#pipipeeps

hii omg its been like 2yrs since i was active im so sorry

so basically i fell out of love with enstars long before the akatsuki stuff happened but that really sealed the deal that im not going back ....... and besides enstarsblr always made me feel like it was more of a popularity contest as opposed to people genuinely caring about creators and trying to fit into a space where i just didnt feel comfortable was super stressful for my little rat brain ue ue

i have a new tumblr and all but its mostly persona art rbs and random yapping so i dont think ill share it but im so sorry i disappeared on everyone ! i really mean it i hate that i just poofed but my only coping mechanism for anything is to just isolate and move accs but this leaves a lot of mysteries around what happened to me to people who arent in my personal circle ...

unfortunately this means i dont think ill be answering anymore asks or writing anymore esp cuz i also lost my passion for writing ....... mental health tanked sooooo hard and the quality of my writing has gotten significantly worse with How Little i write

im so so so sorry to anyone this disappoints i really am ... i hope you guys understand where im coming from with all this and im so sorry this answer turned into yap city but yknow ! shit happenssss

i love you all dearly and i hope you can find other writers to love and support . thank you all for the asks in the past and even the ones long after i went inactive ! i wish i could engage with everyone again but right now i just ... im in hiding and i cant really see myself coming back out anytime soon