Agent Emerald
Episode 2; Only When I Have Something to Lose
â§words: 3,737
â§ warnings:gun violence, violence, blood, minor deaths, one sided love
â§pairing: agent!jimin x agent!y/n ft jungkook
â§genre: strangers to lovers
â§au: national intelligence service/agents/bodyguardsÂ
summary: Protecting Jungkook as you work for the secret service was a walk in the park, until things change for the worse and a new recruit is assigned as your partner, Agent Dorem.
The silence that follows Jinâs announcement is thick, almost suffocating, a charged pause stretched between breaths, broken only by the soft hum of the lights above and the occasional distant echo of footsteps down sterile NIS corridors.
Jimin, or rather, Agent Dorem, moves with quiet precision as he lowers himself into the seat at the far end of the long briefing table. His posture is relaxed, almost casual, but his eyes sweep the room like a blade in the dark. Calculating. Measuring. Assessing.
They pause on Jungkook.
Then flick to you.
The contact is brief, but you catch it. He offers you a nod. Polite. Controlled. Confident. Too confident.
Thereâs calm in his expression, yes, but itâs the kind of calm forged in fire. Not the absence of danger, but the control of it. And itâs unnerving.
Jungkook shifts uncomfortably in his seat, his body stiff with unease. He doesn't like this, doesnât like surprises, and certainly doesnât like strangers being added to his detail without explanation. Especially not when his life already feels like itâs spiraling out of control.
He finally speaks, voice low and hoarse. âWhy do I need another agent?â
His words arenât aggressive. But theyâre not welcoming either.
Jin, standing at the head of the table, folds his hands carefully in front of him. His gaze is steady, but there's weariness behind his eyes, the kind that only comes from carrying too many secrets for too long.
âBecause youâre the primary target now,â Jin says plainly. âAnd Agent Emerald canât be expected to handle everything alone, not with the threat level weâre facing.â
He pauses, letting the weight of that statement settle before continuing.
âDorem was pulled from deep undercover operations in Prague for this mission. That should tell you something.â
Your eyes drift to Jimin, studying him more closely now. Agent Dorem. Youâve heard the name whispered through NIS hallways. Sometimes with respect. Sometimes with fear. The kind of operative who didnât just complete missions, he ended them. No mess. No witnesses. No fingerprints.
The ghost behind a locked dossier.
And now heâs been assigned to your mission. Your mission.
Your fingers twitch against the fabric of your tactical pants, your gut tightening. Youâre not afraid of Jimin. But youâve learned enough to know: people like him donât walk into rooms without knowing how theyâll walk out of them.
Jimin finally speaks, his voice smooth, warmer than you expect, but with something unmistakably sharp beneath it. Like honey poured over broken glass.
âDonât worry, Jeon Jungkook,â he says evenly, leaning back slightly in his chair. âIâm not here to replace anyone.â
Jungkookâs jaw tenses. âI want to know why Iâm being hunted like prey,â he snaps, voice suddenly cracking with the weight of anger heâs been holding back. âWhy I canât walk across my own campus without wondering if thereâs a bullet with my name on it.âÂ
Thereâs a beat of silence. And then Jin sighs softly. Not out of frustration, out of grief. âYouâll know everything in time,â he says gently, but firmly. âFor now, Agent Dorem and Agent Emerald will operate as your protection team, effective immediately. Full co-operative oversight. Weâll be running intel on the Choo Mafia around the clock, tracking Sunghoonâs every move.â
The name slices through the air like an unsheathed knife.
Sunghoon.
Your father.
You keep your expression unreadable, but Jin notices the shift in your body, the way your shoulders tense, the way your jaw clenches.
President Jeon, silent until now, leans forward at the end of the table, fingers steepled. His voice is low and cold. âAnd when we find him?â
Everyoneâs gaze turns to Jin. Thereâs a pause, long, deliberate.
Jin doesnât hesitate out of fear. He hesitates because he knows the weight of what heâs about to say.
He looks at you.
âWe eliminate the threat.â
The words land like a gunshot. You swallow hard. You know exactly what eliminate means. And you know exactly who will be expected to pull the trigger when that time comes. You.
