day doing the same thing, he was an easy target. Steve looked for the teachers, any teachers, any grown-ups, but they were all busy elsewhere, Eddie didnât have any friends to stand up for him, anyone to back him up as the big kids descended, shoving him against the jungle gymâs climbing net, he barely even complained, just told them to leave him alone, which obviously they werenât going to do, leaving Steve with a choice to make.
He could stay there, where he was, and keep watch from a far as his crushes notebook was stolen, the panic kicking up a notch from Eddie as he rushed forward to try and get it back, demanding âNot my notebook!! Give it back! Please give it back!â To no avail, the two flanking the main bully just shoving him back against the netting while the main bully roughly ransacked through the pages, uncaring as to the damage he was doing despite Eddieâs continued cries for him to stop, he looked again, any adult, any adult would do.
How had no adult noticed yet?!
Steve found himself crossing the distance before he could even think about it, just in time to watch Eddie be thumped in the gut by the biggest of the three, âtrailer trash nerdâ spat down at him, his torn notebook thrown to the floor, papers torn free from the seam falling out across the woodchip floor, Steve was too late to stop the worse of it butâ he could do something.
âHey!â All three eyes were on him, Eddies not included, he was too busy clutching his gut and trying to reach for his book at the same time âU-uh⌠uhmâ Steve turned his head and holy shit hallelujah âteachers coming! Better scram before she catches you!â She wasnât even coming, she was just there, close enough that it made a difference.
The boys got out of there, each one pushing the other to move faster to get out of dodge before the teacher came. At least Steve hadnât had to stand up to them, just⌠make them leave. They were probably about to go anyway, given theyâd already done enough damage to put their point across.
Eddie was right there, nursing his wounds, trying to gather his papers up, so close, Steve could feel his palms clam up, his heart beating a thousand miles a minute. He pushed through, bending down to pick up a scrunched up ball of paper, he gently began unfolding it. It was nerve wracking, every second he spent in Eddies presence, the boy watching him hesitantly, big dark eyes rimmed red with unshed tears, brown. His eyes were brown. Steve gulped down his own saliva.
âYou should uh⌠you should ignore those guys.â WORDS! He managed words. Okay. He could do this.
âYeah? Whatâs it to you?â Eddie was upset, he probably didnât mean the bite to his tone, it was okay, itâd be okay.
âI just⌠I mean, itâs not bad, yâknow. To be like⌠nerdy and stuff, you shouldnât listen to them. Theyâre just jealous cause youâre⌠yâknow, creative and uhm⌠an smart, an really talented at drawing andâand people really like that.â He offered the creased paper back as Eddie rose to his feet, wrecked notebook tightly clutched in his arms, he took it back, not quite snatched but⌠it wasnât taken gently.
âYeah, what people? So far things ainât exactly been makin me feel welcome here.â He shoved the paper full of⌠god Steve didnât even know, but Steve knew they were doodles of some kind, winged things, and skeleton monsters, they were cool! Eddie could draw! Steve couldnât draw, he could barely make stickmen work, the legs were always mismatched lengths, and the arms were never coming from the same point of the stickmanâs stick body.
âI meanâŚâ Steve fumbled with his own fingers, warmth decorating his cheeks, pinking the tips of his ears this was it! He could do it, he could tell him, and itâd be fine, and maybe they could hold hands or something, thatâd be neat âpeople⌠people like me⌠IâI like you, I mean⌠I like you a lot andâand I just⌠I was just wondering ifâif maybeââ
âEwâ Steve stopped dead, eyes snapping to the other boy, the other boy who looked at him with an icy disgust that wrapped its frozen claws around Steveâs heart and clenched âthatâs gross. Boys canât like other boys, thatâs so fuckin weird!â Weird? It was weird? Steve looked around him, panic filling his very being, from his head to his toes every inch of him felt wrong all of a sudden, his heart beating faster and faster only this time it wasnât good âand they call me a freak, freak.â
His small fist connected with Eddieâs face without thought, right in the nose. Instinct to fight rearing its head for the first time in his life, panic replaced so swiftly by an anger so unlike him he was consumed by it, and the resulting pained cries filled him with a sick sense of satisfaction that he enjoyed far more than the panic, than the sense of wrong in himself at Eddieâs words.
He didnât say anything else to Eddie, he just, left him there by the jungle gym, crying in pain holding a bleeding nose. His book dropped to the floor, ruined papers strewn across the woodchip.
And his dimples?
Never to be thought of again.
âUntil the boathouse in '86 when everything went to shit for the fourth time in a row.
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Steve wished he could say that that particular moment in his life hadnât irreparably changed it, worsened it, he wished he could say that who he was, the whole of him, that part of him he now buried deep, deep down, that burying it didnât cause problems.
Of course, it did. The chain reaction of it caused more problems than anyone could have ever expected. He wasnât the same after that day.
Nothing in his life was the same after that day.
His mother tried, gods she tried so very hard to get him to open up, to try and get him to talk about what had upset him so much but⌠it was wrong. It was gross. He was gross.
His parents had always been clean and tidy, always priding themselves on their appearances, he couldnât be seen being gross why⌠why did they let him just⌠keep doing that? Why would they let him keep making them look bad?
Why would they let him make himself look bad?
They should have known it was wrong, right? They should have known it was bad! They should have⌠they should have told him, but⌠they didnât. They set him up for heartbreak, for humiliation, for pain, and he hated them for it.
He pulled away from his parents. And they, baffled as to why, were unable to keep him from withdrawing, were left with a mere shell of the bright little star-kissed boy theyâd brought into the world.
Talking to him became difficult, he didnât talk about his crushes anymore, he didnât talk about anything to them anymore.
His new friends, Tommy, and Carol, they were⌠an interesting pair, but⌠their little boy had friends, so the Harringtons tolerated them, even when they convinced their little boy to go after the sports teams, to sign up for basketball try-outs and swim team, even when Steve came home with a spot on both, seemingly proud of himself.
Lynda Harrington could see that something was missing. A bright spark, an ember thatâd been slowly building, thatâd been slowly growing larger and larger as he grew until sheâd hoped itâd become a sun had been snuffed out by things unknown. Her baby wouldnât speak to her like he used to, wouldnât wear his cute little chef apron, or do âgirl stuffâ like play dress up or help his mama with her makeup anymore, it was like, overnight, their son had been replaced with an imposter.
John Harrington hated it the most though. Struggled to keep himself in the house, made excuses to stay at work, unable to handle the fact that he could see his son reshaping himself into something heâd never been before, and he couldnât do anything to stop it.
He hated the sports teams, although the men who worked for him often congratulated him on having a star athlete for a son. He hated the people that came with them, the people his son claimed to be friends with, they were awful children, who grew into awful teenagers, the majority bullies, those bad influences gradually influencing their son into something his friends dubbed King Steve. A boy he and his wife no longer recognised.
A boy who threw parties at the house while his parents werenât home, forced away on business trips they couldnât get out of and couldnât take him along with thanks to school, allowing them to come home to precious possessions smashed, beer cans littered around the house, around the pool, the stank of marijuana clinging to their soft furnishings.
His own wife now questioned their marriage, his faithfulness, all because sheâd found a bra in their bedroom that didnât belong to her, spoke to her friends about it before confronting him. All John could assume was that one of Steveâs little parties had included teens getting up to no good in the bedrooms.
Safe to say the entire closet of bed linens had been burned, new were bought immediately, and cameras were installed around the house. Lynda still didnât trust him.
And then work picked up. John Harringtonâs firm went global, their money increased tenfold, but so did the workload, and with Lynda no longer trusting him, she was always by his side, watching, waiting for a sign, any kind of hint, a scrap of infidelity to prove it to herself⌠John hadnât ever so much as looked at another woman, how could he? Heâd married his high school sweetheart and even through her paranoia, she was still the most beautiful woman heâd ever seen.
