#plifets

Press work had been kicking off and my level of stress had far exceeded my capacity. We're still in the printing press right now but I thank God that I already finished my layout \yay/. I'll be checking exams this week and start interviewing applicants on Monday--so excited for my newbies!! 

First week of school had been incredibly great. I finally saw my friends again because I have been dying to be with them since summer vacation. Then I am really glad because I find my subjects interesting and I love my profs this term. I am excited for my lessons especially my thesis thou it's really scary.. I hope I will still have this level of enthusiasm 'til the end of the term.

My school newspaper's spoof issue came out this week and I have been receiving a lot of calls and texts lately... 

The harder EB duties are already starting and demands from my academics are also kicking off. I think I should be alone most of the time during my breaks so that I could really focus with my tasks..

Bartz treated us to Ocean Park :)) We watched the sea lion show, went to jellyfish aquarium then ate at Gerry's Grill. 

There have been a lot of things bothering me lately. Mainly about school, thinking how I’d make it through my thesis terms and how I would actually balance my time between org and acads. But I know I’d get it through it successfully by God’s grace.

It actually amazes me how I was able to have a successful third term. I don’t really know how I managed to be 1st honor DL while having my EB Race and Press duties on the sides.

If I come to think of it, I am actually really blessed with my life right now-family, friends, studies and org. But I can feel that there’s still something missing that could really make me truly happy right now. I guess it’s about my faith and I just really have to work out again my relationship with God plus a thing I have really been longing for a very long time. However, I find it hard because I am really focused with school and I don’t have time for devotion, but yes I know that’s not an excuse. Then there are really some things which I could not let go that prohibits to fully restore my spiritual life.. I’m in college and honestly, I still really want to have fun. If ever I get involved again in a D-group, maybe I would open up to my leader but I am pretty sure that I won’t be able to do the right thing afterwards.

I would be in my third year already!!! and I’m starting to figure out what I would be doing after graduation. There’s this constant battle inside my head whether I should go to law school immediately or work/study abroad for awhile.

The past few days have been really stressful because of presswork. But then again, this is just the beginning of more stressful days or sleepless nights so I have to be ready for these things

School starts shockingly next week and yes, I didn’t feel that I had enough vacation. However, I am really glad that I don’t clamor for it and I don’t see my EB duties as a burden that I just want to get over with. 

My summer vacation has been mostly bombarded with team buildings, meetings and workshops; to sum it up-org activities. And so far so good. I feel that my vacation has been very productive. I think I would rather do something worthwhile than just to stay at home and lie on my bed all day with my computer and food. 

It's Mother's Day today and things have been going well earlier today- we went to church and ate at Pancake House. But when we got home, Candace was nowhere to be found. My brother and I searched the entire house then to no avail, we decided to go outside and look for her in our neighborhood. Unfortunately, we didn't find her and my brother was already crying.