Your hand curls into a fist under the table, fingernails digging into your palm. Youâve trained your entire life for moments like that. But this one⌠this one cuts differently. Because the man you're being asked to kill isn't just a target in a file. Heâs your blood.Â
The meeting dissolves slowly, tension rising like steam as chairs scrape back and agents begin to file out, murmuring among themselves. You stay seated, unmoving, until Jin steps to your side and places a hand gently on your shoulder. âStay back a moment, Agent Emerald.â
Jungkook turns in the doorway, his dark eyes locking on yours, searching. For what, youâre not sure. You offer him a nod. âIâll be right there,â you murmur. Itâs the softest thing youâve said all day. He doesnât look satisfied, but he nods once and walks out.
The door clicks shut. And then itâs just you and Jin. The silence stretches between you, heavy with things neither of you want to say out loud.
Finally, Jin speaks. âY/NâŚâ His voice is soft. Careful. âWhereâs your head?â
You answer automatically. âIâm focused.â He doesnât move. Doesnât blink. âTry again.â You look away. He steps forward, standing directly in front of you now. âI know what he did to you,â he says quietly. âI was there when you showed up on NIS steps, bruised and bleeding, begging for a new life. I took you in. Trained you. Gave you a mission.â
You meet his gaze. âAnd now,â he continues, âyouâre going to have to look him in the eye again. But this time⌠itâs not just memory.â
His eyes hardened slightly. âThis time, if it comes to it, you may have to kill him.â Your heart kicks against your ribs, but your voice doesnât shake.
âIf he threatens Jungkook. Or the president. Or anyone else Iâm assigned to protect⌠I wonât hesitate.â Jin studies your face for a long time.
What he sees there seems to satisfy him. Finally, he nods once. âThen letâs start preparing.â He turns away, but before he can reach the door, he adds over his shoulder: âBecause war is coming, and itâs going to hit closer to home than either of us expected.â
When you step into the hallway, the air feels different. Charged. Thinner somehow. Jimin leans casually against the wall, hands in his jacket pockets. Heâs watching you with a knowing smile, not mocking, just amused. Like heâs already ten steps into the game.Â
âHope youâre ready to share the spotlight, Emerald,â he says with a wink. You roll your eyes, brushing past him. âJust try not to slow me down.â Jungkook stands between the two of you, arms crossed, shoulders tight with tension. His gaze shifts from you to Jimin and back again, confusion flickering behind his eyes. He doesnât say anything.
He doesnât need to. Heâs caught between two lives. Two protectors.Â
The three of you fall into step, walking side by side down the corridor toward the briefing room. Your boots click softly against the linoleum, your shadows stretched long under the cold ceiling lights.
You, Agent Emerald â trained, loyal, deadly, haunted by blood that wonât wash off.
Jimin, Agent Dorem â a mystery wrapped in charm, precise and unshakable.
And Jungkook â the boy at the center of a war he never asked for.
And as you walk together into the unfolding storm, one truth rises above all the others: This mission isnât just about justice anymore. Itâs personal. And it always has been.
Jimin broke the silence as the elevator descended, rocking slightly on his heels. âSo⌠are we all pretending this isnât painfully awkward, or are we saving that for the ride?â
Jungkook shot him a look. âI was planning on faking sleep the entire way.â You let out a quiet sigh. âLetâs save the whole bonding experience for after weâve survived our first mission without strangling each other.â Jimin raised an eyebrow, hand over his heart with exaggerated offense. âNoted. Iâll cancel the trust fall and campfire songs.â
You finally looked up. âPrague survived you. Thatâs impressive.â
âBarely,â Jungkook muttered under his breath.
Jimin pointed at him. âSee? He gets it.â
As the elevator dinged open to the underground level, the tension hadnât quite settled, not distrust, exactly. Just the sharp edges of three very different people trying to figure out if they were teammates, or just passengers in the same doomed carpool.
Jimin casually tossed the keys up. âIâll drive.â You raised an eyebrow. âYou sure thatâs wise? First impressions are important.â
âRelax,â he said, grinning as he unlocked the SUV. âI only hit one curb. Ever.â You just rolled your eyes and settled into the passenger seat.
With a low hum, the engine started.
The drive was quiet. Too quiet. The soft hum of the engine filled the air between the three of you, a static lull thick with tension and everything left unsaid. Streetlights cast passing glows across the interior of the matte-black SUV as it cut through the heart of Seoul. Outside, the city was winding down, but inside the vehicle, everything felt like it was still holding its breath.
