Nov 25, 2025
Everytime I get really sad I think of nazbol
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Everytime I get really sad I think of nazbol
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Appreciation post for my cat.
I feel like I'm in a constant state of feeling nervous for a reason I'm not aware of and it's like distressing but not enough for me to really do anything about it but I know it doesn't feel good
I am very sad right now idk why all I wanna do is draw my. Stuff. But I'm too lazy and I hate myself and everything and I want to die not really I'm just really sad and I'm tired but not enough to sleep😢😢😢😢😢😢 I hate everyone and everything and I hope tomorrow I get to see a chickadee. Oh hi nazbol aww thank u nazbird ur too kind thank you I love you nazbird
Okay I feel a bit better
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It feels harder to talk to people actually idk what happened :// I'm good through text and with certain people but when it's others - even people I wanna talk to - It feels harder to talk, like that feeling I get when I really wanna move or speak but my body doesn't let me for some reason cause I simply just can't!!! It's kinda annoying and sometimes when people do initiate conversation I always find myself wishing I said something else later (´•̥ω•̥｀) this prolly isn't like rare I just kinda noticed more recently and it kinda makes me sad cause I wanna talk to people about stuff but I'm never able to find the right words or ways to progress a conversation
It'll prolly go away sooner or later like lots of things do, but it kinda just bothers me cause after I think 8th grade I kinda always just felt there (つㅅ･`) ( I think someone actually said that to me "you're kinda just there" or smth) though I'm not that interesting to the average person so It makes sense why people don't really always see me yk
Oh god I did it again pfhfkfh
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i wanna be a wood nymph.
i love forests and trees and the green leaves and dark earth. i love the rustling sounds scattered across the premises of a brilliant haven of trees, steadfast and firm trunks supporting heads of the most spectacular green from the earth. i love the birds and their songs, i love the wild, chaotic beauty of nature. the peacefulness of it, yet the silent power it possess. the all encompassing strength of its prowess.
but thats not enough.
i dont know all of nature. i dont love all of it. im scared of some of the animals, and a lot of the bugs. if i see a patch of mushrooms, i won't be able to tell if it'll make a wonderful meal or if it'll kill me.
i don't even know the plants and trees that i love so much. i dont know their names, i dont know their stories. i just look upon them and see something beautiful. but it's not enough. it's not enough if i don't know them enough to tell them apart. to learn their ages, to find myself capable of reading the stories locked behind their barks.
sometimes, nature is unconventionally beautiful. and i don't love all of it, but i want to learn how to. i want to love, and love, and love relentlessly, unforgiving, without regrets. i want to learn. i am as ignorant as i am small, and i can only grow with my knowledge.
one day, i'll never meet a plant or a tree that i can't name! i'll tell the birds apart by their song, i'll respect and understand all the animals, even if i have to do so from a distance. and the bugs- they, too, are not exempt from the parameters of my fascination, my adoration. i'll learn to be fond of the patchwork and patterns on their skins, i'll learn to handle and admire them.
one day, i'll speak out to the woods and I'll tell it, "I know you, and I love you."