CAFE ETERNAL SUNSHINE : HOLLY-DAY ... bullet - point fic
pairing : baker!wooyoung x baker!f!reader (background poly!ateez)
genre : cafe au, established poly relationship, fluff, holiday-ish fic
word count : 870
warnings : y/n wears glasses
suffer tag : @sanjoongie
note : this is more of just a random drabble that came to my head. no thoughts only cute wooyoung
you and wooyoung spend the early morning hours making cakes and as it gets closer to the holidays you realize that this will be your first time spending the holidays together.
you and wooyoung worked like clockwork together in the kitchen
both of you working together and individually on projects for the cafe
after months of working together, you both have been able to establish a route between each other
and mingi whenever he's been sent in to help the two of you
before wooyoung began working at the cafe, you had done all the baking
coming in hours early and staying well after the cafe closed in order to prepare for the next day
so wooyoung being hired was like a saving grace to your sanity
but don't tell him that... it would boost his already too large ego
"are we doing a christmas carol theme for the cafe?"
wooyoung's voice breaks your thoughts as you look up from the cupcakes you were currently decorating
"huh, oh yeah we are"
"what's wrong?"
along with baking, wooyoung was also really good at reading your emotions
it probably didn't help that you were like an open book most of the time
"nothing, i was just thinking"
"about?"
"you and the cafe"
this earned wooyoung's attention as he leaned forward across the metal counter that separated the two of you "oh?"
"yeah, this will our first time celebrating the holidays together. the first time you'll be celebrating with all of us. i'm excited"
"i'm excited too"
"i remember the first time me and hongjoong celebrated the holidays when we first moved in together. it was when that big snow storm happened and the power had went out and so we gathered all the blankets in the apartment and bundled up on the couch together and we just... sat there for a few hours talking before the power came back on and when the tv turned back on, a christmas carol was playing."
"it sounds romantic"
"it was! now every year we always watch the christmas carol and talk about how our year as went and what we want to try for the upcoming year. and i'm excited that you get to do that with us this year."
you've never seen wooyoung have such a heartfelt look on his face before, and the smile he had only warmed your heart
"i'm glad i can spend the holidays with you and the others and take part in your tradition."
you couldn't help but round the metal counter as you and wooyoung engulfed each other in a hug
you felt wooyoung kiss your temple as you melted more into him, the holidays always did manage to make you more emotional
"i'm glad too, woo."
when you step away from wooyoung, you adjusted your glasses before looking at him when his hands come up to gently cup your face
"don't cry, baby. seonghwa will get mad at me again if i make you cry," he teases before squishing your cheeks together and leans in to kiss you
you couldn't help but laugh into the kiss at his words and you feel wooyoung grin into the kiss as well
"sorry," you say when you pull away, "the holidays always make me emotional"
the two of you soon went back to working on the different foods, falling into that comfortable silence and atmosphere that was usually present in the kitchen
it wasn't until a few hours later when the other would come in and see you and wooyoung sitting at one of the tables taking a break
"well look at our star bakers!" san would say as he comes over to you both before him and wooyoung start to talk
hongjoong would follow behind the barista, the two of you making eye contact before he comes up and presses a kiss to your lips
"did you guys finish?"
you nod your head as hongjoong comes behind you, his hands resting on your shoulders before he starts to gently massage them
"good, good. now you can take a break before we open."
"yeah..."
"what's wrong?" he head leans over to look at you, confused look on his face
"nothing, me and wooyoung were talking earlier about how this is his first holiday with us and it just made me think about our first one together."
hongjoong chuckles at the memory
"that's one of my favorite memories."
"hongjoong?"
"yeah?"
"when we get home later... can we watch the christmas carol together? all nine of us?"
"of course, my love."
you couldn't help the smile on your face at his words and you turn around in your chair to look at hongjoong
your lover mimics your smile before he's leaning down to kiss you
"okay lovebirds! we open in fifteen minutes. get your kisses out of the way now and make sure everything is ready!"
you can't help but laugh at seonghwa's words as hongjoong rolls his eyes before giving you one more kiss, and then he's walking towards the grumpy manager before smothering him with kisses as well
you couldn't help laugh at your two eldest boyfriends before letting your eyes travel over to wooyoung who was also watching the scene before him
san had left to go set up the front counter, jongho over there also helping him
"are you ready?" wooyoung asks, his hand engulfing your own
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality
Anya is LIVE right now
FREE
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
pairing : yunho x idol!f!reader (background poly ateez)
genre : angst, hurt / no comfort, idol au
warnings : insecurities used in an argument, yunho is a big jerk in this, language, y/n blames herself, brief mentions of a car accident
word count : 1.2k
tag list : @tannie13 @icyb3rry @cookiechristie @atinytinaa @jcngh0-hq @kurosism
an argument breaks out between you and yunho which results in yunho saying somethings he shouldn’t have. now you begin to question your place in the relationship.