Jimin drove with one hand draped over the wheel, the other occasionally tapping the turn signal, eyes locked on the road ahead. Calm. Confident. Controlled.
From the backseat, Jungkook was stiff, arms crossed, shoulders squared, chin tilted toward the window as if he could phase through it and vanish into the night. Every so often, his jaw would twitch like he was grinding down a thousand thoughts behind clenched teeth.
You sat beside him, eyes flicking between the rearview and the tension practically vibrating off of him. âHey,â you said softly, leaning in just a little. âYou okay?â
A beat.Â
âNo.â
His voice was quiet, but flat. Honest. You didnât push. Just waited.
âI trust you,â he muttered after a long pause, not looking at you. âYouâre the only one I trust. And now heâs here.â
Your gaze shifted to the rearview mirror, where you could see Jiminâs eyes briefly glance back, unreadable. âI get it,â you murmured. âItâs a lot. And it happened fast. But this isnât about trust, itâs about keeping you alive.â Jungkook turned toward you, finally, eyes sharp.Â
âYouâre saying I should trust him?â
âIâm saying you donât have to trust him. Just let him do his job.â
âHeâs not you.â The words were raw. Unfiltered. And they landed heavier than you expected. You opened your mouth, but Jiminâs voice cut in smoothly from the front seat. âI donât plan on being her. But I do plan on keeping you breathing, so if it helps, pretend Iâm just another weapon in your arsenal.â Jungkook scoffed.
Minutes later, the car descended into the underground garage of Jungkookâs penthouse. Jimin parked clean and fast, like clockwork. Engine off. Silence again. Jungkook was the first to get out. His movements were brisk, almost like he couldnât get away fast enough.
You followed close behind. Jimin shut the driverâs door with a quiet thud and took a slow glance around the concrete structure, scanning the corners, exits, and cameras. Always analyzing.
The three of you moved as a unit toward the private elevator. Fingerprint scan. Retinal confirmation. Security code. You completed each step with smooth, practiced ease. Jimin lingered near the keypad, watching. âNot bad,â he remarked.
âThough I wouldâve installed a silent failsafe in the hallway. Pressure sensors.âÂ
You arched a brow. âWeâre not fortifying a bunker.âÂ
âMight as well be.â
When the elevator dinged and opened, Jungkook stepped in first, not waiting. You and Jimin followed. The tension in the confined space was palpable.Â
As you ascended to Jungkookâs floor, Jimin broke the silence.
âThis place doesnât make sense,â he said. âYouâve got the presidentâs son stashed in a luxury apartment complex with a bunch of civilians two floors below. Thatâs your security plan?â You didnât look at him, just folded your arms. âNIS has him protected.â
Jimin gave you a look like that wasnât enough.
You sighed. âHigh-profile targets get pulled into private safehouses, sure, but keeping someone like Jungkook locked in a bunker 24/7? That would draw more attention than protection. Everyone watches the buildings with the gates and the security. But no one suspects the top floor of a luxury high-rise with a tight internal system and anonymous NIS tech running behind the scenes.â
Jimin raised an eyebrow. âAnonymous?â You smirked. âThe neighbors think theyâre just lucky to have clean elevators and stable power. They donât realize the guy next door is being protected by three surveillance satellites, six rotating agents, and a dog trained to kill on command.â
The elevator chimed. You stepped out first, scanning the corridor with muscle memory. Jungkook moved to his door. Jimin trailed behind, still absorbing the unseen layers around him.
âOk so,â Jimin said casually as he made his rounds, âIf youâre supposed to be watching over Jungkook 24/7âŚâ He turned toward you with a smirk. âWhy donât you just live with him?âÂ
You turned mid-stride, your expression unreadable, and raised a finger. âOne,â you said, voice calm, âJungkook is a grown man. Iâm sure he wouldnât want to be rooming with his female best friend. He deserves his privacy.â
Jimin raised a brow.
