#pinkvarga

little mouse

WHEN THEY GOT YURI AT THE FUNCTION 🤩🤩🤩

So Jesse has something soft to feel when he has a PTSD attack to bring him back to the present from the attack so I can picture this time literally in the bed, the couch, etc he just holds Nacho and feels his curly dark hair while nacho sits playing angry birds maybe being ok with it 😆

( like someone with a anxiety panic attack using ice cubes as means of coming back to the present mentally from the panic attack and as a person that has panic attacks I can say this is true ).

I absolutely love that idea! Especially since Todd was all creepy with the way he'd pet Jesse head sometimes (I don't know if you've seen movie but there are alot questionable/creep moments with them - the head rubbing and Todd's apartment 😷) And maybe as away to help Jesse reclaim that part of himself again Nacho lets him touch his head as well? Edit: I just love the idea of that helping Jesse through a panic attack 💙

“’M mad at you,” Jesse mumbled.

He was drunk. They both were, but Nacho was pretty sure Jesse was drunker. More drunk. Whatever.

In hindsight, trying to out-drink Mike had been a supremely bad idea. He wasn’t sure how they’d gotten here from the bar, but they were both lying on the floor in Jesse’s living room.

He frowned at Jesse’s words. “Why?”

There was a hand on his face, which surprised him so much that he didn’t swat it away. Jesse had pushed himself up on one elbow and was looking down at him with a very intense expression.

“You’re so pretty,” Jesse said with a scowl. “It’s unfair, yo. Makes me wanna, like…”

He trailed off, and squished Nacho’s cheeks together until his lips puckered. It made it hard to smile. “You think I’m pretty?”

“Fuck off,” Jesse told him.

Nacho reached up and tugged at him. He was going for a kiss, but underestimated his own strength and ended up just sort of yanking Jesse down until he was sprawled halfway over Nacho’s body.

That was good too, he decided.

“You’re pretty, too,” Nacho said. “But I’m not mad at you for it.”

“That’s ’cause you’re a dick,” Jesse grumbled. “…Wait.”