It meant Steve was alone more often as he grew older, but⌠John couldnât spend too much time around his son anymore anyway, he wished he could. He wished he could sit his boy down, wished he could wrap him in his arms and tell him it was going to be okay, that whatever it was thatâd done that damage so long ago, theyâd face it, theyâd deal with it, and theyâd put it behind them.
It was too late. His son had grown up. His bright star of a little boy was gone and neither he, nor his wife, could get an answer out of him as to why. John never claimed that to be good parenting either, avoiding the problem, he knew he was taking the cowards way out, it ate at him more than he ever allowed show. That didnât help their home life.
And then a young woman disappeared from their pool. The cameras around the house picked up nothing, the image flickering with static, showing the poor girl there one moment, then gone the next, no sign of where sheâd gone between the brief flicker of static. The government had shown up and confiscated the tapes before the police could come by. Not that the police knew about the cameras.
They werenât exactly obvious.
And Steve, for the first time in his life, came home with a girlfriend. And a face full of injuries. But a girlfriend! Something steady, something stable, with someone from a respectable family, someone with brains, someone with a good head on her shoulders, something that spontaneously combusted about a year later.
Disappointing, but the face full of injuries was more important. Even if Steve wouldnât tell them about it.
Steve dropped the swimming team.
Then came Steveâs spectacularly bad grades in school leaving him graduating but going nowhere fast in terms of college. Then came John Harrington putting his foot down, demanding Steve get a job, heâd even grabbed a âWeâre Hiringâ flyer from the new mall after he and Lynda had gone shopping the day before.
Then the mall fire. More bruises, this time scars. The nightmares that woke their son up, and them, in the middle of the night with his screaming that heâd never explain. This time eye doctors, otolaryngologists, their boy suffered a ruptured eardrum the doctor claimed would likely get worse with time, that heâd eventually need hearing aids, another concussion, he couldnât get his son to explain where the blunt force trauma had come from, but John swore never to force his son into work again.
Steve still grabbed a new job with his new friend Robin at the local Family Video store. A glimmer of that ember theyâd thought had died out, peeking through the cracks in the walls Steve had long since put up.
The Harringtons had been proud, for the first time in so very long, theyâd been proud. Thrilled. Theyâd spent much longer in Hawkins after that, attempting to build bridges thatâd long since been destroyed, before theyâd had to go again, âThereâs utter chaos in the London branch, Steve, weâll send you money for groceries every week and donât forget to water the plants! We should be home by the end of the month okay?â
Then came the serial killer.
The Earthquake.
Then, the phone call.
âMom, just⌠just stay out of Hawkins okay, just⌠just stay on your business trip with dad, alright?â The line was crackly at best, Lynda on the phone from their hotel room in London, John close by, listening as best he could.
âSweetheart we saw on the news, that girl, the Earthquaââ
âYeah, yeah mom, itâs⌠itâs bad here, look just stay there. Wherever you are right now, just stay there until I call again, alright? Just donât come home. Iâll stay in touch as best I can okay? Just staââ
âSteve? Steve?! Steve!!â Lynda pulled the phone away from her ear, the steady beep of a call disconnected going off from the speaker. Her panicked gaze turning from the handset to her husband âJohn!â
âGive me the phone, Iâm getting us home.â
He wasnât able to get them home. Not all the way. Hawkins was locked down solid. They got as close as six miles away, holed up in a motel close enough to see the plumes of black, billowing up into the skies above filled with angry red lights flashing intermittently like lightning, as if a volcano had erupted and the pyroclastic flow just wouldnât stop, helicopters circled the town daily but reports never made it out of the little town.
They heard nothing for weeks, for months. There was no news on Hawkins anywhere on the channels, it was as though the place had vanished from the face of the Earth despite constant surveillance, but they watched from a hill high enough to see the town in the distance.
They watched it every single day, a radio on, the TV on, waiting for news, waiting for something, anything. Months turned into a year, in that time the Harringtons moved their things from the motel into a town a few miles further south, renting a modest two bed there, watching the smoke, waiting for a call, for anything to say their son was okay.
Anything to say that he was alive.
A year turned into two. Arguments led to tears, led to apologies, led to promises that if, if he were alive in there, theyâd try harder, theyâd figure it out. Theyâd get their little boy back, the one that loved freely, openly, the one that talked to them, the one that played house, played dress up with his mom, who cooked with his little apron on, theyâd get their little boy back no matter what it took.
That they wouldnt stop hoping until news came to tell them he was gone.
And then just like that. The smoke disappeared. Swallowed up, gone. The skies slowly cleared above a dead Hawkins, revealing shrivelled trees, a horrorscape of a place that looked as though it'd been left to rot decades ago.
Never let it be said that the Harringtons knew how to go small. They didnât. The quaint little two bed theyâd been living in was always going to be temporary if Steve came home. Even if it was now⌠technically theirs. It was a nice house, perfect for many a small family, which technically they were.
But they were also⌠filthy stinking rich.
The Harringtons didnât really know how to go and stay small. Which is why by the following weekend, Eddieâs release from hospital looming upon them and the two bed house feeling more and more cramped by the day, they already had a cash offer in place on a five bedroom estate in Bloomington.
Five bedrooms, four bathrooms, a finished basement games room, just under eight acres of land, a pool, and an extra little pool house outfitted as a detached bungalow on the property.
The little house theyâd lived in⌠given it was theirs, well. They had no real plans for it yet. Selling it on was a potential, it was too far from the estate to even contemplate handing the keys to one of the families linked to theirs through their childrenâs shared trauma, although thatâd be a nice gesture on their part, the idea of separating their kids after such an ordeal?
Nope. Theyâd clung to each other. Kept each other alive. They needed each other.
One of the reasons they even chose the bigger property was because âItâs big enough for you all to be there.â Thatâs what Lynda had told Steve when heâd asked about it. âItâs not going to happen for another couple of weeks, so the house is still going to be a little cramped with everyone in it, butâŚâ
âWe have no intentions of separating you from your family, Steven.â John finished for her, nodding over Steveâs shoulder to the multiple sets of eyes watching them. âLike your mother said, what we have now is too cramped, this new place will have plenty of room for everyone.â
âAnd⌠what about when their parents turn up?â Because it was a when, not an if. âJust gonna go back to an empty house?â They were operating on when. Nevermind that theyâd never seen their parents get out of Hawkins. Nevermind that the only parent they knew for certain was alive and well outside of Joyce and Hopper, was Karen Wheeler, Ted having put himself between his kids and a Demogorgon during the early days and hadnât come out as the victor. It didnât matter that theyâd seen horrors beyond anything a child should have to witness.
The kids needed to operate on when.
âThen weâll help them find homes in the area, but until then, the house will be⌠a home base of sorts. A comfortable starting point for all of you so youâre not too far away from each other, itâll never be an empty house, Steven. I know it might look like weâre just spending money for the sake of it but⌠itâs not like that anymore.â They werenât doing that anymore. Theyâd found a better way than being away from home all the time. John worked from a home office and delegated important tasks and jobs to others to free up his time, and Lynda decided she wanted to be at home.
They were just glad Steve was allowing them to just decide to be there for him all of a sudden. He didnât have to.
ââŚForgive me if I still doubt that.â No amount of tearful apologies could erase all that history âBut thanks, for⌠for thinking of us. Itâs true, we kinda stuck together like glue after Mr WheelerâŚâ he trailed off. After theyâd gotten Karen and Holly out of that house while Ted held back that shaking door, huge, clawed fingers tearing through wood. He still remembered Hollyâs screams, still remembered Karen crying, begging them to go back as Nancy and Mike dragged her out, Holly running straight to Steve. âWe were never far apart from each other.â Itâd be weird without them, unsettling when the dust finally settled. When parents returned to claim their kids.