You lifted a second finger. âTwo. He has his panic button. And Bam.â
You stopped in front of the next door, turned, and added a third finger. âThree. Iâm his next-door neighbor.â
You flashed Jimin a sly smile and pointed to the door to your own apartment. Jimin blinked. âYouâre serious.â You shrugged, leaning against the doorframe. âClose enough to be first if anything happens. Far enough to give him space.â Jungkook, without missing a beat, muttered, âCouldâve fooled me with how often youâre knocking on my door like a neighborhood watch.â That earned a small laugh from Jimin, the kind that was trying very hard not to be a smirk. He simply offered a low chuckle. âWell, this is going to be fun.â You rolled your eyes. Jungkook didnât say anything else.Â
He unlocked the door to his apartment and stepped inside. The lights flicked on automatically, revealing the familiar, sleek interior. Marble floors. Chrome finishes. Modern art that probably costs more than most cars. And yet⌠it didnât feel like home tonight. A familiar sound echoed from within Bamâs claws clicking against the hardwood as he came bounding into view. âHey, Bam,â Jungkook murmured, kneeling to greet his dog. Bam immediately pushed his nose into Jungkookâs hands, tail wagging wildly, whining with recognition and relief. Jungkook let out the smallest sigh, pressing his forehead against Bamâs.âMissed you too, buddy.â Then Bam turned, padding toward Jimin with slow curiosity. He gave a cautious sniff, circling once, then looked up at him with narrowed but interested eyes.Â
âHeâs sizing you up,â you commented with a knowing smirk. âSeems fair,â Jimin replied, letting Bam sniff his hand. After a moment, the dog gave a single wag of approval and padded over to you. You knelt briefly, stroking behind his ears.
Jimin did a silent sweep the moment he stepped in. Corners. Windows. Closets. Jungkook didnât like it. And it showed.Â
âYouâll be staying at my place. Next door. We rotate shifts, but until we have a read on Sunghoonâs next move, youâre sticking close.â
Jimin didnât argue. âGot it. Hope you have good coffee.â
You chuckled. âI donât drink coffee.â Jimin blinked. âWait, what?â
You shrugged. âIt makes me jittery. I like knowing I can be that sharp on instinct alone.â He chuckled under his breath. âTerrifying. And impressive.â As he followed you toward your apartment, Jungkook stood quietly inside his own, watching the door you just disappeared behind.Â
Your apartment was expected. Neat but lived-in. Weapons hidden in plain sight if you knew where to look. A wall of shelves stacked with case files, weapons manuals, and well-worn copies of novels about betrayal and war. On the coffee table, a half-built pistol sat next to a mug of untouched herbal tea.
Jimin gave a low whistle. "Feels like a safehouse. Smells like vanilla.â
You shrugged, locking the door behind him. "Helps me sleep."
He walked further in, letting his eyes scan every inch, habit more than suspicion. "You always keep your place this ready?"
"Itâs not readiness. Itâs muscle memory." You gestured to the couch. "You can crash there, or in the spare room down the hall. Sheets are clean. Donât bleed on them." He chuckled and dropped his bag by the couch. "Not planning to." You studied him for a second longer than necessary, then turned away. "Kitchenâs stocked. Just donât touch the left cabinet. Thatâs mine." He glanced at it with mock suspicion. "Explosives?"
"Snacks. You can guess which ones Iâm more protective over." Jiminâs laughter softened the edge in the room. It was strange. For two people trained to kill in silence, the quiet between you felt manageable. Even comfortable. Not quite trust. But not quite danger either. You handed him a spare blanket, then paused. "You snore?"
Jimin looked almost offended. "Only when Iâm dreaming about saving your life." You rolled your eyes. "Good. Then letâs hope tonight is dreamless."
He didnât say anything as he sank onto the couch, finally allowing his body to relax. You flicked off the lights and disappeared into your room, leaving the door slightly ajar.
The next morning arrived far too early for anyone's liking.
Before the sun had fully crested the skyline, a sharp, rhythmic knock echoed from Jungkook's bedroom door. The sound wasnât frantic. It was deliberate.
âJeon Jungkook,â you called through the door, voice steady. âUp. Now.â
Inside, Jungkook groaned into his pillow, dragging a blanket further over his head like it might protect him from your persistence. He knew better. Seconds later, his door creaked open and you stepped inside with your usual no-nonsense stride.
âIs it an emergency?â he mumbled, face still buried. You marched up to the bed, grabbed the covers, and yanked them off in one smooth pull.