YOU DON’T EVEN REMEMBER how the argument started.
all you remember is yunho and the others coming home from promotions and you greeting them. you could tell that they were tired and so you tried your best to help them relax.
you had made dinner for the nine of you, something which was rare in itself as you all knew how much you couldn’t cook, but you were determined to make them the meal wooyoung had showed you a few months ago. you had been practicing your skills for this exact moment.
wooyoung had come up behind you to observe your cooking. his head resting on your shoulder as his arms wrapped around your waist.
“i know it won’t as good as yours,” you begin to say as you both watch the food cook, “but i’ve been practicing cooking it ever since you showed me how to make it,” you finish as you give your energetic boyfriend a side glance.
wooyoung smiles at you as he takes to spoon from the side of the counter and gets a small taste of the food.
“it taste great,” he says with a smile before kissing your cheek. wooyoung leaves to go rest on the couch with some of the others.
you can only assume that wooyoung just threw himself on top of hongjoong thanks to loud grunt the leader let out along with curse which is followed by wooyoung’s laugh.
when the food was done, seonghwa was quick to help you set the table as the others came and sat down.
you took your place in your usual spot between san and yunho. you noted how your taller boyfriend looked exhausted, the circles under his eyes doing nothing to hide his tired expression.
you placed your hand on top of yunho’s causing the male to look over at you. “how was your day?” you asked once the others began eating and chatting away.
“fine,” he muttered as he moved his hand away from yours. he didn’t make attempt to expand upon it or to look at you.
he’s just tired, you think as you push the odd feeling bubbling in your chest down in order to eat.
“wow! y/n, this is good! you’ve really gotten better at cooking,” mingi says making you and the others smile and laugh at his words.
“thanks, i’ve been practicing while you all were on tour! eunji-unnie has been a great taste tester.”
after dinner, san and jongho clean up and you try to help, but they are quick to send you off.
you make your way over to yunho who is sitting on the couch, watching as wooyoung and seonghwa bicker over what show to watch. you sit next to him, your head immediately resting on his shoulder like you always do.
however, before you can get comfortable, yunho is quick to shrug you off of him. you’re about to ask him what’s wrong, but don’t get the chance as he quickly stands up and leaves the living room. you all flinch as he slams his and san’s bedroom door closed, making all of you go quiet.
the odd feeling from dinner makes a reappearance as you make eye contact with mingi who takes in your shocked face.
“he’s just tired. you know how he gets sometimes when he gets overwhelmed. i’m sure he’ll be fine tomorrow.”
HE WAS NOT FINE as the next day rolled in as you all got up to get ready for the day. you give each boy their usual greetings which consist of you telling them good morning and a quick kiss to some part of their face.
however, yunho acted like your touch would burn him as he quickly moved away from you. you were honestly starting to feel annoyed by his sudden attitude change. you needed to figure out what wrong before you had to leave for practice.
“yunho what is going on with you? you’ve been acting like i have the plague or something since last night,” you say as you call him out before he can hide away in his room until you leave.
“nothings wrong, you’re just being dramatic,” he says with a huff as he runs his fingers through his hair.
“then why are acting like it’s a hassle to talk to me?”
“because maybe it is a hassle to talk to you!” he suddenly shouts catching you and the others off guard, “have you thought about the fact that maybe i don’t want you clinging to me all the time? have you thought about that maybe i’m just done!”
you stomach twisted as his words, like you were going to throw up, “done with what?” your voice is small as you ask him.
“done with you,” he says looking you dead in the eyes and you know from the look on his face that’s he’s serious. “i’m tired of you being so insecure about yourself and me having to try and make all those worries go away. if i had known that i would have to do that when i asked you out then—
“yunho stop talking,” hongjoong says from his spot behind you. he knew what yunho was about to say and the leader knew that yunho would come to regret it later. “you’re just tired of promotions, that doesn’t give you any reason to take it out on y/n when she’s done nothing wrong.”
“you’re one to talk hyung,” yunho spat with a frown, “last time i checked you’re the one who almost ruined our whole relationship because of some bitchy sasaeng producer. and who did you have that fight with, huh?”
you knew what he was getting at. if you weren’t in the relationship, if he didn’t ask you out when you were trainees then none of this would have happened. if you have just left yunho alone then maybe you wouldn’t be having this argument at six o’clock in the morning.
if you hadn’t accused hongjoong of cheating back then, then maybe he wouldn’t have said those harsh words and you wouldn’t have ran out. if you hadn’t of ran out then maybe you could have avoided getting hit by that car. if you hadn’t gotten hit then maybe you could have actual did some promotions and not caused the relationship to almost fall apart.
maybe it would be best if you—
“yunho, let’s break up.”
