Polo Blue
A fewย weeks agoย I tried to fuck another nigga
Yepโฆme...
I actually tried it yall
I knew he kinda liked me, so I chatted his ass up
The convos were cool, interesting even
We had some common interests, even been some of the same places
I found myself feeling him, becoming a little partial to him
I let it go on for a few more weeks, just to see how patient he was
You see, Iโd already made up in my mind that I wanted to know what that dick was hittinโ for; whether he was packingย that King Kong in them boxersโฆor just a slick waste of my time
But to my surprise he stayed consistent
Calling my ass all the time, sending โGood morningโ texts everydayโฆyou know, the usual
So I figured heyโฆ.why notโฆ.
Heโs proven himselfโฆright?
So I invited him over (mind you, itโs the first time heโs been to my place)
I had it smelling good and shit; I set my favorite candles out
I had the TV on a chill movie, with not too much action and not too much love
I had on some shorts and a low cut tank with no draws
My ass was fucking READY you hear me?!
I could feel him inching his way to sit closer to me on the couchโฆand hell, I fucking let him
He starts cutting his eye at me on the sly, and thatโs when I knew the time was near
I saw him licking his thick ass lips and shit
And hot damn I wanted them motherfuckas all over me
They just looked like they could do some damage
Finally thoughโฆ.
The moment had come
He had made his way to sit damn near right up under me
He turned to me and smiled, making sure everything was still good
You know, asking the universal โyou ready to fuckโ question
ShitโฆI smiled back, letting him know my ass was right there with him
He leaned in to start the little foreplay kissing actionโฆ
And thatโs when I smelled it
Manโฆmy ass got stiff as a fucking board
Itโs like somebody else had entered the fucking room or something
I felt in horror as my sexual appetite dried up faster than a damn desert
I couldnโt do nothing but sign loud and hard as I sat back from him, way back... closing my eyes in pure defeat
I knew immediately it was nothing I could do to fight this; hell, the damage was already done
He of course asked me what was wrong, and I gave the first lie that came to my head
My ass was coming down with something and I didnโt want to give it to him...which was partially true...
I could tell in his eyes that he wanted to call 'bullshit', but he went with it, asking was it anything he could do
I told him no, and that I probably just needed some hot tea and some rest
After an excruciating hug, he got his coat and left
I sagged against the door shaking my head and cussing myself out so bad I just knew the neighbors could hear me
All that work of getting to know him, checking if he was consistent, setting up tonight and getting readyโฆ
All of thatโฆ
All of itโฆ
Was completely undone by the smell of HIS cologne
True shit, it just donโt smell right on another man
Even after all these years I just have to obey that shitโฆno matter how long itโs been since Iโve seen him
And forreal yall...I wasn't even mad...
Damn I miss Him...
