#poor juno.....

This is for Juno, even if they won't be able to read this. I'm so sorry... I never wanted to do this. I just wanted you to be safe. My lil cousin, even if we never actually gathered again as a family.

I still remember that day, 4 years ago. We are not related by blood, so people could never tell that we used to be on the same vacation houses, having the same dinners around the same people. That day, before our families split apart again, I gave you that bracelet. You said you'd never forget about it.... And I guess you never did.

Even if I didn't recognize you with this silver cover, I knew lil Juno was under there somewhere, I saw the bracelet. You were still grasping for a piece of your past... I thought I could save you with it, but I was too weak.

I know they'll find you, but I wanted to have a last talk with you. I want to explain myself. I want they to know you had a family out from that place. A messed up, weak, broken one, but a family. I would never do this to Juno if I was at my right mind... But I wasn't. Its my fault, and yours too.

Here lies Lil Juno, Des' cousin. Someone real. Someone already dead even before I burried them.

I am sorry.