#polyunicorn

Hey y'all! If my polyamory posts dwindle down, that's because I made a blog specific for my adventures in the polyamory lifestyle.

lunastriad

I know I wrote previously about my boyfriend and girlfriend using initials, but lets have it a bit more personal :3

luna = R-me, would call myself wolfie, but that'd get confusing ;p

wolf = C-boyfriend of 5+ years, my primary

kitsune = K- me n wolf's unicorn! (bisexual woman who is dating a couple) ^3^

Yeah, if anyone cant tell by now, I'm polyamorous - and I'm in my first poly relationship. This was difficult for me because not only am I in a committed relationship with my boyfriend of 5 years, I also have ASD and anxiety/depression issues to bring some chaos to the party. I forgot to mention that my boyfriend has been my <i>only</i> boyfriend, so me and socializing aren't my forte.

Thing is, me n C (boyfriend) already talked about our curiosity of polyamory - we both agreed that it has to be mutual and it can only be a girl. Now, before anyone starts flaming cause of C's rule let me explain: he has had a history of cheating girlfriends and is paranoid, always thinking I'd leave him for someone better (ain't anxiety fun y'all -hint hint sarcasm-) but I agreed to it because I'm incredibly shy around new people - especially guys when I find out they have any feelings for me (and that my mentality is more wolfish as in "i already have a mate") - plus I wanted to explore my bicuriosity.

Well, with that hurdle cleared, we moved onto the next (after meeting our unicorn - lets call heeerrr....K , agreeing to be in an equal relationship. It was a hurdle for me because, as C would like to put it, his paranoia rubbed off onto me - i was worried that i'd become second to him, i needed to hear from him that nothing would change between us. So me, K, and C hit it off - and when she picked him up (from NOLA) she brought him to Ruston (nothern louisiana - where i go to school) for the night before whisking him away to Virginia. The usual anxiety/ASD moment happened with me, I avoided eye contact, minimal physical contact, speaking in puzzles.. all my years of training myself to function as normal as i could socially went straight out the window... but we all had fun at the hotel room, i brought noms n my xbox for gaming n movies and i got to give C his late 22nd bday gift - sake! ..