“what?” yunho seems taken back by your words.
“you obviously aren’t happy being with me anymore, so let’s break up,” you repeat as you look up to meet his eyes.
“now hold on a second,” seonghwa tries to jump in but yunho speaks before him.
“okay, let’s break up.”
“yunho!” everyone looks between the two of you as you nod your head at him.
“wait a minute you guys—
hongjoong tries to speak up, but is interrupted by the sound of the front door opening. you all look towards the door to see your manager standing in the entrance way.
“what did i walk into?” she asks, but no one says anything as you quickly grab your bag and rush over to her and out the door without a word. your manager looks confused as she looks at the boys before quickly following after you.
the two of you say nothing on the elevator ride down and it isn’t until your in the van that you final break down. tears running down your face as you sob loudly at everything that just happened.
warnings : unprotected sex + dom/sub dynamics + mxm + i put warnings before each member so you can skip them if you want because there’s a lot going on with each member
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT **
HONGJOONG
warnings : semi-public sex + mentions of safe word + praise kink + filming and photographing
studio sex.
he's fucked all of you at least once in his studio
loves holding you close as he fucks you
EYE CONTACT!!
loves watching how your face contorts into pleasure
you love when he praises you to no end
can't take degradation from him, he once tried to degrade you and you cried before using your safe word
that was first time you have ever used your safe word and hongjoong felt his whole world shatter
treats you so gentle, sometimes a little too gentle for your liking
sometimes you just want him to take his frustrations out on you and most of the time he'll willingly comply
loves taking pictures of you
has a polaroid camera he uses just to take pictures of you during sex
has definitely made sex songs to fuck you too
and also recorded your moans to use in songs that only the nine of you will ever hear
genre : non-idol au, fluff, late birthday, new relationship
warnings : language, yn is sick, mentions of throwing up, not being able to fully sleep, mentions of food
you miss yunho’s birthday because you got sick, but surprisingly you don’t have to nurse yourself back to health alone.
you felt like shit. your whole body was exhausted but no matter how hard you tried, you just couldn’t rest. it was like everytime you closed your eyes, you would just immediately wake up — unfortunately it was always to throw up, but thankfully that stopped a few hours ago.
but of course you had to get sick when something important was happening. i.e yunho’s birthday. you were mad at yourself for getting sick and having to tell your boyfriends — it felt weird calling them that — that you would be unable to make it.
“are you okay?” yeosang’s voice is full of concern as you speak to him over the phone. you honestly had to will yourself to even open your eyes, your energy nonexistent even if it was just to make a phone call.
“i’m just a little sick right now. stomach bug, nothing to worry about,” you tell him as you try not to fall asleep, his voice doing wonders in lulling you back slowly into dreamland.
“i’m sorry you feel bad baby, do you want me to stop by later?”
you don’t have enough energy to answer, only letting out a small hum in response. you really wanted to tell him no, don’t come over but you’re not entirely sure if he got the message or not.
“tell yunho… i said happy birthday and… sorry,” you say still drifting off. you hear yeosang let out a small chuckle and the sound sounds nice to hear and you almost ask him to do it again.
“i will baby, you just rest and i’ll see you later, okay?”
“hmm, okay,” you say before pulling the phone away and hanging up. you toss the phone to the side before rolling over and allowing sleep to welcome you once more.
when you wake up, you’re welcomed to the sight of yunho sitting at the edge of your bed. his hand rest gently against your forehead, feeling your fever you can only assume.
“yunho… what are you doing… here?” you’re a little surprised to see him and despite him touching you, you still wonder if he’s real or not.
“we came to check to on you. your roommate let us in,” he says and his words immediately catch your attention.
“we?” you ask tilting your head as you allow yunho’s hand to trail down to cup your cheek.
“the others felt bad and so we all wanted to come check up on you. wooyoung and seonghwa made some soup for you,” he explains and you feel guilty. today is yunho’s special day and here they all are taking care of you.
“you guys shouldn’t be here,” you say, a small pout on your lips and yunho simply chuckles at you.
“of course we should, you’re apart of this relationship now too, y/n,” yunho says with a smile. “and if you’re worried about this because it’s my birthday, then don’t. because i wanted us to come and check on you and see you.”
you were about to say something when your bedroom door burst open and enters your other seven boyfriends. wooyoung leading the pack with a tray of food in his hands.
“we made you food, y/n! so hurry up and get better,” he says as he comes to set it in front of you.
“woo, be easy, she’s still recovering,” seonghwa scolds as they all carefully gather around your bed. it makes you feel weird to have all their eyes on you and you look to meet yunho’s eyes as he looks at you with soft eyes.
“eat up, jagi, and then you can rest a little more,” san tells you as he pats your leg from above the covers. you nod, but still feel a little nervous at having all their attention on you. thankfully yunho is quick to catch on.