âAnd you wont be.â John placed a hand on his sonâs shoulder, firm, squeezing it in comforting reassurance. âYou wonât be.â
~~
âAaaand this is your room.â Had it not been for the fact that Eddie had been in a coma for the last god only knows, where he could, with rules, conjure ridiculous shit, heâd have probably assumed he was still out.
He had a room. In what was essentially. A mansion. But heâd never seen it before, so he wasnât still in his funky little void because he wouldnât have been able to conjure it.
Only what heâd seen, only places heâd been.
He had his own room. Bigger than his old one at the trailer because of course it was. Currently empty of personal belongings, void of personality, but Steve was holding boxes. Boxes with stuff in them, rolled up tubes of paper, stuff wrapped in newspapers, and he was setting those boxes down one by one inside the room. ââŚWhatâs in those?â
âShit we saved from the trailer, itâs not much but⌠itâs something.â Eddie silently turned to just. Stare at him. Brows furrowed, confusion so evident Steve had to ask âwhat?â
ââŚHow long has it been since I died, Steve?â He had to ask again, just to be sure of something, even if it was a weird question to ask.
âBout two years, why?â
â⌠And in that time, Hawkins basically ate shit, right?â
âYup, whereâs this going?â
âHowâd you save my stuff for that long? Why did you save my stuff for that long? Shit couldnât have been easy to keep safe, right? So⌠why?â Steve fell silent, his jaw shifting, lips pursing, visibly going through all the possible reasons he could have saved that stuff, all the reasons why he would have saved that stuff, all the potential excuses, the boy would be terrible at poker.
He settled on shrugging his shoulders.
âBecause I did. Because I could. Like I said, itâs not much.â It was so much. Not quantity wise, no⌠Steve was right there wasnât much in those boxes, probably why Steve could carry multiple at a time but it meant so much. Steve obviously wasnât going to go into the whyâs or the howâs with him though. He was going to brush them away, without answers. âWe saved some mugs, thereâs some posters in here, uhh, I got a bunch of your tapes and your deck, I wish I could say I saved your guitars but⌠Iâm sorry man, it was just too risky carting around something that could make noise. I think⌠they might still be there butââ
âItâs fine, Steve⌠thisâthis is way more than I could have asked for.â He could always get a new guitar, eventually. Itâd mean saving up somehow, or using some of the hush money that the government had promised him for signing, he was planning on using that to find Wayne though.
Itâd been over a week, the hospital had slowly been cleared of survivors, the Sinclairâs were the only parents whoâd made it thus far, having been staying with Sueâs sister a few towns over doing the exact same thing as the Harringtons. Waiting. Hoping. Praying for news on their kids, any news. Anything.
Theyâd taken the Harringtonâs offer to stay in the converted pool house with Karen until they could get housing arranged, the kids staying in the main house with everyone else.
âYeah well⌠weâll sort you out a new one eventually. Canât leave the bard without his instrument, right?â Eddieâs wide eyes were on him again, a beaming smile spreading across his lips, dimpling his cheeks, stretching the scar tissue on his jaw, and Steve had to look away, he had to, because otherwise he just might fall again, and he couldnât⌠he couldnât make that mistake twice.
âBe still my beating heart, was that a D&D reference, Harrington?â He could feel the warmth seeping into his cheeks at the attention, as Eddie leaned in a little closer, got into his space, itâd been so long since someone had paid him any attention. Even if it meant nothing to Eddie, even if he was just being silly, be still his own beating heart.
âMaybe. Now get to unpacking your shit.â He put the last of the boxes down on the bed, purposefully turning away from Eddie to hide his reddening face, to hide what he knew Eddie had never wanted to see. âWeâll be heading out into town in an hour to find us all some new clothes, maybe some new stuff for the rooms too. Hop to it.â
âYouâre not gonna help lil ol me unpack? I just got out of hospital!â Eddie called after him as Steve made to leave the room.
âWith a clean bill of health! You can manage a few boxes!â And he was gone. Running away. Like a coward.
Two years of his life. Gone. And he remembered none of it.
He didnât even have time to ask questions either, because the moment the words âwhat happened?â left his lips, someone was pushing to get into the room.
âEveryone not involved with the Hawkins incident, I want you out of this room immediately.â A badge was flashed before the officials could argue, and a woman, unfamiliar to Eddie, but clearly having been through the ringer herself missing an arm and sporting one hell of a scar over the left side of her face, pushed her way through. âThat means you officers, out.â
They didnât argue, both leaving without question. Government.
âStinson?â Steve was the first to identify her, while the others just looked on in surprise âyouâre alive? Is Owensââ
âDespite the real effort those things put in to make it otherwise, yes. Iâm here. Owens is permanently wheelchair bound but heâs okay. Mr and Mrs Harringtonâ She nodded to the two in the back, Steveâs parents holy shit. Okay. âIâll allow you to stay on account of the fact that I donât know what youâve been told already. Mr Thompson, I thank you for your attendance however the government will take over from here. Youâre not needed.â âHaroldâ took one look at the Harringtons, then another to the men waiting outside the door, and chose wisely.
âSorry John, government. Iâm way over my head here.â He uttered, before making his quiet exit.
âIâm never hiring him again.â John sighed with a roll of his eyes, while Lynda stared Stinson down with an air of contempt.
âAs if you could make us leaâ"
âIâm the government, Mrs Harrington, I absolutely could have you removed. Nowââ she turned back to the kids âIâve already spoken with Hopper and the others, this⌠this issue is more important than their involvement. I know you donât want to sign them, I know you have every right to tell the government to go fuck itself, I would too in your situation.â She rummaged through her bag, it took a little more effort than it would have normally given the missing other arm, but she made do, producing a folder from within. She placed it on the bed and opened it. A stack of NDAâs. âThe government are prepared to clear Mr. Munsonâs name, completely, without it ever going to trial, we have a number of names to take the fall for it, all perfectly believable with fabricated eye witnesses, but they only do this, if these are signed.â
âAre you blackmailinââ John spoke up, only to be cut off by the woman with a stern glare.
âYes. Yes I am. I would rather not be. Listen, they will throw Mr. Munson under the bus, without hesitation, heâs the easiest person to pin this on as the story is already out there and people already believe it. You want their help, it needs to be a two way street. They are prepared to completely clear Munsonâs name, and pin the crimes on someone else, they are prepared to create false witnesses, theyâre even offering money. What you know is worth millions, and they will pay it to keep you quiet, but if you do not sign these⌠the second heâs cleared for release, he goes to jail for the murders of Chrissy Cunningham, Fred Benson, Patrick McKinney, and the attempted murder of Maxine Mayfield. You sign them, he leaves with you, a free man. His name will be publicly cleared by the days end. Weâll even make a hero out of him.â
âHe is a heroâ Dustin argued, a frown on his face.
âExactly, I agree. The public donât though. They will when weâre done with them. We need you to sign theseâ She looked at the Harringtons. âAll of you. Iâll leave you with these and wait outside, call me back in when youâve made your decision.â And with that, she walked out unhindered, leaving them all struck silent.
Until Steve moved. He grabbed the folder first, picking up the pen.
âSteveâ Eddie started before anyone else could.
âYouâre not going to jail, Eddie. I donât give a fuck. Itâs one piece of paper to sign and honestly whoâd believe us if we told anyone anyway? Monsters running or flying through town killing people? Evil vines putting slugs in dead people, spores that kill shit, toxic air? Other dimensions? Weâd be called insane, theyâd probably class it as a mass hallucination from a gas leak or some shit, theyâd put us all in the looney bin the second we opened our mouths. Theyâre offering to clear your name, and all we have to do is sign some stupid piece of paper. So Iâm signing it.â
It was signed before anyone could stop him. And being legally an adult, it was binding. He passed the folder to Dustin, who while not legally an adult, signed it anyway. Then, both young men turned to the adults.
