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Is that the reason you don't love me!?" Grabbing my things as I head to the door. Each step I take the memories of us are fading from my mind. The thoughts of us building together is no more. You couldn't see the real me, so you broke the part that feel for you. Night after night you ask "Your cheating on me huh?" "Let me see your phone?" When all this time you holding on the pain your ex cause. You couldn't see the faithfulness that shown you. Throughout my actions you painted a picture that I was hurting you. My steps towards the door feel weightless. My path clear as you scream out "I'm sorry!" I turn... Tears from your face fall.... My picture broken on the floor... What to do ? "Your just like everyone else! You never truly loved me and if you did you'll have nothing to hide!" ... To hide I never hid anything from you! You was slowly pushing me away every time I came home! You never seen the goodness in my heart as you search for an excuse to end it. Now you have one I'm done trying to live up to your ex's expectations. You know it's crazy I truly wanted to love you but you NEVER..... (Slam the door) Riding in my car, radio low for the fear of love song to play kn repeat. Mind left wondering if me being to nice was the reason it ended. Phone rang as I ease into a red light. Phone calls turns into messages of pain and sorrow. Messages turn to regret as my good name is throw to the wolves. Now I sit alone, in a car filled with thoughts of you. My heart wanting to take you back but my mind doesn't want to feel that pain again. I look at the phone as your message readed "I'll change for you please take me back!" I reply "No not until you can forgive yourself and heal then truly then we can work until then bye..." (Message unable to send) I get home, house pitch black, bills in the mail slot and the pain of working hard for a one sided relationship will never fade. My name, my heart, my character dragged through the mud for a falsified rumor that was spread. Pour a drink for the guy who was faithful just for his heart to be broken once again. (Turn the tv on) #poem #poemcry #poetry #powerfulwordsnotsaid #photooftheday #rose #goodmenstillexist https://www.instagram.com/p/B1gNYVZnCbt/?igshid=1kqt77ogngkwf

80s Love Song, With an 90s Dream We don't express love like we used to. I fallen in love with you like an 80s and 90s type R&B song. "Every little step" I take towards your heart was influenced by trying not to lose you. "If it isn't love" then why can't I stand in the rain with you? Your last relationship was poison, but can i be your antidote, as I save you from your last temptation. I couldn't bare the idea that I couldn't be in love with you; since, the first I saw your light. Your eyes shown me your heart, your heart has a wall, and I'm not leaving; until, I can see your truly smile. I want to be at your door step, while it rains, and being able to hold you as your cry. I want you to push me away when you want to be strong, but I'll never let go through the good and bad times. I want to sing to your heart, as your friends say "Girl that's you it only be for you!" There will be a day I'll break your heart, I'll forget a birthday or even worse wouldn't have the words to say. I'll say "Teach me" show me how to love when my inner battles take control. Show me how to love an everlasting beauty whoms only title is nothing less to a queen. Allow me showcase your pedestal, as your for your presentation is allow me the honor of calling you my wife. When you hangout with your friends you wouldn't have to worry about "You man being good." Best believe when you come home I'll show you how much I missed you. Sure we will argue, you may want to kill me, but my love for you will always be there. Your the strongest person I know, the most unique, one of a kind personality, and most of the only angel I want to never let go, until...... I woke up, I couldn't believe it was only just a dream. It was "Just my Imagination" that I was hold my "Dream Girl" so tight. When I left the house today I ran after the most beautiful woman I ever seen, until she whispered in my ear... "Wake up because your having another dream." She kissed me on the cheek and it was the last time I sang her "Love Song." #poetry #poemcry #poemsfrommysoul #poem #stulllearning #poetrycommunity #hereyes #hersmile #mydreamgirl #80srandb #90slovesongs #singintherain #poemforyou #lovedlockdown #searchingforyou

To Late There will be a time where we confess our feeling towards someone but in that moment we will be too late. The rain is what we call apond to hide our tears. We acted apond telling the girl we loved for so long how we truly felt, but just being in our life was all we need. The day comes they fall for someone else, all I needed was a push to tell her how I felt. She tells me "Live your life and she out there waiting for you." With a smile on her face but the girl I want is you. I walk away wanting to cry, but it's my fault for overthinking my moves. I want to be mad but how can I be mad when I place myself here. Now I sit on top of my roof staring at the stars as my tears fall down my face, because I sit there with no regret. Furthermore I pray that one day I won't overrhink my moves and I'm able to ask her if she would be....... "The caretaker of my heart and the one whom will hold the keys towards love." What I'm asking is can I be your boyfriend! Sure I'll be nervous and yes my heart will beat out of my chest, my face will blush, but in  those seconds I won't have any regerts. #poem #poemcry #poetrycommunity #lifelessons #wastoolate #oldphoto #blackandwhitephoto #noregets #poemfromme #throughmyeyes #highschool #lovedlockdown #stilllearning #stillmuchtolearn #createdcharacterfromrreallife #creatingsomethingnew #creatingsomethingoutofnothing #writing #writer