âOnly if you consider being helpless in a combat situation an emergency. Which you should.â His eyes cracked open, confusion still hazy. âItâs four. In the morning.â
âThatâs when agents train,â you replied without missing a beat. âYou want to survive? Then you train like us.â Jungkook sat up slowly, rubbing his face. âYou didnât say anything about this last night.â You tossed him a hoodie. âIf I had, youâd have spent the night pretending you were sick. Surprise is a better motivator.âHe muttered something under his breath, dragging himself out of bed. âI thought I had two agents assigned to me.â
âYou do. But we canât babysit you forever.â Your voice turned more serious. âIf something happens. If weâre not there. You need to be able to hold your own. NIS protocol or not, youâre the presidentâs son. That makes you a target. Which means now, it makes you one of us.â
âYay. So honored,â Jungkook deadpanned as he pulled his hoodie over his head.
An hour later, the three of you stood in front of NIS Headquarters under a sky still tinged with dawn. The towering glass and steel building gleamed with a quiet authority, its mirrored surface reflecting the empty roads and shifting clouds overhead.
Security was tight, but no one stopped you. Facial scans, retina recognition, biometric clearance. You breezed through them all.
Inside, the halls buzzed faintly with the pulse of the nationâs intelligence nerve center. Agents moved with purpose, reports in hand or earpieces chirping with coded updates. As the trio descended into the sublevel training complex, the air thickened with energy. The muted thud of sparring hits, the sharp retort of gunfire from the shooting ranges, and the rhythmic pounding of boots against obstacle course pads all formed a pulse you could feel in your bones.
You led them into a private training room reserved for elite ops. Massive, padded floors, reinforced glass observation panels, racks of training weapons, and programmable combat dummies lining the wall.
âWelcome to the jungle,â Jimin muttered with a grin, dropping his gym bag to the floor and stretching his neck until it cracked.
Jungkook looked around, arms still folded across his chest. âThis feels excessive.â
âExcessive is staying alive,â you shot back. âYou're not just a protected anymore. Youâre a liability if you canât defend yourself.â
You tossed him a pair of grappling gloves and padded forearm guards. He caught them awkwardly. âFirst lesson,â Jimin said, stepping onto the mat, âis that your body isnât your enemy. Fear is.â Jungkook groaned, already dreading the soreness heâd be feeling by noon. âRemind me again why Iâm doing this?â
âBecause I didnât give you a choice,â you said, voice clipped, but not unkind.
âLetâs start with stance,â Jimin added, motioning for Jungkook to step up. âBasic guard. Legs apart, dominant foot back, fists up. Pretend Iâm about to kill you.â
Jungkook blinked. âAgain, loving the positive energy in this room.â
You paced around them as Jungkook hesitantly mirrored Jiminâs posture. You observed with sharp eyes, occasionally stepping in to reposition his elbows, widen his stance, lower his shoulders. He was tense, but coachable. You could work with that.
The first hour was nothing but conditioning. Footwork, balance, agility drills, all under your sharp commands. Jungkook fell twice. Then four times. He was drenched in sweat by the time Jimin called a break.
You handed him a bottle of water and a towel, crouching beside him.
âYouâre not bad,â you said. âYouâre just not used to fighting back.â
He looked up at you, chest heaving. âDidnât think Iâd have to.â
You stared at him a moment longer. âYouâre going to have to do a lot of things now.â
âGreat. Canât wait to add dodge-rolls and trauma to my resume.â
Across the room, Jimin was resetting the dummies and entering new difficulty levels into the control panel. He glanced over his shoulder.
âAfter this, weâll hit the range. I want to see how well you aim under pressure.â Jungkookâs groan was theatrical. âYou guys really donât believe in breakfast first, huh?â
âPain before pancakes,â you replied with a smirk.
âCan I at least get pancakes after?â
âNo promises.â
Jimin grinned. âIf you survive the day without crying, Iâll consider it.â You chuckled softly, surprising even yourself. Jungkook, still sprawled out on the mat, glanced between the two of you. His curiosity finally got the better of him. âOkay,â he said, pointing between you and Jimin, âBe honest. Whoâd win in a spar between you two?â You and Jimin exchanged a slow glance. Jimin raised a brow, the corner of his mouth twitching upward. âWant to find out?â
You cracked your knuckles. âYou sure you want him to see you lose on his first day?â
âOh please,â Jimin laughed, already stepping onto the mat. âLetâs give him a show.â Jungkook scrambled to the side like a kid at his first martial arts tournament, wide-eyed and eager. âThis is the best day of my life.â
You both circled each other on the mat. Tension coiled between you like a live wire. Jimin moved first â a calculated jab that you ducked before sweeping a leg toward his feet. He jumped, spun, and landed with a grin.
