GET THE IT THE FUCK TOGETHER PRINCESS!!! GROW UP!!!

So because my sister is Lazy as Fuck. Not only were my plans ruined for today. But because of her my plans are ruined for tomorrow. And she stole my hat! And has the gull to ask to borrow more stuff/ to baby sit. Someone needs to remind me I'm too pretty for prison.

Okay so this is really annoying. My little cousins live with us now and I'm always so overwhelmed and frustrated all the time and i ask my mom if i can go to my grandmas and she literally guilt trips me for wanting to go see my grandmother and bio mom, she says “Why do you want to go over their.” in that annoying parent voice. Thats not normal.  and last night i vented to one of my cousins about it and he told her and my mom (Aunt) Took it as i hated her. Even though having some time away and some space away from this adjustment would be therapeutic she still says no. Like i wanna go see my bio mom and grandma thats not right that you are keeping me from them anyways. I went up to her today and said “I need some time away, i need to get away i need a break, i need to go somewhere.” and she said “regardless of what you think of me i am the boss and you have to do what i say.” Its not like that at all i know she is the boss of me and everything i just need to go I'm so stressed and so overwhelmed and stressed out and she is so damn blind to it. i need a break and she pulls the I'm the boss card. Hate to break it to you mommy dearest I'm not your prisoner. 

You know what, I'm done!!! You think I don't do my job. Well I've done this job a long time, years in fact!! I'm sick & tired of getting seconded guessed. Like if you think I don't do my job, then please go ahead & do it yourself. Maybe you can do it better, yeah right!! You don't even know what the hell I do. Get out of your damn office & see what we deal with!!