“ah, hey let’s give y/n some space while she eats,” yunho says standing up from your bed and sending you a smile as he ushers the other out of your room and into the living room.
“hey, yunho,” you say catching his attention right before he steps out of your room, “happy birthday.”
“thank you, jagi. let us know if you need anything.”
pairing : yeosang x f!reader (background poly ateez)
genre : non-idol au, fluff, established relationship
warnings : language, nightmares
note : in the same universe as CALMING DAYS and YOU ARE MY UNIVERSE.
yeosang’s worried he when can’t find you in the apartment.
yeosang hates having nightmares. he's pretty sure its the worst way to wake up, and trust him, he's woken up to wooyoung's annoying loud laughter and the fire alarm too many times. but he hates nightmares even more when they involve his lovers.
this nightmare basically knocked the wind out of him because it involved you. you, his precious love, who has gone through so much with him and the others. you, their last addition to their small family and finally moving in with them. he loves you and hates thinking about the idea of you being upset because of him. because him and the other's failed to prove their love to you.
yeosang hated those nightmares that only took his worried and blew them up. seeing dream you cry made him want to cry in real life. so that's why yeosang immediately tries to reach out for you when he wakes up. but the sense of dread runs through him when he realizes that you are not in bed with him.
turning over he sees the spot that you are suppose to be in empty and a sense of panic rushes through him as he thinks back to his nightmare. at the end right before he woke up, you left him, them. you left with tears in your eyes and your bags packed, leaving them forever.
where were you? he thinks as he throws the comforter off of him and head out of your recently shared bedroom – your bedroom still in the redecorating stage. the guest bedroom slash home office being turned into your bedroom. your bedroom in their, now your, apartment.
yeosang felt disheveled all over as he rushed through the apartment checking all the rooms. he even checked your room to see if you were in there, unpacking, but alas it was empty. the boxes and suitcases still there untouched.
then he made it to the kitchen and living room where he found seonghwa in the kitchen. the eldest turned to look at his younger boyfriend with a look of concern when he heard him running through the apartment.
"what's wrong, yeosang?"
"where's y/n?" yeosang ask, feeling his nerves and worry grow by the second.
"y/n?" seonghwa repeats your name like he's confused by it.
"yes, y/n, our girlfriend! where is she?"
"whoa, yeosang calm down," seonghwa says as he rounds the counter in order to comfort yeosang. he sits him down at the dining table before he adds, "y/n will be back. she and yunho went to the store."
"she did? when? why didn't she wake me up?" yeosang feels a rush of emotions come over him and knowing that you just went to store and didn't leave makes him want to cry. his nightmare wasn't becoming a reality and you would be home to him soon.
"silly, she didn't wake you because she went to the store for you," seonghwa says, running a hand through yeosang's bedhead. "now what's wrong? why were you looking for her and storming through the apartment like a madman?"
"i had... fuck, i had a nightmare about y/n leaving us. she told us she could tell we didn't love her and couldn't stay in a place she wasn't welcomed. fuck," yeosang can't stop the tears at remembering how heartbroken you looked, "hwa, i love her so much. when i woke up and she wasn't there next to me... i was afraid that she actually left."
"oh baby," seonghwa says pulling yeosang into his arms and comforting him. "y/n won't leave us because she knows how much we love her. she knows how much you love her. it was just a bad dream, don't think about it anymore, okay?"
right after seonghwa said that, the apartment door opened and your voice rang out softly as you called out yours and yunho's return. yeosang immediately stood up and made his way over towards the door where he sees you struggling a little bit in taking your shoes off, a small white box in your hands. yunho standing behind you with bags in his own hands. seonghwa comes past him and takes the box out of your hands, giving you and yunho quick kisses.
when you finally step into the living room, yunho moving past you with the bags, that's when you notice yeosang standing there looking at you.
"oh, yeosang, hap–
you don't get the chance to finish as yeosang rushes over and presses his lips to your own. the kiss catches you off guard as yeosang holds you close to him and you rests your hands on his shoulders as his wrap your waist. when he pulls away you look at your boyfriend with a surprised look.
"what was that, yeo?" you ask as you cup his face and you watch him melt into your touch.
"i... i love you, that's all," he tells you and you smile at his words.
"i love you too. happy birthday, love," you tell him and that's when yeosang remembers that today was in fact his birthday. that explains why you and yunho went to the store, to get food and cake for his dinner later tonight.
yeosang doesn't say anything, but instead brings you close in order to hug you. "i love you," he whispers again, feeling tears build up again as he holds you close to him. "i love you so much."
"i love you too, yeosang. so, so much," you say back, your hands running down his back.
"i'm so glad you're hear with me and seonghwa and yunho and the others. we all love you so much. thank you for moving in with us," he says and you pull away from the hug, a confused laugh leaving your lips as you look at yeosang.
