October 11, 2014
I am actually studying for my LABOREL quiz on Monday until I stumbled upon my tumblr link on twitter. It's been a while since I made an entry and a lot of things have happened in the past months. College has been stressful lately up to the point of me, breaking down. I do not how to cope with it already but thank God for my friends who are always there. Acads, not to mention thesis and ojt, plus org duties weren't a good combination. I didn't do well with my acads last term and a part of it was because of my busyness with org. I know it's mainly my fault but I have come to the point where I just don't know how to balance and sort things out. I'm way too tired and burned out already. I am aware of my responsibilities in my org but the work is too much and it's eating me up. My passion for writing is slowly deteriorating and it's not good but how do you control feelings? All I can do right now is to deal with it but I don't know if I can deal with it with the right attitude. The work is becoming a toxic and it's so unimaginable how will I manage to get through it since the months of November and December would entail me a lot of stress. Will everything be worth it in the end? I just want to let go of my worries right now and let God be in control of the things that's beyond me. How do I fix things? How do I fix myself? I hope that everything will be alright...















