#pillowmint

Leaked episode of the next season

Just kidding y'all

It's this specific scene

But

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMAAAAAAA

we all love you and cherish youuuu mwamwamwa. Also to cheetah won nonnie: GET THEIR FUCKING ASS HELL YES YOU GO CHEETAH WON

Mama I hope you have the sweetest, happiest birthday of all with a lot of hugs and presents and cum from Jay and Won and alllll the boys that have your head delirious with want

I love you!!

-pillowmint anon 💚

blr is an opp bc there's so many asks i cant answer and other asks that just won't show up omg like they're there one second and then i never see them again. who's doing this to me sometimes i'm worried some anons might think i'm ignoring them 😭😭😭

THANK YOU!!!!!! me and jaywon are in bed rn actually #true

what happened????? AS SOON AS I COME BACK, SOMETHING HAPPENS AND LEAVES ME HEARTBROKEN.I MISS HIM ALREA.DY AUGHHH

On a different note, how ate you doing? I know m the news is hard to cope with, but at least you have us, right? I hope its not affecting you too much.

-a very sad pillowmint anon

I'm so sorry. I know that's not much, given the situation, but I want you to understand that what those people said is not okay and that everyone here who has an ounce of common sense knows that. I wish I could give you a hug right now because receiving those things, especially for what you write, is awful and reprehensible and makes me tense up in anger. Because who the fuck has the right to talk to anyone like that?! There's an anonymous button there, sure, but that doesn't mean you have to abuse it to serve your fragile sense of purity and entitlement. As an asexual person myself, there are a LOT of topics I personally am uncomfortable with, but that doesn't mean I'm going to be a dickhead and harass the authors for it. That's stupid and immature and inconsiderate. Genuinely, fuck them. What you write, Nia, is amazing. Dark content isn't often explored enough, and the way you specifically write it - with such care and passion, making the situation realistic enough but also with gentle reminders hidden beneath the folds of your words here and there that this is a fictional situation that is very unlikely to happen and is definitely unhealthy - is what nearly everyone on here craves. Carnally. especially how you write won he's - IT'S - delicious

I don't know; I find it funny because I consider myself religious? I'm not Christian, but I believe in a lot of the same things and yet here I am. And I don't think exploring your desires or how these things work is sinful at all. So these people really don't have any right to be acting all high and mighty with you and saying that they're purer simply because they don't read dark content. I'm quite sure that if they're sending rape threats, there is a lottttt of unholy things going on in their mind that they'd nag at others for having. Holy people indeed.

ANYWAYS, how are you, Nia :DD? It's been SOOOO long since I've last been on here, but I'm glad to see everyone here is okay and doing well!! ALSO NEW NONNIE ALERT WELCOME TO SOCIALLY UNHINGED CHAOS, 💖👑, PLEASE ENJOY YOUR STAYYYY

AUGHHH the past few days have been SO draining for me because I've been suffering from burnout and also because my grandma has come to stay for a few months. So I've had to help my mum and my siblings a lot around the house. The problem is that she does EVERYTHING for us because she thinks we aren't capable enough to do it by ourselves T_T. And also she doesn't speak English, and even though I can understand the language our family speaks fully, I CANT PROPERLY SPEAK IT AND ITS KILLING ME. My mother, even though she isn't the best parent... didn't have the best childhood, and uh. I think it shows.

I DON'T KNOWWWW there is so many things I want to do and I don't have the energy or the time to do them and it's slowly poisoning me from the inside because I'm always helping out. I want to read, I want to write, I want to work on my manga, I want to make keychains and I want to make little button pins so me and my siblings can match. I want to go outside and dance in the rain. I want to do well in my start of semester exams. Sorry, I sound like a petulant child here (￣▽￣||). But I mean, I love helping and working, but I need time to breathe. And it really doesn't help when all the chores I like doing are taken away. Augh sorry I sound so whiny here I didn't mean to word it like this but I trued to word it better and it didn't work ദ്ദി╥ ᴗ ╥)

Sorry for the rant. ALSO NIA I READ MILK AND COOKIE AND AJSJEJKRKFKFKFKFL WON HELLOOOOOO SCREAMING CRYING SQUIRTING wHY IS HE LIKE THATTTT AUGHH

I know I'm like... really late T_T but happy holidays, Nia!!! I personally don't celebrate, but I LOVEEEE all the lights and snow and pretty colours and also all the decorations up in the city square this time of year. Not to mention all the little wooden stalls selling all sorts of hot treats and tiny trinkets, and all the happiness around this time of year too. I hope you had a good time :DD

Ily so much girl, please never combust and remember to take breaks!! Burnout is NOT fun (<- as a burnout expert myself) so be sure to rake care of yourself. Oh, and if its cold where you live, have a hot drink while you write :DDD!! I find it ✨️enhances the experience✨️, so to speak. I personally adore a hot chocolate in these trying times (real hot choccy made with REAL CHOCOLATE in a saucepan, not the packet stuff) or a cappuccino if I'm not feeling it.

