#pleaselethimbeokay

It just breaks my heart knowing what this little man went through the past 24 hours. I am even more grateful that he is in my life because I need and love him with all my heart ❤️🍀 Clover owns my heart 100% #beensleepingallday #exhausted #helicoptermom #pleaselethimbeokay (at Waterside at Coquina Key) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7KaPpnJqNC/?igshid=h5bkbdy134q

I'm so worried about my horse tonight. I don't know why. He was absolutely fine when I life. A bit on quiet side but definitely way better than this morning. His fever was 101.5 this evening vs. 103.7 this morning. I just am so worried. I'm absolutely terrified that he is going to colic really badly tonight. He is got banamine and something else this morning and banamine tonight. I just can picture it. It is scaring me to death. I can also kind of picture the infection getting to the point of him having to be put down. That is more a fear not being able to actually picture it. I'm so scared right now. It is completely irrational but I'm like in tears.