âStevenâŚâ
âSign it. Sign it and heâs cleared. These people donât mess around, mom. No doubt the others have already signed. I get you donât think itâs right, really I do, butââ
âGive it here, son.â John stepped forward and took the offered folder and pen, and was about to sign on the dotted line whenâ
âGood heavens, at least read it, Johnâ Lynda took the folder from him, eyes on the document, skimming the lines on the page for anything that could fuck them over. ââŚOh, give me the damn penâ she took that too, quickly scribbling her signature on her own before passing it back to her husband to sign. âThe nerve of these people. This is blatant blackmail. Did he evenâwas he ever even guilty? Of anything?â
âNo, he wasnât. Unfortunate case of wrong place wrong time⌠twice. As unbelievable as that is.â Steve sighed, a huge feeling of relief washing over him. Eddie would be okay. He wasnât dead, he wasnât going to jail, heâd be fine. This incredibly stupid boy would be okay. âHeâll need a place to stay, Wayneâsâ"
Eddie was sat up in an instant, his body complaining but he ignored it âWhereâs Wayne? Is he okay? Is he safe? Is heâ"
âWhoa whoa, big guy,â Dustin was quick to his side, a hand on his shoulder to steady him as that heart monitor went wild âcalm down, Wayneâs okay, he got out before the barricades went up. We donât know exactly where he went, but weâll find him, okay? It just might take a bit of time.â
âIn the meantime, he can stay with us.â All three sets of eyes turned to John Harrington as he closed the folder, holding it in one hand, Lynda smiling beside him, apparently content with the idea âOur current house only has two bedrooms, but weâll make do until we can arrange to purchase something larger. I assume Miss Buckley will be staying too until we can find her parents. Itâll be a full house, might be a bit cramped, but weâll manage. Iâve been stuck in stuffy boardrooms with more people for hours on end, and we hated each other. Itâll be okay.â
âI⌠dunno, is thatââ Steve hesitated, of course Steve hesitated, Eddie didnât blame him, they barely knew each other. Sure they had shared trauma but that didnât really mean much between complete strangers. âI meanââ Steve looked at him âwill you be comfortable? Staying with⌠with me?â and wasnât that just the weirdest question Steve could have asked him.
âDude⌠shouldnât I be asking you that? Iâm the freak here, why wouldnât I beâsure! Iâm fine with that, I mean, stranger things have happened, right?â
âHeh, right⌠ifâif youâre sure it wonât make you uncomfortable or anythingâŚâ
âA jester in a palace, hanging out with a king, my my, how in the world could I be uncomfortable with that?â He smiled, wide, teasing, his cheeks dimpled as Steve rolled his eyes with obvious fondness.
Lynda grabbed her husbandsâ arm subtly, taking his attention just long enough for her to utter the word âDimplesâ at him while Dustin kept the others attention with his complaining about Steve getting to stay with Eddie. Steve immediately firing back with the fact that Dustin was staying too until they could find Claudia and not to be dumb.
He looked down at her with a small frown, then back at Eddie, realisation dawning on him just as quickly as it did his wife.
People often wondered whether a person dreamed while comatose. Whether they were aware of time passing.
It was constantly up for debate, some claiming yes, they could hear people, they could see faint shapes behind eyelids that simply refused to open, could hear questions, and sometimes respond with the faintest of movements.
Some claimed visions of torture would torment them, where IVâs, and tubes were placed to save their lives, chains, hooks, and ropes would be instead, every pull on a tube causing pain from a hook, every itch from bed sheet rash intensified like sandpaper rubbing their skin raw, every noise amplified into screams from chambers down the row, until their minds became inescapable torture chambers of their own making.
Eddie Munson was somewhat thankful that his mind, for the first time in his life, seemed quiet.
It wasnât a torture chamber, or the semi-dark space behind his eyelids, it was a black void, the floor covered with water, or⌠some kind of liquid, he didnât know what it was, but if he thought really hard, usually he could conjure something in there and that something wouldnât be damp, the water wouldnât touch it.
Be it that couch from Maxâs trailer to lounge on, his bedroom, or a lone, solitary picnic table for him to sit upon and ponder lifeâs great mysteries. If he thought hard enough, he could make any place he knew appear for a time.
Was he dead? He assumed he should be, given his spectacular final act⌠but something about the void felt⌠purgatorial.
Not quite the pearly gates he never expected to get within an mile of, not quite the burning pits of Hell people assumed heâd somehow claim a throne in, but a middle ground. The waiting room between life and death. Limbo, Purgatory, not the up, or the down, but the middle where the powers that be left you until they could determine your fate.
Eddie liked conjuring his bedroom.
It was pretty accurate too!
He had his little fidget toys, he had his baby, which honestly sounded a little funky in the void space, but hey, he could practice things in there! He had his yoyo, was getting pretty good at the rock the baby trick, he had that basketball that heâd stolen from the gymnasium on a dare. He had his handcuffs from that time Hopper had forgotten to link his cuffs to anything, and just allowed him to bolt into the woods to figure out the cuffs somewhere else, he had his notebooks to scribble in.
Although nothing he scribbled ever actually stuck around.
He didnât like looking in the mirror. The mirror⌠it felt. Wrong somehow. He couldnât quite place why it felt wrong. The image looking back at him. It was him, but⌠it was wrong. Didnât know how to explain it. Like he was staring into the face of something else wearing his skin, something else standing in a place somewhere else, even though it did look like him, it did look like his room. It felt wrong.
That was really the only thing that felt wrong in his void. The mirror. It was easy to ignore.
Most things were easy to ignore there. Like the strange passing of time. If time actually passed. Eddie had no idea, given his scribbles never stuck around he figured time was pretty much set in stone where he was, it didnât pass. It didnât matter really. Not much mattered. He was dead after all right? Heâd gone lights out, and frankly had he any choice in his way to go? Heâd have probably picked the one he went with.
He just wished it wouldnât have dealt a crushing blow of trauma to the boy whoâd quickly wormed his way into Eddieâs cold, cynical heart. He should apologise for that. Maybe in his next life, or maybe when the powers that be figured out where to drop his ass, he could get one of whoever shared the eternity, to pass on a message for him.
Like some kind of supernatural game of Broken Telephone.
Dustin had a friend with superpowers right? Or at least sheâd had superpowers at one point, playing Broken Telephone from the great beyond couldnât be that farfetched right?
God he was tired. Which was new. His limbs felt⌠heavy. Which was funny because heâd honestly forgot what his limbs were supposed to feel like. But all of a sudden, while sprawled out on his bed, he just felt⌠heavy. Eyelids drooped shut, breathing slowed, weighted down, he could hear the faintest beep, repeating, over and over again, itâd never been in his void before butâ
It was fine. He could⌠he could handle a beep in his void. His void that seemed to grow a warmer shade of brown, details of his bedroom blowing away like wisps of smoke on a gentle breeze
Figures moved across his warm brown void, it wasnât even a void anymore though if he were honest. It felt impossibly small. More just a space. A space behind his eyelids. Eyelids which struggled to open but seemed to want to.
Maybe he wasnât dead. Maybe he was and this was just the process of waking up in the afterlife. Who knew. Not him. Heâd been stuck in a void for⌠a few weeks maybe? Few days?
Probably a couple of days.
ââeâs coming back⌠heart rate is steady, vitals seem normal, Mr. Munson, can you hear us?â
âMnnhhhâ oh cool, his voice! There was a crack in his brown space, a crack that looked blurry, like looking through water, through tears, and sleep trapped in thick eyelashes, he tried to lift a hand to clear his eyes but found it locked down, trapped by something he couldnât see.
âGet those damn things off my client this instant.â That was a voice he didnât recognise.
âItâs a precaution.â
âAgainst what exactly? Please, in your infinite wisdom, officer, tell me what exactly this semi-lucid young man could ACTUALLY do to you in his current state? What? Are you scared that heâll wiggle a pinkie at you? Youâre grown men, act like it for heavens sake.â A different voice, feminine, commanding, didnât recognise it though, respected it a little, but he didnât recognise it.