"what's all this about so suddenly?" you ask but yeosang shakes his head.
"don't worry about it, i'll tell you later. why don't you go help seonghwa and yunho while i go get changed," yeosang says and you smile at your longest boyfriend, pressing one last kiss to his lips before you're shuffling off to the kitchen.
yeosang can't help but smile as he watches yunho tease you, both of you with wide grins as seonghwa wraps his arms around you, a soft smile on his face as well. he can't help but breathe a sigh of relief because he knows that you won't be leaving them anytime soon.
suffer with me tag : @sanjoongie @songmingisthighs
tag list (bold means unable to tag) : @invuwrld @frankenstein852 @watamotee33 @kawennote09 @mixling-blog @marahleiwhen @kpopnightingale @harry-the-pottypus @rdiamond2727 @sanniesbum @marvelahsobx @khjcoo @mysticfire0435 @exfolitae @kryybebe @dementedaly @simeonswhore @moonm1st @nvmbheart @spooo00oky @frogogh @marsanhwa @kryukyustar @sookacc @seongwin @melomatz
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality
Anya is LIVE right now
FREE
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
teez’s reaction when y/n wears their hoodie/shirt pls !!!! 🥰
[ REACTION ] —— the boys can’t help but react when they see you in their hoodie / shirt.
pairing : poly!ateez x idol!f!reader genre : reaction, fluff warnings : yunho’s is a tad suggestive and yeosang’s mentions having sex
tag list : @tannie13 @icyb3rry @cookiechristie @jcngh0-hq @kurosism @kangskims @cvpitvno @frankenstein852
HONGJOONG can’t help the blush that appears on his face we he sees you wearing one of his shirts. he feels like sort of confident seeing you trotting around the dorm in his shirt. not san’s, not seonghwa’s, not mingi’s, but his shirt.
the others are quick to catch on to how hongjoong would walk with an extra air of confidence especially when he pulls you to sit in his lap. his hands finding purchase underneath his shirt as you snuggle up against him.
yeah, definitely a little too cocky if you ask me.
SEONGHWA would feel soft as he comes home after a long day at practice and see you wearing his shirt, a face mask on as you do your skincare. from almost four years together, seonghwa is use to you and the others stealing his clothes.
mainly you and wooyoung, but he wouldn’t put it past mingi or san to also steal his shirts and hoodies from time to time. and everytime time he sees you wear his clothes, it just makes him soft. like you are just a regular couple, not idols, doing cute domestic things like wearing each other’s clothes and doing skincare with one another.
YUNHO always gets butterflies when you wear any of his clothes. you have a big habit of stealing and wearing his button-up shirts and wearing them out especially for schedules.
he’s gotten into the habit of buying silk ones because he thinks they look the best on you. he especially likes when he gets to unbutton them and remove them from your body.
YEOSANG always felt flustered when he sees you in one of his hoodies. especially when sees you cuddled up to one of the others and wearing his hoodie. however he does feel a sense of pride when you come to him horny wearing one of his shirts or hoodies. so much so that he makes you keep it on as he fucks you.
SAN always feels giddy when he sees you wear one of his hoodies during a live. the two of you often wear each other’s hoodies especially when one of you will be gone for a long time cause of tours.
san just feels a sort of comfort seeing you in his hoodie which is the same feeling he gets when wears yours.
MINGI has a few shirts in his closet dedicated for you to wear. especially when him and the others are away on tour. sometimes he likes washing his shirts with yours so they smell like it. he feels at ease seeing you wear his shirts and will definitely pout if you go too long without wearing one of his.
WOOYOUNG use to “complain” about how you would always steal his hoodies or shirts. he did it so much that you thought he actually hated you wearing his clothes so you stopped for a while. of course wooyoung took notice of this after a while when he went to go get a shirt and noticed that you hadn’t worn any of his in a while.
he immediately took one of his hoodies, walked to your room, and threw it at you before leaving without a word. yeah he might have complained but he definitely secretly enjoys it.
JONGHO would much rather see you in his leather jacket than a hoodie or shirt. something about seeing you style it with yunho’s button-up or one of hongjoong’s reformed shirts. but that doesn’t mean he’ll stop you from wearing one of his hoodies especially when he spots you wearing it for your movie night. it makes him feel giddy and he loves it.
pairing : poly!ateez x idol!f!reader genre : fluff, idol, everyone is basically married in this, future warnings : mentions of past relationship issues, pregnancy
a look at what five years in the future brings the nine of you.
you watched as yunho chased wooyoung and san around the house. seonghwa is quick to tell the three to knock it off as he is carrying a box into the living room.
wooyoung is quick to slide over to you and your place in the kitchen, a kiss is placed on your cheek as he wraps his arms around you. yeosang comes in next to you both with boxes labeled kitchen in bold black writing, and sets them on the counter. the glass contents in the box rattling a little bit as they hit the counter.
