#polyfaithful

I should give myself a goddamn reward for being consistent..cause obviously I’m doing it right ..*rolls eyes*

So, to start off..dating is HARD!! Only “connection” I’ve had so far is with another couple that I’m pretty such just wants to have a one night threesome stand. Sooo great, moving on..

Secondly, me working on my self esteem. I’ve tried to change my behaviour. Little subtle changes but it adds up. I asked him the question..him coming here after he is done in the AF. It’s lonely here, part it’s me being selfish cause I want to hold him. Touch him. Pamper him. Make him feel at home. Make him feel so loved that when he is out there pursuing his success and hit a hard rock he can still feel the warmth of home. I want him to have time to just truly enjoy life. It felt good saying that, however I can feel my heart ache for it to really happen.

Things since my last post had many ups and downs. But the very best was he turned 23 just 2 days ago. For a short 2 weeks he is only 4 years younger. I’m not one to mind age difference, but it’s cute to think about it.

I honestly can feel this is going to be something amazing. So here’s to keeping the love alive**

My love, though shared with two others, is no less real than love between two men, two women, a man and a woman or any other combination.

We deserve rights just like everyone else. We do not deserve to be forgotten about, or pushed aside.  

But how many times have you seen someone protesting for my  rights to get married to the ones I love? How many times have you heard about our lack of rights on the news? How much have you heard about us other than propaganda pushing reality shows that have nearly no truth to them?