âMom⌠Officer, please⌠just take the handcuffs off of him, he didnât do anything. He wouldnât do anything. He wouldnât hurt a fly, knowing him heâd open all the windows in the house just to waft the damn thing outâ Oh. Oh now thatâThat voice. He recognised that voice. The weight on his wrist seemed to vanish. Awesome.
âOh now⌠I must be deadâ his voice, sure, but awfully croaky, like heâd smoked a full six pack every five hours for a month. âAlthough how I went up I dunnoâŚâ didnât hurt to speak but⌠it felt weird.
âMunson? The hell are youââ
âPretty sure that could only be the voice of an angel.â
âHeâs⌠very medicated.â the first voice seemed hesitant to speak, Eddie assumed doctor.
âHiiiigh as a kiteâ he managed to croak out with a crackly chuckle that cut short with a grunt and a pained wince. He preferred his void. He didnât hurt in his void.
âJesus Christ, Munson.â His favourite voice was back! âDoc can we get some kind of wipes or something here?â Moments later, the gentle touch of large, rough hands on his cheek had that funny little heart monitor pick up its pace. It largely went ignored, although the silence while it went wild was pretty condemning. âCalm down, Iâm just wiping your face.â
Donât do it, donât do it, donât say it. Dooonâtââsponge bath from Steeeeeeve Harrington, what a thing to wake up to.â Dammit.
âMaybe we shouldâ" another manâs voice he didnât recognise.
âDonât even think about leave me alone with this.â
âAwwwâ that hand gently whapped his face, it didnât hurt, just served to shut him up. Weird that it didnât hurt though, he was pretty sure heâd been bitten on his face, a tap should hurt even if he was high.
âDonât aww me, you did this shit to yourself. I told you, what the fuck did I tell you, Eddie? Donât be a hero, donât be a goddamn hero, and what do you do?â Steve angrily, yet still somehow gently, wiping the gunk away from his eyes as he spoke like some kind of vexed mother hen.
ââŚâ
âThatâs right, you got yourself ate. What. What REASON? What could you have POSSIBLYââ
âWould have gotten us both if I hadnât. They came in⌠came in through the vents in my room⌠if I hadnâtâhadnât drawn em outâDustin was right there, man⌠theyâd have come through the door. It was me or both of us. ShitâMâsorry Steve⌠is⌠is he okay? He hurt his ankle, was limping I think⌠is heââ oh hey light, everything coming back so quickly as his eyes were cleared up, the light was a lot, but not enough to detract from Steveâs face right there andâ âWhereâs all your hair gone? I swear you had it last time I saw you⌠Max! Whereâs Max? Didâis she..?â
âDustinâs fine. Max is fine. Doctors say they think sheâs gonna wake up soon. Eddie⌠what do you remember?â
ââŚMost metal concert that the world never saw, evil bat tornado. Then⌠pretty sure I died. I mean. I did right? Thereâs no ifs or buts there, I kicked the bucket, hopped off this mortal coil, one with the wiiinââ
âEddie.â
âRight, sorry. Uhm⌠yeah, not much, Harrington, sorry to say memories kinda end after death. Not that I was ever a believer of the pearly gates butâwould have been nice to be proven wrong.â He remembered the void. Remembered every waking second of the void, but⌠with so many people around him, he wasnât about to mention the void. âWhy, should I be remembering something?â
ââŚNo. No this⌠this is better. This is proof enough.â Steve turned to the soldiers in the room, right at the back where Eddie hadnât looked. Not the police who looked cramped and uncomfortable. The soldiers standing rigid in the back, eyeing the bed and its occupant with suspicion. One standing in front of the others, stoic, his uniform adorned with the medals of rank. âYou lot hear that? Thatâs proof enough, right?â
ââŚFor now.â The one in front spoke âWeâll be keeping an eye on you all though, as a precaution.â
Steve narrowed his eyes, his expression one of pure hatred, one that looked so foreign on his face to Eddie, yet⌠it seemed so at home there now, it became it so easily. âYouâd better believe weâll be doing the same to you too, sir.â The soldiers left, the front man first, then the other two followed stiffly, and Steve relaxed, expression softening, he released a soft breath through his nose, then turned back to Eddie.
Eddie who found the silence that followed just suffocating enough to come to an unsurprising conclusion. Something that should have been obvious from the clues around him but yet he still had to ask about.
ââŚI wasnât just out for a few days. Was I?â
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Out of the estimated 10 to 15,000 people in Hawkins Indiana, several hundred left just after the earthquake, a handful of families left during the serial killings to protect their families, and the rest?
Those remaining amounted up to about three hospitals worth. Four maximum. Whatever terrors had wrought through Hawkins during those two years of radio silence⌠had decimated the population.
So when the Harringtons got the call, when Steveâs croaky voice filled that speaker, and told them exactly where he was, which hospital theyâd been taken to, they hadnât wasted a single second, they jumped into the car, and broke several speed laws to get there.
The sight that greeted them on the other side of those double doors would be forever seared into their minds.
Families theyâd known, broken, missing members neither Lynda or John wanted to assume about, were they alive, being treated in one of the rooms, or were they lost, neither wanted to know, so they pushed through, eyes roaming those waiting to be seen or waiting for news on friends and family until someone familiar appeared.
Lynda spotted her first, her legs pulled up on the chair, arms tucked around her knees, surrounded by a small hoard of younger teens, all supporting various non-life threatening injuries and scars they probably didnât want to speak about.
It was like theyâd come from a warzone, clothes torn, patched up by rags tied in places to cover skin, dirty skin, hair matted, clinging to each other, haunted. Nothing life threatening, it looked like they were all just⌠waiting.
Waiting for people who knew them to turn up for them.
âRobin!!â Lynda gasped, loud enough to catch the girls attention, her head snapping up, eyes wide as the parents rushed forward, Robin rose to her feet, stumbled almost just in time to be gathered up into Lyndaâs arms, much to her surprise. She didnât fight it though, no⌠instead she melted into it, as though it was the first physical contact sheâd had that didnât involve fighting for her life in two whole years. âWhereâwhere are your parents, Robin?â
âT-They⌠I donât know, they got out⌠I think⌠but IâI havenât seen them, I think people are still learning that they can come back, if they even want to come back, I mean⌠there isnât much left back there for anyone to come back toâSteve! Steve you wantâyou want Steve right?â The other kids seemed to have perked up, watching the interaction in confusion.
âWhere is he, Robin?â Robin looked to John, her gaze a mixture of uncertainty and hesitance. âPlease⌠we know heâs here, he called us, soundedââ
âHeâs been in and out, worlds best babysitter took a beating from something⌠big, protecting these idiots.â They hadnât been made to sign anything yet, but it was hard to explain what exactly had come for them in the end without sounding like she should be in a hug me jacket getting thrown into a rubber room. âCâmon, Iâll take you to him.â
âRobin? Whoâsââ one of the kids started to rise from his seat, or⌠not a kid, probably closer to a young adult at that point, forced to grow up far too quickly.
âSteveâs parents.â
âHoly shit, they exist?â Both parents cast similar frowns in the boys direction for that little quip ââsorry Itâs just⌠Iâve known him for years and never met you, doesnât evenââ
âThatâs enough Dustinâ Robin cut him off, sharply but not unkindly. âYou donât know everything, just drop it. Câmon, this way.â She seemed to be walking on a limp, but she was walking, leading them down a corridor until she made it to a door left slightly ajar, the one opposite it flanked on either side by a pair of soldiers. The Harringtons assumed sheâd be leading them to the other. But no. She stopped outside of the one closed too and looked at the pair like theyâd personally offended her.