“come on, woo, there’s still a lot of boxes left,” yeosang says pulling away his boyfriend and dragging him back outside to the moving truck. this time yunho comes up next to as you begin moving boxes around.
“hi, yuyu,” you say with a smile as you look to your boyfriend of eleven years. he smiles back at you and you allow your eyes to drift down to the red line tattooed around his ring finger. the same red line that mirrors yours as well as your other seven boyfriends.
“are you doing okay baby?” he ask, arm wrapping around your waist to pull you close.
“i’m doing fine,” you answer back and yunho gives you another smile before he kisses your forehead and makes his way back out to the moving truck.
it’s takes another hour or two before all the boxes are unloaded and you and hongjoong work together to begin unpacking each room. soon the others are also helping, they couldn’t help but give loving kisses to you and hongjoong as they pass by.
the leader does well in unpacking but also bringing up fond memories from the early stages of your relationship.
“i remember going to eden-hyung’s wedding and imagining what it would be like to get married one day,” he says as he places several picture frames on the shelf in his home studio.
“i remember thinking that too,” you begin as you open a new box which contains more stuff for his studio. “that was still when me and yunho had broken up and i was questioning a lot of things during that time.”
“i’m glad you both managed to work it out. i couldn’t imagine all of this without the two of you together,” he confesses, he comes up and wraps his arms around you, his hands gently caressing your stomach.
the two of you pause in your unpacking in order to enjoy the quiet moment between the two of you. especially since this is the first moment you’ve had alone with him in a while.
“did you all come to a final decision on the baby’s room?” he ask after several minutes of sitting in silence.
“mingi wants to do like a seafoam green i think and wooyoung really wants whales but yunho wants puppies, san wants cats, and yeosang wants hehetmon,” you say with a laugh thinking about your fellow ‘99 liners and the argument they had about baby decorations.
“what do you want to decorate the room in?”
“i want to paint a mural like the one from up,” you confess and hongjoong hums at your idea.
“then we’ll do that, they can get over it if they don’t like it,” he says causing you two laugh at his comment.
“and what are you two laughing about?” seonghwa’s voice is soft with a fake sternness as he comes into the room.
“y/n wants to paint a mural in the baby’s room, like the one from up,” hongjoong tells the eldest and you watch his eyes light up at the idea.
“you mean with the house and all the balloons?” he ask and you nod your head in excitement. “that would be so pretty,” he adds as he comes up to kneel in front of your stomach. “don’t you think so flower?”
ever since seonghwa found out you were pregnant he would always refer to the baby as “flower” even when addressing them. the others soon enough also started calling the baby “flower,” yourself included.
you knew all the boys were excited about the baby, but it was easy to see that seonghwa was the most excited. you could just imagine how good of a father he, even if in the end he isn’t the biological father. you knew that wouldn’t stop any of them from filling loving your precious flower.
you let your hand thread through seonghwa’s locks, the action earning his attention and his big doe eyes looking at you like you held his whole world.
“i love you both so much,” you confess out of nowhere as you turn to look a hongjoong. he lets out a small gasp as he cups your face and brushes the tears away that you didn’t even know you had. “thank you for putting up with me for all these years,” you tell hongjoong who only shakes his head at your words.
“i should be thanking you,” he says before you kiss him, more tears spilling out right as the others come and join you three.
san is quick to pull you into his arms and rock you from side to side as you tell each of your lovers that you love them.
“we love you too, you and flower are so precious and beautiful to us. a true gift,” san says as his hand journeys down to caress your stomach like hongjoong as did earlier.
“also, i hate each of your alls decorations ideas, none of those would go well with seafoam green,” you confess before a chorus of heys are heard followed by laughter.
warnings : language + insecure thoughts + y/n celebrates christmas + mentions of shower sex
word count : 2.3k
notes : this is a repost on my actual blog bc my other blog @/atztv has gotten shadowbanned 😕
after your flight home gets cancelled last minute, you spend the holidays alone and you take this moment to think about your relationship with the boys.
DEC. 23, INCHEON INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT, SOUTH KOREA, 10:49 PM
“cancelled?” you echo the words the airline worker had just said to you. they nodded and once again offered an apology to you, but you brushed them off. “that’s alright, thank you. happy holidays,” you say softly before picking your bags up, luggage towing behind you as you get out of line.
your flight home had been cancelled last minute due to the weather, which means that you would be spending the holidays by yourself.
the boys had already went home. all miles away from seoul and from you in order to spend the limited time they had with their families before they had to go on tour again.
well, might as well go back to the dorm, you think before trudging your way out of the airport to haul a taxi.