âNot bad,â he said.
âYouâre slow,â you countered.
They traded blows, swift and fluid. Neither of you gave the other the upper hand for more than a second. Jungkookâs head moved like he was watching a ping-pong match. At one point, you rolled across Jiminâs back and landed on your feet. He managed to block your follow-up kick by a hair.
After five intense minutes, both of you broke into a sweat, breathing hard, grinning. Jungkook stood and clapped, completely invested. âOkay, I take back everything I said about this training being unnecessary. That was sick.â
You smirked at Jimin. âCall it a draw?â Jimin nodded, chest still rising and falling. âUntil next time.â Before the sweat could even dry on your backs, you nodded toward the back of the room. âRange. Letâs go.â
Jungkook groaned dramatically from where he still sat, wiping his forehead with a towel. âYou two fight like you're auditioning for a spy movie and now you want me to shoot things?â You tilted your head. âYes. Because people are trying to shoot you. Figure it out.â
Jimin clapped a hand on Jungkookâs shoulder as he passed. âDonât worry. The first time I held a gun, I dropped it. You canât do worse than that.â
âYou dropped it?â Jungkook asked, both alarmed and curious.
âI was eleven,â Jimin replied with a grin. âAlso, it was loaded. Also, it shot a hole through a cement wall.â
âWow. Okay. Feeling super safe now.â The range was dim, sterile, and humming with pressure-sensitive floor panels. You handed Jungkook a matte black pistol with practiced ease. He stared at it like it might bite him.
âGrip is firm but relaxed,â you said, stepping beside him. âDon't overthink. Just feel the weight. Trust your aim.â Jungkook took the stance Jimin had shown him earlier. Elbows tight. Shoulders stiff. Jimin chuckled. âHeâs wound up like a pretzel.â You moved behind Jungkook, gently guiding his arms down, adjusting the angle of his grip. âRelax. If you shoot like youâre bracing for an earthquake, youâll miss every time.â He let out a breath. âNo pressure or anything.â
âSafetyâs off. Youâre live.â The first shot cracked through the room. It hit wide, barely grazing the edge of the target. Jungkook frowned. âSeriously?â
Jimin leaned against the wall. âHey, at least you hit the paper. Thatâs better than my first shot.â
âLiar.â Jungkook narrowed his eyes and took another breath. This time, he adjusted slightly. Fired. A little closer to the center. You gave the faintest nod. âBetter.â
âDonât get cocky,â Jimin warned. âNow do it again. And again. Until your hands donât shake anymore.â Jungkook glanced at him. âIs that how you learned?â Jiminâs smile faded into something quieter. âYeah. More or less.â
You watched Jungkookâs grip tighten. There was no shortcut to strength. But he was willing. That was enough for now.
âWeâre done for today,â you announced, your voice firm but not unkind as you ejected the magazine from your pistol and set it on the bench. âGear down.â
Jungkook let out a breath, part relief, part sheer exhaustion. Jimin didnât speak, already disarming his weapon with the practiced ease of someone who had done this more times than he could count. The range, moments ago filled with the echo of gunfire and sharp commands, now felt too quiet. The only sounds were the distant whir of the air system and the dull clatter of equipment being returned to its place. You stepped back from the shooting lane and pulled off your gloves, watching as Jungkook sluggishly unfastened the gear strapped to his torso. He was slow but focused. It was the kind of exhaustion that came with learning the hard way. He didnât complain. The three of you moved through the motions in silence, stowing weapons, stripping off vests, and grabbing your bags. The transition from fieldwork to downtime was always a strange shift, a kind of unspoken decompression. But this time, it felt more like survival. Earned and necessary. âLetâs go,â you said, slinging your bag over your shoulder.
