#playlistj

Hi! Welcome to my archive. I have had a really rough year. Working life the world lmao. It has left me feeling like less of a person. So I have decided to take control. I want to be a person. Fully fledge and whole.

I am a black 20s trans dude. You can call me clay but I doubt I'll be talking much on this blog.

Some of what I'll be focusing on is

Drawing! I've never been great at it. but I want to learn. Plus I fucking hate pewdepie and if that fucker can do it so can i

Music! I used to write music, play guitar and piano and sing. I also used to love listening and finding new music and creating playlists that meant something. I want to engage in music again and also (once I get a real computer) start hosting an audio file library because streaming sucks

Therapy! I was in therapy for three years got a shit ton of diagnoses and then had to move states. I want to get back into therapy and also maybe try group therapy?

Writing! I used to write all the time. Used to write essays for fun. I want to start writing both creatively and academically again.

Getting out more! I lost a really close friend a month ago. It's been difficult for me to make friends my entire life. I really want to try doing more things going more places and meeting new people.

So here is where I'm going to keep track of the things I'm doing, if theyre working and more!

#ArtJ : doing those learn to draw in 30 days and whatever

#MusicJ : any music writing or concert goings

#PlaylistJ : playlists I make :)

#WritingJ : writings I decide to post

#talkingJ : just me talking about everything :)