DEC. 24, ATEEZ DORM, 12:03 AM
the dorm always felt odd when the boys weren’t here. even when they were on tour and you remained in korea, it felt weird.
something just… unsettling about how quiet it was. that’s why you usually opted to stay in your own apartment when they were gone.
leaving your luggage by the door along with your shoes, you make your way through the dorm. winter jacket being ditched at the edge of the couch mindless as you make your way to one of the bedroom.
smack, you turn to see your coat now on the floor and your shoulders slump at the sight. shit, i’ll get it later, you think before continuing to seonghwa’s and hongjoong’s room.
changing your clothes, you throw on one of seonghwa’s hoodies. allowing yourself to be engulfed with his scent, you think this makes the dorm a little less cold.
you make your way back to the kitchen to fix you some ramen after realizing you hadn’t eaten in a few hours.
honestly, making ramen wasn’t your favorite thing to do. you know that if wooyoung was here, you would just harass him until he caved in and made it for you. he would complain about making it, but you knew if it really bothered him, he have a small smile on his face as he made.
yeah, his ramen is better.
DEC. 24, ATEEZ DORM, 8:09 AM
woo-bug : hey bby! let us know when you land and make it home!!
joongie : ^^ love you! have fun and call us when you get settled! 😙😙😙
you smile at the texts you got from some of the boys. you woke up this morning to see the text from them and it makes your stomach full with butterflies.
you : hey loves, i’m home 💕 will call you later when i get the chance!! have fun with your families.
you toss your phone to the side as you get out of bed and make your way to the bathroom for a quick shower.
you figured you might as well go out and do some things then be trapped in the dorm for two days by yourself.
as you’re in the shower, you can’t help but let your mind wander to the boys. how seonghwa would be arguing with san about joining you in the shower, the eldest telling the younger to let you shower in peace.
however unknown to the fact that hongjoong had already snuck in and joined you. you would be like putty in his hand as his hands roamed your body, feigning innocence and claiming he’s “helping you wash” and the next thing you know he has two fingers shoved into your pussy.
you try to hold back your moans, but he would encourage you to let them out as his free hand fondles your breast. “let it out, pretty. let them here how good i’m making you feel.”
his fingers move faster, the feeling of you clenching around his fingers let’s him know you are close. you finally do reach your climax with a high pitched moan, you are hit with the sudden realization that you are alone.
the now ice cold water feels weird hitting against your hot skin.
DEC. 24, SEOUL, 2:30 PM
your converse against the sidewalk make a nice rhythm as you walk through seoul.
it’s been a while since you’ve traveled to this part of the city and you’re hoping to find a new café to take yeosang to before they leave on your.
hongjoong’s jacket, that you definitely didn’t steal from his closet, engulfs you nicely along with the thick sweater you have underneath. you knew hongjoong would love your outfit.
you need to make sure to take a picture and send it to him later.
as you walk, you take note of the a new café you haven’t seen before. the aesthetic of the place was cute and warm and you knew you would have to bring yeosang here.
and maybe even jongho. the maknae always made it seem like he was rather indifferent about coming to cafés with you and yeosang, but you knew he secretly loved coming on those kind of dates with you two.
you once overheard him tell yunho about a café he wanted to take you too. you remember the gummy smile he had and the fond look yunho gave him.
now that you think about it… that was around the time you wanted a break from the relationship because of hongjoong and that producer.
you feel a sense of guilt settle in your stomach as you think about how he never took you to that café or even mentioned it.
during that time, you felt like you just ruined everything for them. that’s why you wanted to take a break. you remember how miserable you felt and how you would actively ignore their longing looks when you ran into them at the company.
you try not to think about how miserable they must have felt too.
DEC. 24, SEOUL, 5:30 PM
“why are you doing here, young missy!” the familiar voice of the grandma at the bbq restaurant yells as you walk through the door.
you can’t help but smile as you walk over to her hunched form and allow her to hug you. she’s warm.
“gosh, missy, why are you so cold? and where are the boys at?”
“my flight home was cancelled and they boys are with their families,” you explain to her as she leads you to a table.
she doesn’t hand you a menu, already knowing yours and the boys orders by heart. you’ve been coming here since your trainee days. you look at the walls to see pictures of you and the boys decorating one wall and her collection of signed albums on display for everyone to see.
grandma makes you feel proud of all your hard work. she’s witnessed you grow from a rookie to someone who has fans all over the world.
“oh, grandma, here,” you say handing her the present your bought her once she brings you your food.
“thank you, dear, you always did have such a warm heart.”
DEC. 24, HONGJOONG, 9:30 PM
“huh? what do you mean she didn’t go home?” hongjoong was confused as he spoke to his manager over the phone.