They didnât even try and stop her when she grabbed the handle, instead stepping a little further apart to allow her and her guests to enter with her, John closed the door behind him.
The room was quiet, mostly, save for a radio playing quietly by the window, a genre that no-one would ever assume could be played quietly, and the steady beep of life saving machines. It wasnât a large room, only big enough for a single bed, the machines, some room to walk around, and a couple of chairs, private, but it housed two people anyway. One on the bed, hooked up to all those machines, skin pale, scarred, his hair long and messy in a way Lynda would probably guess heâd had curls at one point.
Not anymore, it was just a matted mess by that point, one of his hands resting in the linens, handcuffs on his wrist linking him to the bed, the other wrapped in someone elseâs grip.
That someone else⌠the otherâ
âSteven?â His head snapped up at his fatherâs voice, hand swiftly withdrawing from the manâs in the bed, his hair had been cut short, possibly to the scalp for convenience, the lengths seemingly only just growing back, he had scars around his neck from what looked like barbs, scars down his arms, both old and new, bruising, treated injuries that'd likely looked way worse when he was admitted.
another round of injuries his parents figured he'd struggle to tell them about.
He rose to his feet, he looked⌠thin beneath the hospital garbs theyâd put him in. Thinner than he should have been, heâd always been broad but now⌠it was as though he hadnât had a decent meal in two years. Likely living off of whatever they could scrounge together.
âStevie, my babyâŚâ Lyndaâs voice sounded more like a pained whine, but it was the only warning Steve got before his mother lurched forward and wrapped him up in a fierce hug, adjusting only when her son winced and hissed in pain âyouâyou were s-supposed toâyou were supposed to call toâto contact us, youââ
âI know⌠I know Iâwe got cut off, that call, it was the last one any of us could make, those bastards cut us off when they realised it wasnât gonna be like the times before.â It wasnât going to be a quick one and done. That the thing they were dealing with was much bigger than just one evil.
It was a whole hoard of evil. Not just Henry. Henry had back up in the form of a gigantic evil cloud, monsters of all shapes and sizes, and an arsenal of loved ones to use as his own personal puppets to terrorize and destroy the people left behind. Eddie being the only one actually there.
âThe times before?â Johnâs voice had his son looking up from the hug his mother had trapped him in. His eyes seemed to dip âSteven⌠pleaseâŚâ
Steve shook his head, he couldnât, not there anyway. âIâm fine though,â heâd change the subject instead, a regular instance in the Harrington household, hide the truth and mask it with an âIâm fineâ âbit banged up, but Iâll liveâŚâ he released the hold on his mother, even if she didnât want to let go just yet.
âWhoâs thisâŚ?â And they let it happen. Every time they let it happen, let the subject go, let it switch to something new, John would allow it for now, but⌠once out of there, once the dust settled, theyâd be having that talk. For now, he was okay with letting the subject change. Aiming it instead at the elephant in the room.
The unconscious man in the bed his son had been holding onto moments ago. That ember, that tiny spark in his son, perhaps⌠perhaps it was still there.
âEddie⌠he uh⌠he helped, at the end⌠heâwe wouldnât be alive without him⌠we thoughtâwe thought he was dead for months but⌠he wasnât.â Another touchy subject, but at least that one his son was willing to talk about.
âThe handcuffs?â
âPolice still think he killed a bunch of kids before the earthquake, the handcuffs are a âprecautionâ apparently, as if heâs going anywhere.â The serial killer. Eddie Munson. Lyndaâs head snapped to the man, eyes wide âhe didnât!â Steve was quick to assure her âIt looked bad, it did, it looked like he did it, but he didnât, he wouldnât heâheâs good⌠heâs good. He saved us.â
âSaved you? How?â
âItâs hard to explainâŚâ
Robin on the other hand, didnât care quite as much as their son did when it came to hiding the facts. âEvil guy, Henry Creel, actual culprit in the Creel murders of â59 and actual serial killer, we thought Eddie died before the earthquake cause he basically got ate alive by a bunch of evil bats, but Henry was using him as a henchman of sorts, kept him alive to use against us cause we all felt guilty over it which⌠yâknow, fair, he didnât have to stay involved but he did, and he got ate of course, we felt guilty. I dunno how, but he snapped out of it at like⌠the last minute, and bought us enough time to take him down, now heâs justâŚâ she motioned to the bed, the steady beep of the monitor going off rhythmically. âWe got him out this time though.â
ââŚWhat?â Both Harringtons asked in unison.
âRobinâ Steve hissed.
âWhat? Jeez, they havenât made us sign anything yet.â
ââŚSign something? What do you mean sign something?â Lynda looked between them, the two young adults clearly exhausted. âSteven? What have you signed?â
âNDAâs mom, each time, theyâve forced us to sign these Non-Disclosurââ
âWho?â
âYâknow⌠the government?â
There was something distinctly satisfying about watching a 5â4" woman demolishing a government agent. Something almost the entirety of the Party managed to witness when someone from said government finally decided to grace them with their presence to sign those pretty shut your mouth documents they were so fond of dolling out.
John Harrington watched with what could only be described as a dopey grin on his face as he leaned in to whoever was closest, this being one very tired Mike Wheeler, to say âYou know she majored in Contract Law back in the day? Minor in Ethics too. God look at her go.â Totally and completely smitten over his own wifeâs rage.
Apparently forcing minors to sign NDAâs, while technically legal for them to scribble on the dotted line, couldnât actually be held up anywhere in court due to age and how dare they force children, not just her OWN but other children to sign that shit without a parent or legal guardian present.
It ended with her loudly declaring that âNOBODY in this hallway will be signing your goddamn papers, and as for the previous ones? Youâll be hearing from our lawyers.â Then, on her heel she turned, and returned to the group, leaving a stunned government agent floundering in the hallway having clearly expected an easy ride. âEveryone, get your things, youâre coming home with us.â Too revved up to stop just yet.
âExcuse me, why would we go with you? Ainât you ever heard of stranger danger, maâam?â
âErica Sinclair, I held you when you were just 3 months old and I bought you and your brother your first strollers, now get your backside out to that car this instant.â Erica shut up, momentarily subdued, but she did have to wonder when exactly her parents had met the Harringtons, later, questions for later. Maybe when she and her brother found their parents. âWe have a house with two bathrooms and enough food to feed an army, letâs go.â Not quite the six bathroom four bedroom estate theyâd had in Hawkins butâŚ
They werenât going back there. Nobody was going back there.
The modest two bed close by would do as home base for now, even if it wasnât quite big enough to hold everyone, theyâd make do. John stepped forward to add, âwe have a working phone too, get you in touch with the people you need to be in touch with, and weâll let the front desk know to inform anyone who comes looking where youâve gone. Itâll be okay, letâs get you out of here and cleaned up.â
âMom⌠Iâm not leaving Eddie, weâre not⌠not again, heâsâheâs all on his own IâI canât.â
âHoneyâŚâ Lynda started, but⌠that little boy theyâd long since watched withdraw into himself, he was just⌠there, for the briefest of moments, showing himself, his emotions, raw, and tired, but it was enough, her son was in there, clawing back to the surface, she wasnât about to ruin it now. âHow about we go home, we get you all cleaned up, get you something to eat, and then we come back and figure out what to do about Eddie, howâs that sound?â
âWe have plenty of world class lawyers on our side, Son, weâll get him out of here in no time, just⌠letâs get you cleaned up first, Okay? The house is only half an hour away.â Close, theyâd be close, the hesitation on all of their faces though, this poor boy, whoever he was⌠they all hesitated to leave him, there was a lot of love in that hallway, each one as determined as the last to stay with their friend.
ââŚAlright shitheads, to the car.â Not a single one of those kids argued, Steve was in charge, but Mike and Lucas both hung back.
