I'm curious about what you imagine Yubel, Judai and Johan to be like in a relationship after you mentioned it. Canonverse or AU, what would that be like?
Their relationshipstarts incredibly awkwardly, because like, Yubel did kind of kidnap,possess, and possibly tortured Johan for a bit so yeah that's notsomething you just forgive and forget immediately. It takes them awhile, and it starts off with Johan trying to reach out to Judai (whois trying to isolate himself after what happened), and Yubel kind ofhanging back at the back of Judai's mind and just watching, becausenow that she's fused with Judai and can feel what he feels for Johan,and can see just how kind Johan is, she really does feel incrediblyguilty to the point of severe depression about what she did to him. She knows that she blew their relationship out of proportion and sheknows that she was completely in the wrong, so she thinks that what'sbest is to hang back and not interact with Johan because she doesn'twant to cause him any more pain.
But Johan is aperfect precious cinnamon roll that canonically has no darkness inhis heart and I've always headcanoned that during his time with Yubelhe became curious about what in her past caused her to do this, andperhaps saw some of her early memories of Judai while she was tryingto possess him. So he's very interested in trying to meet the realYubel, the Yubel not tainted with the Light of Destruction andmadness, and he really does want to reach out and try again. (ifyou're interested in how that starts out I actually wrote a shortthing once called Can We Begin Again? in which Johan meets up withJudai again directly after Judai returns, because dude after all ofthat the canon didn't even give us a reunion scene between Judai andJohan?? Bullshit).
Of course, Johan isstill a bit wary of her, but he's kind enough to understand thatJudai must have had a reason for making the choice that he did andbelieving that there's a chance that they can be friends this time.
Eventually, Yubel iskind of won over by his unfailing kindness but then gets confusedbecause she's starting to have the same feelings for Johan that shehas for Judai and no wait she's supposed to be devoted only to Judai—
And Judai isstarting to get to know Yubel more now that they're fused, andtogether they're trying to figure out the memories of their pastlives together that they had forgotten, and he's starting to realizethat yes, he really did love her in his past life and they're gettingcloser as they remember more about their past, but in the middle ofhis travels he meets up with Johan again and his old feelings forJohan are stirring and now Judai'sconfused too because he really cares about both of them and oh goshwhat does he do now—
Andit's Johan that one day is just like “you know I really like bothof you” and they get all flustered like “oh gosh what do we do”and Johan's like “you guys know polyamory is a thing right”
Sothey kind of slowly, tentatively start out this very oddrelationship, since two of the group are fused together and one ofthem is a dragon demon creature. I feel like all three of them arevery gentle with each other and even hesitant, especially Yubelbecause she's already hurt so many people already and she doesn'twant to hurt these two that she loves anymore than she already has,she's so scared she's going to do something wrong again and what ifshe really doesn't understand love still, and Judai has hisdepression that makes him think he's not really worthy of either oftheir loves and he's also afraid of being toxic and stuff, and Johansometimes wonders if he can really be enough for the two of them.
Butmostly, they all work together. I just feel like there's thisinteresting dynamic between them that's steady, like a heartbeat,something on the same level that they're all kind of hesitant andmoving slowly so as not to hurt the others, but they can find comfortin each other too. All three of them together is like security, theybalance each other out and they can all come together on the same,soft, gentle level.
IdkI just think it's kind of nice...