uehghh I might be in need of sleep....
I have like 26 Dolly ideas (specifically the suggestive or explicit stuff) but I CAN'TTTTT and I want to write more of their current relationship.... URghhh decisions decisions
apologizing in advance this is going to be so messy and probably badly written but okay, basically.
You've got Michelle, clinically depressed, kinda completely fed up with being alive but realizing she's as bad at living as she is at dying after her 3rd failed suicide attempt, basically accepting she'sll never really feel good but hey, it's life. Plus she doesn't want to make her friends and family sad. Oh and her bain keeps torturing her so that's fun.
And then, she meets Jenny. Sure okay she's really pertty, exactly her type but yk, you can just find people pretty. They get along really well. Then Jenny takes her dancing and bam, falls in love, head over heels.
For once in a lonnnnnnngg time (since her last crush so ~3 years) she feels alive, the world doesn't feel as grey as before, Jenny makes her feel alive. Actually alive, not just going along with it, sometime feeling okay with the worl. o, actually alive, wanting to live, wanting to do stuff, being open, active. She just want to keep dancing with her. She's never felt so free. definitely turns into an obsession, she doesn't want to ever let go of that beautiful feeling. (she does genuinely love her but she's also desperate to feel good for once and being with her fulfills that. And she realises it. She wants her but knows she wouldn't be good to her if they were in a relationship.) Constantly battling with her morals, that plus her intrusive thoughts whihc are NOT making it easier. Gets even worse when she learns Jenny likes her as well. Like 1 inch away from jumping her bones at this point but at the same time fucking TERRIFIED she'll accidentally kill her since the feeling is so euphoric already if they were to get actually romantically and physically involved she's not sure she'd be unable to stop herself.
Decides to talk about it with her therapist and is working toward being healthier; and ready for a relationship if Jenny still wants her after that unknown amount of time.
They still flirt in the meantime but try to avoid getting too physical because they both know they're barely keeping their hands to themselves already.
(need to actually draw it because what I've wrote is meh but the idea in my head is soooo rhjh yeah.)
Now Jenny, kinda the same ! bonding wise. Also thought she was real pretty and fell in love after dancing with her. Now Jenny, she gets.... a bit intense when she's got a crush. It doesn't look like it but if you heard her.. yeah. She gets a bit worshippy? Like yeah pretty much all of her morals go out the window regarding that one person, she'd be completely fine getting murdered and eaten by Michelle or killing/torturing people if that was what the other wanted by example (expect the people close to her, but then she's probably kill herself for "failing" to follow orders). That kind of stuff. She wants to be ther other's so much she'd say yes to almsot everything. Esoecially toward herself. Of course this alos leans A LOT into her own kinks, (really both of their kinks are actually a big part of their lives/ relationship toward eachtoher and how to navigate their feelings or process ther experiences)
So in this case Jenny wants ot be Michelle's personal whore, needs to be used as a sexual object (although she'd only really enjoy it if she knew the other still saw her as a human being, another reason why she needs to know the other for a long time beforehand) or Dog. Needing to be theirs, kneelign at their feet and used for convienience, being submissive. And many more.
But anyway, it plays a big part. (Michelle needing to in control of her life for once translating into her beign really dominant and assertive, as well as sadistic.. etc)
And Jenny, veyr much in love and very confident in herself confesses pretty quickly, then decides to wait for Michelle (even though Michelle told her she's be better off moving on because she wouldn't be good to her. But if she wanted her she wouldn't say no)
(Still wanted to get together despite Michelle warning her she may hurt her without meaning to because she didn't care if it meant being with her but saw that Michelle was scared of herself and didn't wanther to worry)
Likes to flirt wiht her still, has only come to love her even more after years of waiting.
Desperatly tries to rein in her sexual fantasies of her because she doesn't want to sacre her (little does she know Michelle is the same as her, only she lets them loose. Not that she speaks about it but regularly masturbates to jenny and feels good about it while Jenny feels awful after doing it because she's worried Michelle would be disgusted by it.)
anyay so yeah, these are the big lines of their relationship. Despite looking like a veyr messy situationship they do make it work and are still very good friends. Beside the lirting their dynamic in the group hasn't changed much.
(The others do tease them about their obvious feelings prety often though, Starting with Charlotte commenting on their dilated pupils any chance she gets and Rose just trying to be a wingman (unclear if it's only for Jenny's sake of because she wants to be sister in law with Michelle XD)