âIâm gonna stay with the Byers, Nance, Holly, and my mom are with them soââ
âAn Iâm gonna stick with Max until her mom gets here.â Doctors said she could wake up at any time after her brain activity kicked back up when the dust settled⌠when Henry died. He wanted to be there when she did. âIâll be fine though, promise.â
And when Lynda stepped forward to hand Mike a little card with a number scribbled on it, saying âThis is our home number, If anything changes with your friend, Eddie while weâre gone, call us, okay? Weâll be right back here in a flash.â She caught the faint smile on her sons face in her peripheral vision.
He did for two years, watched her six while she watched his, there were no boundaries between them now.
At first, perhaps thereâd been a quiet âdonât look at my boobsâ from Robin, with Steve firing back âdonât look at my dickâ which earned a very much expected âwhy would I look at your dick, Steve?â Theyâd fire quips back and forth until they were clean and ready to go. It was rare in the aftermath of the earthquake that they got showers, water had run out so quickly.
People assumed it was burst pipes.
It wasnât. The government had cut them off. Barricaded them in, would have probably nuked the place or something had Eleven not been a continual menace to the military presence that lingered for the first year. Couldnât get shit within half a mile of her without it being redirected elsewhere. They were still in there, they were still fighting.
They werenât going down without taking that walking nightmare of a thing with them.
Steve still shared his shower with Robin.
Even at the house, the comforts of modern society feeling foreign, hot water burned for a moment, but in a way that seeped into their bones leaving them loose limbed and floaty, in a way that left them lightheaded when they stepped out, but laughing at the absurdity of how they never thought theyâd forget what hot water felt like.
His parents werenât kidding about the food either, after showers were had and clothes were changed, a feast of quick bite foods were laid out onto the modest kitchen table. Finger sandwiches that his mother seemed to be making at rapid speed, cocktail sausages, cheese, things they could grab and snack on quick.
It struck Steve a little stupid for a moment, just watching his mother there, two completely unrelated young adults stuffing their faces while his mother worked diligently to feed them.
It'd been a long time since heâd seen his mother doing anything in the kitchen. A long time since sheâd been anywhere but following his father around, attempting to catch him in the act of adultery.
âBest grab something quick, kids, weâre meeting Harold at the hospital in an hour.â
âHarold?â Why did that name sound familiar? Robin didnât question it like Steve did, content to hurry into a spot not occupied to gorge herself on finger foods to leave Steve running the name over in his head on his own. Groaning in delight over the cucumber sandwiches. Such simple things. Sheâd never take cucumber for granted ever again.
âClosest lawyer we have on the books thats any use, your father is in the living room on the phone with him now, heâs commuting from Indianapolis to meet us there.â Once again he found himself shocked. Who were these people?
âYouâre actuallyâŚâ they were actually going to help? Donât question it, donât question it, itâd just go away if he questioned it, justâ âIâm sorry, but youâre actually going to help?â
Lynda paused in her sandwich spree, those gorging themselves on finger foods already prepared pausing momentarily as the atmosphere thickened with that one question. He didnât believe it. Not for one second, he hadnât believed that his parents would actually help. Heâd just put the kids into the car because he knew it was better than staying at that hospital.
He knew a break from the sterile white walls, a break from the crying families, from the loss and pain around them, he knew a break from it would do the kids good.
âRobin⌠would you⌠would you take over for a moment, please?â
âHuh?â Robin startled, eyes darting to Lynda, before she stumbled out of her seat to take Lyndaâs place âs-sure, yeah, got it.â
âCome with me, Steven.â She untied the apron from around her waist and hung it on a small hook by the door as she walked by, wordlessly, with the kids eyes on his back, he followed her out of the kitchen, out of the back door, into the spacious back yard where she stopped on the decking, her arms wrapped around her torso, fingers clutching her own biceps as she just. Looked out into the garden.
He closed the back door behind him.
âWhatâs going on, mom?â He half expected to be berated, how could he question her in front of people, make her look bad as though she wouldnât help. How dare he allude to the idea that she wasnât the perfect parent around people. What would they think?!
That wasnât what he got. ââŚDo you remember when you were small?â He frowned a little, expression scrunching in confusion, she let out a soft huff of sad, short laughter at his lack of an answer. âNo, I suppose you might not. Steven⌠we lost you. Your father and I. We didnât mean to, but we did. Thereâs no excuse for it, nothing I say here can excuse letting my son disappear, so many should haves, could haves, and would haves. I could say we were young, stupid, didnât have experience with a child to know what to do, but⌠it was as though one minute you were there, our bright, perfect little ball of sunshine, and the nextâŚâ she shook her head âyou werenât there anymore. Or you were, you were there, butâ but that sunshine was gone. And we didnât try to get you back. We didn't know where to begin looking, so we didn't.â
Steve swallowed hard, eyes diverting to the ground, that⌠wasnât what he expected at all. He remained silent. Jaw clenched tight. He remembered. Of course he remembered. Remembered feeling wrong. Feeling dirty, gross, feeling⌠unclean.
Feeling like his parents had betrayed him by letting him be himself. By not nipping what people deemed wrong in the bud before itâd had chance to bloom.
For setting him up for heartbreak.
It wasnât their fault. None of it was their fault. Time had just moved too quickly to fix what one stupid boy had so carelessly broken in him.
âLike I said, thereâs no excuse⌠thereâs nothing I can say thatâd make up for letting you suffer like that, letting you suffer on your own instead of just⌠being there for you. Or trying harder to be there when I could have been, when your father and I could have been, I spent so long chasing him thinking⌠it doesnât matter what I thought. It was stupid. I let stupid people feed my own stupid insecurities. But⌠we promised⌠we made a promise when we moved here, that if you came home⌠weâd try.â
âYouâd try?â He failed to keep the waver out of his voice, she turned to look at him, a sadness in her gaze that seemed endless.
âTo be there, in any way we could be, to stop just leaving you, to try and understand. I know itâs a little late to be your parents at this point, Steven⌠we missed you growing up, and now youâre grown, and the things youâve been though⌠you donât need us telling you how to live your life. We missed that chance to be impossibly overbearing and thatâs entirely on us. But we still want you to know that weâre here⌠weâre not leaving you alone anymore. So, whatever you need⌠be it a roof over your head, a meal, or⌠or getting your friend out of a tight situation with the law then⌠weâre here. Weâre going to help, and weâll use every resource we have to do it.â
What did one say to that? How could he speak without his voice breaking? Without all those bubbling feelings overflowing? She was right, time had passed, too much had passed to simply ignore, and old wounds would always be there until he figured out a way to close them.
He never claimed to be emotionally mature. In fact he was usually pretty useless when it came to emotions.
Always feeling too much, never knowing how to control it.
So he breathed in sharply through his nose, and turned his head, swallowing harshly, jaw clenched, eyes stinging as he blinked away the water rapidly gathering, and he nodded. Nodded as she uttered a quiet âoh sweetheartâ and crossed the short distance between them to wrap him up in her arms, wrapped his own arms around her and simply held on tight.
âSteven, yourââ John cut into the moment unintentionally as he walked out into the back garden, but it didnât break them apart, he offered a small smile to the two of them after taking the sight in, holding the wireless handset in his hand âItâs Nancy, she says the doctors are bringing Eddie out of his coma, she says theyâll wait for us, but we should head out. Harold will probably be there by the time we arrive too.â
âRight⌠right, okayâ he wiped the side of his palm over his eyes, dragging the dampness away. He released a shaky breath, and then let his mother go. âAlright.â Time to face the man of the hour.
Matchmaking would unfortunately have to wait. As much as the parents wanted to dive right in, meddle a little, be insufferable, it was well overdue after all, there were more pressing concerns. Eddie was awake. He was awake, coherent, sure heâd been initially a little loopy loo on the drugs, but he was able to answer questions, simple questions. Sort of.
