#pleaseletmeloveyoupleaseiwillbegood

I would proceed to lie that I'm completely fine with being friends, like I'm not turning myself inside out getting over you while we also get closer—while you do things for me like lending me your sweater and telling me I wore it better. I would tell you I don't want to be in a relationship, which is true, but if it's you I wouldn't mind. Wrong; I'd love to be in one if it's with you. Say you still want me and I'd give in. Say you want me more now that we're closer and you automatically have all of me. I will love you in the way you wanted to be loved if you'd let me. You already consume my every waking thought but I would willingly be consumed all the more if you'd let me. And I wish you would. I don't care if it's inevitable that it could end. I already know that. I am someone who will always be moving places and I know you have dreams. One day, we might never meet again. I wish you'd give us a chance. I will do everything in my power to not make it feel like you're wasting your time. I can love you the way you want. If you'd let me.