:/ i hate even thinking about dropping a class because like jfc there are people who have to go to school full time and they have to go to a full time job and have children to take and pick up from school they've got financial issues and im here only taking 2 classes working part time and freaking out because im nervous about failing and i really would rather drop than fail a class like i love biology but jfc theres so much to it i cant handle this and chemistry idk why but it wont stick in my brain ugh and then my mom thinks im going to be a drop out like no its one class (technically my second class i dropped chem first sem because there was no way i was bringing up my grade even if i got a 100 on everything) and i just dont want her to think that im going to amount to nothing because im honestly trying to go to school to get a decent career and help her pay for her car, our house, food, literally everything and just ugh. i need to figure out what i want to do with my life because im crying over bullshit like dropping a class.