âWhat year is it?â
âI mean, I thought it was 1986 but I seem to be missing a couple of years so, pretty sure itâs 1988 now. So much for graduating.â
âWhoâs the president?â
âMan I dunno, how would I know? I just told you Iâm missing a couple of years. Reagan? Is it still Reagan?â
âItâs still Reagan, Eds, election isnât for another few months.â
âThanks, Stevie.â Eddie turned back to the doctor âReagan then.â
âDonât help the patient, Mr Harrington.â Steve mouthed a sorry but didnât actually look sorry. Eddie just smiled at him. A conspiratorial little grin shared between them, like an inside joke theyâd never had the moment to create. It continued on like that for a good half an hour, boring step by step questions to ascertain just how much of Eddieâs memory was simply not there.
It turned out, he remembered nothing from after he took his seemingly last breath, to waking up in that room. Or at least that was what he was sticking to. Until the doctors left and everyone decided to leave Steve on his own in that room with him. The Harringtons gently guiding Dustin out as well, offering to get him something from the vending machines as their sandwiches had been distributed already to those sitting in with Max, Will, and Eleven via Robin.
Stinson had already collected the documents and was likely off to do whatever she had to do to fulfil her promises.
âI do remember some stuff.â Eddie finally broke the silence that seemed to fall over them the second everyone left the room. Steveâs eyes shot to him, wide, fearful? Why was he afraid? He held up a hand quickly, then got up out of his chair. Eddie watched in confused silence as Steve rummaged around the room, checking around things, the flowers people had left, the plant in the corner of the room, the TV that hadnât been turned on, each of the little machines, he even checked the lights, and only when apparently satisfied, his search coming up empty-handed, did he finally turn back to Eddie.
âWhat do you remember, Eddie?â
âNothing out here I guess.â He wasnât going to ask why Steve ransacked the room, it didnât really matter. âThe real world I mean. It was like⌠a void. This big, dark space. It felt like I was stuck in limbo, but I could like⌠make stuff appear if I thought about it hard enough.â Steveâs continued silence only prompted him to talk more âlikeâlike my bedroom back at the trailer? I could make that appear, everything in it, crystal clear, I could use stuff in it like my guitar, or my yo-yo! I could make the picnic table behind the school appear, I could even make Redâs living room appear if I thought about it hard enough⌠it was like⌠like I was stuck in my own brain or something, it was only places Iâd been too. Time didnât really⌠move there, yâknow? I thought Iâd only been gone a few days.â
Steve was looking down at the floor, brows furrowed, eyes flicking as if searching for answers in his own mind, working through theory after theory in silence. âWas it just you in there?â
âMhm yeah, I mean⌠sorta. I think so. I mean, the mirror in my room always freaked me out a little bit but⌠I dunno, it was me justââ
âNot you.â
âYeah. Howâd youâ"
âDonât talk about this. At all, with anyone else. Okay? Nobody else. Not even the kids. This cannot leave this room, alright?â Eddieâs eyes flicked to the door, before he nodded âyou stick to your story, you donât remember anything. Nothing. You got ate, you woke up here. Nothing in between. Not the void. Nothing. Thatâs the story you stick to. Got it?â
ââŚSteve⌠what happened?â Steve sat back down beside his bed.
âNothing good, nothing good happened these past two years okay? But as long as you donât remember, and with what we know, I donât think thereâs anything out there that could jog that memory, youâll be fine.â Eddie let his eyes drop to his lap, fingers fiddling with the blankets, full of nervous, uncertain energy. He was missing something. He was missing a lot of somethings, but Steve was right. It wasnât like there was a fog in his mind where memories should have been, he remembered dying, the void, and then waking up. Nothing was missing there. He didnât even feel like he was missing something. âIâm not going to tell you what happened, Eddie so donât ask. There are things that you donât need to know, things that you wouldnât want to know. Just be grateful that you donât remember them, and that youâre here, alright?â
ââŚI still donât know how Iâm here.â
âYou donât need to, just⌠be glad you are. We all are.â
ââŚAll of you?â
âAll of us, Munson.â
They fell into silence again, not uncomfortable, Steve seemed content where he was, a little troubled maybe, there were lines on his face that werenât there before, stress and worry having etched permanent lines into his skin the past two years, but he was content. âSteve Iââ
The door bursting open cut off anything Eddie would have said, he wasnât even sure what he was going to say, he didn't have a plan but Steve was staying so he had to say something even if it would have been dumb... so he was sort of glad it happened.
He was glad Robin burst in and immediately took to reaching for the TV with a âyou have to see this shit.â As her explanation as a news channel, the screen split between two women quickly came into view. one in a news studio, one backed by a horrorscape the people in the room unfortunately recognised.
ââhe closest weâve been allowed to get to Hawkins Indiana in the last two years, after a 7.4 magnitude earthquake rocked this quaint town 80 miles outside of Indianapolis. This town, once struck by tragedy, after tragedy, now lays desolate, a wasteland, and although the government remains tight lipped as to the exact cause of the decay which has steadily overcome this town for the last two years, government operatives who have been slowly picking through the wreckage of this disaster looking for more survivors, have assured us that it is a contained and isolated incident.â
âAnd this decay⌠Iâm sure towns nearby will be worried, it canât spread further, right?â The anchor prompted.
âNo Judy, we have been assured that, while it remains classified, the cause has been located, and destroyed by a combined herculean effort from both civilian, and government forces.â
âIs there any further information on the murders that took place just before this disaster struck? If you recall some were claiming these disasters were tied to satanism and caused by ritualistic sacrifices at work?â
âUnfortunately the losses sustained in this catastrophe include the majority of the police force investigating this heinous crime, however our sources have revealed the true identity of the perpetrator, to be none other than a Mr Henry Creel, brought to justice by the very man he framed for the murders of Chrissy Cunningham, Patrick McKinney, Fredrick Benson, and the attempted murder of Maxine Mayfield. Eyewitnesses have come forward to reveal Edward Munson was seen alongside several other civilians who will remain nameless, heroically subduing the man in his attempt to flee a second thankfully unsuccessful attempt on miss Mayfields life. His reign of terror over this small town, finally ended by the very people he tormented.â
âI have here that Henry Creel was presumed deceased several years ago, is that correct?â
It was so scripted, everything about it, nothing felt real but⌠they were at least pinning it on the actual guilty party.
Creelâs human face revealed on screen in between the two video feeds, a blurry ID photo with no discernible origin used as the picture. It disappeared again shortly after, the two feeds growing larger once more to fill the split screen.
âYes. Perhaps that is what gave him the freedom to enact this terrible crime without suspicion. He was being held in a private psychiatric facility which cares for mentally traumatised youths, pronounced deceased to protect him from association with his father, Victor Creel. He escaped spring of '86 under the name Peter Ballard, and immediately took to live up to his fathersâ terrible legacy.â
âAnd what can you tell us about the survivors of this catastrophe?â
âOnce a population of just under 15,000, survivors have been spread across just four hospitals in Roane County. The death tollâŚâ the reporter appeared to breathe, she looked down for a moment, clearly emotional âunfathomable. This will surely go down in history as one of the worst natural disasters The United States has ever experienced.â
âThank you, Harriet.â The second feed was cut, the anchor taking up the entirety of the screen once more. âGovernment officials have stated that the names and current locations of identified survivors will be made available at this free to call automated line.â A number flashed up on the screen. It stayed there for just long enough to write it down âit will be shown over the course of the following weeks until all survivors are claimed by family or friends.â
The camera switched to another anchor, a man. âIn lighter news, Washinââ Robin turned off the TV. Screw lighter news.
Steve stared at the now blank screen, mouth hanging open, âDid they justââ
âPin the blame on the actual guy who did it while giving Eddie the credit for taking his ass down? Haha, yeah. Stinson didnât fuck around.â
âHoly shit. That was like, an hour. Maximum.â
âStinson, didnât fuck around. Also your parents have been calling estate agents in Bloomington.â