No one argued. Jimin opened the door and led the way out of the training floor. The hallway was dim and cold by contrast, lined with concrete and steel. You walked in step behind him while Jungkook followed, slower, his footsteps a little uneven. The elevator hummed as it descended toward the lower level of HQ, toward the locker rooms and that familiar, muted world agents returned to when they needed a breath. Jungkook didnât ask where you were going. He just kept moving forward.
The locker room was cool and quiet, a sanctuary of steam and silence compared to the chaos below. It wasnât the communal one used by junior agents; this was tucked deeper inside HQ, lined with reinforced lockers, softly humming air vents, and an atmosphere worn down by experience.
Jimin dropped his bag onto the bench with a grunt and stretched his arms overhead. âRemind me not to volunteer for sparring before coffee again.â
You managed a faint smile. âRemind me why you keep thinking Iâd go easy on you.â
Jungkook was the last one in, slower with his movements. He just looked like heâd finally begun to understand how heavy this world could be. After a quick rinse and a change of clothes, you led the way through the corridor past the locker room, a route most agents didnât know existed. A hidden hallway with no label, just a fingerprint panel and an unassuming steel door. Inside was the lounge reserved for high-clearance operatives: all quiet sophistication, dim lights, and plush chairs that invited exhaustion.
This was where agents went when they didnât want to be seen. But didnât want to be alone. And today, it was yours.
Jimin was the first to drop into one of the low armchairs, exhaling slowly like the tension was finally starting to bleed out of his shoulders. He slung a towel around his neck and stared at the ceiling like it might offer answers. You took a seat on the edge of the couch across from him, sipping from a bottle of water, your mind still half on the training floor. Jungkook hovered nearby at first, pacing a little, arms crossed like he hadnât quite decided if he belonged in this space yet or in any of it.
The quiet settled between the three of you until Jungkookâs voice cut through it. âDo you remember your first mission?â
You glanced over at him. Neither you nor Jimin answered right away.
You leaned back into the cushions and let your gaze wander toward the far wall. âRecovery op,â you said finally. âTwo agents went dark. No comms. No intel. They sent us in blind.â
Jungkook tilted his head. âDid you find them?â
âOne,â you said, your voice soft but steady. âThe other... wasnât in one piece.â
The weight of the words hung between you all. Even the filtered air felt heavier now. Jimin exhaled, long and slow. âMine was in New York,â he said, his voice quieter now. âWe had to get a scientist out before he was handed over to the wrong people. It was supposed to be quick, in and out.â He paused. âBut our intel was off. The exit point was compromised. Everything went sideways. I had to get him out on foot, through crowded streets, in the rain. He was bleeding badly, and I dislocated my shoulder helping him over a wall.â He gave a half-shrug. âNot exactly what they put in the training manuals.â
You arched a brow at him, and for a beat, he gave the ghost of a grin. But he didnât elaborate. Jungkook finally dropped into the seat beside you, his posture folding in slightly as the weight of what heâd asked and what heâd heard settled into his bones. âSo you both almost died,â he murmured. âAnd now youâre here. Babysitting me.â You looked at Jungkook, your expression softening just a touch. âYouâre not dead weight, Jungkook. Youâre the mission. And if that means weâre risking our necks to keep you alive, then so be it.â
He studied his hands, fingers twitching faintly. âDoes it ever get easier?â
You didnât answer immediately. You glanced at Jimin, who didnât say anything either. Finally, you drew a breath. âNo,â you said. âBut you get better at carrying it. You learn when to put it down. And when not to.â
Jungkook nodded, but it was slow, not because he disagreed, but because he was still parsing the truth of it. The cold, sharp edge of the world you lived in was starting to press into him now. After a while, he leaned forward again, elbows on his knees. His voice was almost hesitant now.
âDo you guys ever get scared?â You didnât look at him. Instead, you stared down at your hands, at the calluses and fading bruises. You didnât speak for a long moment. âOnly when I have something to lose,â you said quietly.
Jiminâs gaze flicked over to you, unreadable, but something in the tightness around his eyes shifted. He didnât speak, but you saw the faintest flicker in his expression. Agreement. Or maybe memory. The room fell into another silence, but this one was different. Heavier, yes, but not cold. Not stifling. It was a silence that knew it didnât need to be filled. For the first time since this mission started, you werenât just three people thrown together by NIS protocol. You were starting to feel like a team. And underneath all the training and silence and combat drills, that realization was the only thing that offered any comfort at all.
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