Anyways I can't remember what else I was supposed to say, so BYEEEEE NIAAAA (∩˃o˂∩)♡ <3333

-pillowmint anon 💚💚

hi baby i just sat down to answer this but i read it when you sent it!!! it's been a little my love and i missed you :3

i'm okay don't worry!! it really doesn't get to me at all 😭 i think it's ridiculous and i'm just annoyed at the fact that these came from me defending dark content the past few days because!! imagine thinking you have this morally superior stance bc of fictional stuff but then go out of your way to wish harm on REAL people... if 2 + 2 is 4.... but honestly i think a lot of the hate comes from people that are ashamed of themselves for what they secretly enjoy and need to project onto other people bc why be so vocal about it then!!! mind you this all started bc an ex mutual of mine made a post about how disgusting noncon in fiction is and how whoever consumes it needs help, and while you're allowed to be uncomfortable by it, why be mutual with several dark content writers then??? esp me since i've made it clear time and time again what kind of blog mine is :/ apparently i'm defending and normalizing real life rape over this but i'm also the one getting threats in my inbox so make it make sense

anyways. i then found out that that mutual literally reblogged a noncon fic two months ago on her other blog so like.... i think she needs to look within before pointing fingers at other people!

thank you so much for enjoying what i write ❤️ i know it's not the best idea (if you ask other people) to have both fluffy cutesy fics and dark content fic on the same blog like i do, but i enjoying writing and reading both, so i'll keep doing me!! i spend quite some time making sure the warnings are correct and extensive and if someone hates certain things and tropes so much they can't bear even seeing it in the warnings then... this is not the blog for them and that's perfectly fine! so many other talented writers on here who would love to get their support

rant over that was long!!! damn sorry

i've been okay! super busy bc i'm the chef™️ for family gatherings and i have to cook for tonight's dinner too LMFAO but! i go over at my bestie's for the rest of the night so it cancels out (im being dramatic i actually really enjoy cooking <3 i just hate the grocery shopping that comes before hosting) AND WELCOME KING SQUIRT NONNIE INDEED!!!!

the only thing i'm kinda Eh about is that i haven't had much time to write, and i'm running late on all my projects like omg 💔💔💔

omg i'm gonna do a little prayer circle for you bc i personally hate having family over for long periods of time.... it's exhausting

i was fortunate enough to know how to speak my mother tongue (even if with a very thick accent LMFAO) so i always talked to my other relatives but i know that must be so sad and awkward :( my sister can't speak it and also doesn't understand it really well so i see it firsthand and it makes me so sad pls. and i also relate to the mother sentiment so much </3 i'm so sorry bby you're mot alone in that!! sometimes i'm so angry at her because i would never treat a child the way she treated me, but i also know that she's a product of her environment and is just doing what she thinks is best :( life has historically always been incredibly hard on women and we can feel sad for the pain they've lived through while also remembering we deserved better ❤️ and it's on us to break the cycle

A MANGA THAT'S SO COOL!!! you're sooo cool i adore artists sm <333 i wish i could be more inclined but.... very mid editing and writing that's all i got LMFAO i hope you get some time to focus on your project soon!!! house chores are so draining icb it's labor women have always done for free omg we need to stone men. and good luck with the start of your semester!! i know you're gonna rock it ⭐️

AAAAAA THANK YOU FOR READING!!! i was wine drunk at 8 pm and knew if i didn't sit down to churn smth quick out i would've left everyone without a end of the year fic </3 so i locked in

i'm baptized as a catholic and everything but i'm very much atheist and that doesn't stop me from celebrating xmas idc!!! I LOVE THE HOLIDAYS SM they make me so happy ☹️ THE WOODEN STALLSSS my favorite omg we make this warm wine infused with spices and it's the best thing ever it's so nice and wintery and they always sell it in those stalls

i love you so much more cutie :( you too!!! i'm a little bit of a warm drink connoisseur myself HEH i've been having an industrial amount of hot tea and herbal mixes this entire fall/winter and i dread the day it starts being too hot outside </3 it's me and my rooibos against the world