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Having a depressive episode again.

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I don't know if I'm having a depressive episode or not, but, coming back to discord (i am mostly active on) just feels different. I feel suddenly sad and lonely. I AM sad and lonely. Because I only have one irl friend and live in a tiny town while most are from the city. I have met and made friends. One of the greatest friends that I could ever be truly blessed with. But, being in a lewd server? Just flirting, teasing and shit, my biggest weakness is I end up falling too easily. I get too close. I tell myself plenty of times to not to yet I do anyway. I will say, I am an emotionally attached person. I care too much to the bone about anyone I come across.

I will say this. I hate love. Relationships sucks dick. Love is a disgusting manic feeling that makes me want to throw up and cringe. I am a loving easily corrupted whore in a lonely world who is also nothing but a pure nuisance. Anyone someone else ignores me or feel left out, I thought, I think to myself, did I do something wrong? Am I bothering? Or should we stop being friends and talking?

I don't want to full time fuck anyone. I just want to spend time being with you. My friends. I love and care for. All my heart. Even if it's on discord and live in different states. I plan on God's time I WILL get to see them. I am working on it. HE knows I am putting ALL my heart and soul into it, but right now, I'm just too depressed to even DO anything else.

I've been into many relationships.

no. 1, having a long distance relationship for 7 years with an ex who is emotionally distant, pure fucking whenever i need attention, constant ghosting, and emotionally checked out.

A long time (ex) best friend who became toxic and aggressive towards me before cutting her completely out of my life.

Being the three wheeler of so-called friends in college.

I have no idea anymore. But I will say this now. I am a nuisance. I am annoying. I, annoy everyone.