“i seen her while i was out. she was wearing one of your jackets you designed. i contacted her manager and apparently her flight was cancelled last minute. figured i would at least let you know,” his manager finishes and hongjoong thanks the man before he hangs up.
why didn’t you tell them your flight was cancelled? if you had told him you were still in korea, he would have immediately went to go get you and bring him home with you. his parents love you, they wouldn’t have minded.
the question still lingered in the back of his mind as he tries to figure out why you didn’t say anything. he lets out a sigh before picking his phone back up and going to his contacts.
“hey, do you have a second?”
DEC. 24, ATEEZ DORM, 11:30 PM
this is nice, you think to yourself as you snuggle on the couch, favorite blanket wrapped around you as you watch a christmas movie. a bowl of popcorn nestled right next to you.
the christmas movie was one of those cliche love story ones. the type that always got mingi emotional by the end of it.
“i’m just so happy they found each other!” mingi would say as he wiped his eyes away before cuddling into whoever was the closest to him.
you’ll have to rewatch this movie with mingi when they come back. you know he’ll really enjoy watching it with you.
you let your head rest against the back of the couch, eyes following the characters on the tv. letting out a few chuckles here and there because of their shenanigans. by the end of the movie, you were starting to grow tired, but decided that one more movie wouldn’t hurt before going to bed.
looking at the clock you notice it was 11:30, only thirty more minutes until christmas. you remind yourself to send the boys a text once it hits midnight.
your first pad softly across the floor as you make your way to the kitchen to fix another bowl of popcorn.
while you’re waiting, you begin to hum to yourself. a song you and hongjoong have been working on while he’s been away on tour, sending the song back and forth between each other.
it was something you were proud of.
beep, beep, beep! you take the popcorn out of the microwave and dump it into your bowl.
thump! you turn around at the sound, bowl in hand you begin to walk near the door. “that damn jacket, i swear to—
you cut yourself off when you notice yunho standing at the entrance. you can’t help the small gasp you let out as the two of you make eye contact.
yunho smiles at you warmly, setting his bag aside he immediately comes up and engulfs you into a hug.
“my pretty baby, why didn’t you tell us your flight was cancelled?” he asked, hand running over your hair as he holds you close to his chest. you can feel the coldness of outside lingering on his jacket as you snuggle into him more.
“i didn’t want to bother you guys,” you mumble once yunho pulled away a little bit. you refused to look him in the eyes, ashamed of not telling him.
he took the bowl of popcorn from your hands gentle, setting it aside before cupping your face. you didn’t even realize you had tears forming until he forced you to look at him.
“you should know by now how important you are to us and this relationship. you will never be a bother to me, or hyung, or any of us. i love you so much,” he confesses and you feel your heart thumping hard in your ears at his words.
“i’m sorry!” you cry, tears finally falling as you shove your face back into yunho’s sweater. “i’ve been so miserable since you guys went on tour. seeing you all perform and do lives together made me feel so… i don’t know, like i don’t belong in this relationship.”
“and being here alone for christmas just made all those feelings come back?” he asked softly, he felt his heart ache when you nodded your head.
yunho didn’t say anything as he tapped the back of your thighs, a signal for you to jump, to which you wrapped your legs around his waist.
“go ahead and cry your heart out, baby, i’m not going anywhere,” he says once he moved the two of you to the couch. you felt your blanket drape over your shoulders as yunho started rubbing circles into your back.
DEC. 25, ATEEZ DORM, 12:05 AM
when you woke up, you felt overly warm. your cheek was squished against something soft, too soft to be the couch cushion. and when you go to move, that’s when it hit you.
yunho had come to the dorm.
you sit up quickly, pushing your body away from your boyfriend to see him looking at you in shock.
“whoa, you okay, baby?” he asks still a little surprised by your sudden movement.
“i-i’m fine…” you say trailing off as you feel yourself relax a little bit.
“do you feel a little better?” he ask, hand coming up to caress your face.
“why didn’t you stay with your family?” you ask completely ignoring his question.
“what?”
“why did you leave them to come here?” you rephrase your question, looking down at your hands instead of meeting his eyes. for some reason you were afraid to meeting his eyes. why? you weren’t too sure on.
“because someone needed to be with you during the holidays,” he answers quietly, his fingers coming and intertwining with yours lazily. “i told my parents and brother that you were alone at the dorm, and my mom practically shoved me out the door to get here quicker.”
you looked at him a little surprised, “really?” he nodded with a smile. “my mom really likes you, she wants to meet you soon. i think she might be a bigger fan of you than she is of me,” he adds with a laugh and it makes you laugh as well.
then something hits you, “what time is it?”
yunho looks at his watch, “a little past midnight. merry christmas love,” he says before leaning over to kiss you. “thank you for loving us and sticking with us through everything,” he whispers in your ear as he pulls you back to his chest.
you smile as you snuggle into his chest, “merry christmas to you too, yuyu. i love you.”
