#planet meme

Rigel: Have you ever gone on a rollercoaster?  

Yep, a good few times. Mostly at my high school’s end of year trips to M&D’s and Alton Towers. I thiiink the last time I went on one was when I was about 18 and I think it was at this one Pride Event that had taken place during one of those pop up carnivals

Betelgeuse: What’s something you can never forget about?  

It was 2008, and Serka Verduchka’s Dancing Lasha Tumbai grabbed me by the throat and dragged me into the weird world of Eurovision..

Pegasus: Favourite place to be? 

Probably our capital city, Edinburgh. I wouldn’t be able to live there but visiting always makes me feel happy. I have just a slew of great memories there.

Cygnus: Favourite weather?

Rain. Love it. I cannot stress this enough, rain slaps. Even when its bucketing down, I would gladly stand there and soak forever.

uranus: are you rebellious and do you act upon it frequently?

Oh god yes. I am the definition of someone digging in their heels or doing something out of spite. Oh, you want me to do this thing over here? How about I do the exact o p p o s i t e.

Although, no, to be fair to myself, all I want to do really is what I want to do. And it’s not necessarily rebellious to make plans and then have other people telling me that I should NOT do x and instead do y. Or to cancel x altogether because of their very personal preferences of what they feel I should be doing with my life. And then get upset when I keep doing what I am going to do. (Extra points if it ends up turning out just fine, or better!, for me in the end)

leo: what makes you the most confident?

I answered this for Mei, but I went into my anger for that one because that seems to be the theme of my emotions for today. So I’ll go into the other thing: finishing shit up. I feel really confident when I tackle a task, especially one that was laborious. Like this certificate program I’m in. That I hate. I know I am going to feel like really Cool Shit when I’m done with it… I just think it’s the dumbest thing in the world right now and WHY did I sign up for this again???

pluto: what is your biggest aspiration and why?

Sunflower Galaxy: Would you date/make friends with someone out of pity?

Absolutely not on both accounts. The closest I could ever do in that vein would be maybe reaching out to talk to someone out of empathy if they were lonely or feeling awful, but not out of pity.

And dating or staying friends with someone out of pity is just cruel. I can’t imagine ever doing that to someone.

Saturn: Any pets?

Not anymore, but me and my sister used to have rabbits and fish when we were younger!

My cousins and aunt have eleven cats tho so I just live vicariously through their pets.

You’ve always been in the shadow of someone else and it’s something you know you’ll never be able to escape. You feel like you’ll never manage to live up to the person you’re supposed to be and nothing you do is going to be good enough - it’s just good enough to scrap by. The harder you try, the harder you fall, and you’ve fallen from the pantheon, darling. You’re lost in knowing where to go when you aren’t trying to be better than something, prove that you’re worth it; it’s become an obsession much in the same way bracelets become. Pieces you wear like armor in public to hide how you’re adrift in a world that didn’t wait for you. ((I took this three times and I’m cracking up that this was the result.))