💘”why lie if you felt you weren’t the one mistaken? a jokers’ word is bondage by fog-only a bog walk can lift me. how many times will i forgive myself again for believing an illusion that felt like a dream? And still, i am window-sill drawn, like a cat; i find a patch of sun and glean.”— some poetic musings from my lived experience with natal Pluto square Chiron & Venus square Neptune.

Anyone else???💗

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(Look to past posts for other planets. Master post will be created.)

Pluto Square Ascendant: Heavy negativity can shadow the Rising, especially with secretive tendencies and obsessive behavior. Can easily fall into a battle of wills with others, especially loved ones. Can become very reserved or anti-social. Aggression is kept hidden but very much exist.

Pluto Square Midhaeven: Power, authority, control, and ambition are closely tied to approach in one's future and career. Can seek power for power-sake. Can be stubborn and uncooperative towards coworkers. Is easily crushed/disappointed when goals are not obtained quickly.

Pluto Square North Node: Desire for power and control issues get in the way of the soul's growth. Evolution and transformation are very painful, hard processes for this person.

Pluto Square Chiron: Abuse and power somehow block their healing. Wounds boil and cause future trauma. Overcoming loss, accepting intimacy, and gaining sexual empowerment or understanding are needed here.

Pluto Square Ceres: They can be too overbearing when caring for others. Control issues and fear of loss or betrayal can make them possessive and over protective. There is trauma and loss associated with their own caregivers. Can comfort and protect but hinders the growth of another.

Pluto Square Juno: Power struggles, vengeance, jealousy, and obsession can get in the way of one's happiness in marriage or with a soul mate. Can get too caught up in emotional dependency, money, or sex. Watch out for hardcore manipulation, receiving and giving.

Pluto Square Vesta: Can be self-destructive but mostly paranoia and obsession hurt their mental health. Might fear going insane, making the same mistakes as others, or misunderstand and fear therapy. Struggles through emotional transformations.

Pluto Square Pallas: Can be overly concentrated and obsessed towards their talents or what their intuition communicates to them. Doesn't take criticism well. Finds it hard to overcome problems with their skills or creativity.

Well, first of all, kudos to you because this is a TOUGH aspect, honestly. It can also give you a lot of strength, so it's not all bad at all. It's just very challenging, as I'm sure you've realized.

Mars is actually your 7th house ruler (I've found traditional rulership to be much more accurate, so that's what I go by. A Scorpio descendant is ruled by Mars.) So the fact that Mars is squaring your Pluto in Scorpio, shows the tension and intensity Mars is exerting into your relationships.

There is a tendency here to be controlling or jealous or just not give other people room to breathe. At the same time, or conversely, you may be attracted to people who are controlling and abusive to you. This is a HUGE danger for you until you learn how to find the positive outlet for Mars square Pluto. I think it requires some sort of discipline and definitely counseling. The Chiron conjunction in the 4th house squaring Pluto in the 7th gives you the potential to become a wonderful crisis counselor, couples counselor, or sex therapist, yourself. Remember, Chiron, the Wounded Healer, shows us where we turn our own pain into helping others heal. Some other positive outlets for that energy are in the law, especially as a victim's advocate, in the ER, or in a women's health clinic.