I had my very 1st ketamine infusion this past Thursday. I was understandably nervous. I almost never wear necklaces anymore and I'm pretty sure it's because they started to trigger my migraines so I've subconsciously avoided wearing them. But! On Thursday I wore 4 for luck XD I so badly needed this treatment to work because I've been running out of options. I was also afraid of having an allergic reaction or any adverse reactions. Luckily everything went relatively smoothly lol It was like nothing else I've experienced before. The closest thing I can think of is when I accidentally tripped off the concentrate. But even that doesn't really come close. I would consider it a psychedelic experience because at one point I didn't feel connected to my body anymore. Like I was observing the conversation I was having instead of actually being apart of it. Even though I remember not being able to shut the fuck up! XD And I normally struggle with not knowing exactly what is and isn't appropriate to talk about, ketamine made that impossible! XD At one point I felt myself fading in a fucking scary way and my mother quickly derailed that by asking me about my socks XD I instantly looked down and started talking about my socks which snapped me out of it. It was an interesting experience for sure lol
