Sucks to try and make a decent looking resume when lifelong anxiety and c-ptsd have left you very little in the way of paperwork-worthy life experience.

in the last year have you: 15. made a new friend: Yes, more than one 16. fallen out of love: I only had crushes, no „true love“ 17. laughed until you cried: Yes 18. met someone who changed you: Yes. 19. found out who your true friends are: My true friends prove themselves and I found new friends who already prove to be „true friends“ as well 20. found out someone was talking about you: No 21. kissed anyone on your fb list: Yes 22. how many people do you know on your fb list: Nearly all of them? I have 340 fb friends and know.. 300? Dunno 23. do you have any pets: Nope :c 24. do you want to change your name: uuuh I don’t know?? Maybe?? But it’s ok, I kinda like Marina 25. what did you do for your last birthday party: I celebrated, about 20 people were invited. 10 „old friends“ from school and stuff and 10 „new friends“ from university. I was like super nervous and a few friends had to cancle in the last minute but I had lots of fun and everyone enjoyed it and yeah, it was surprisingly good (even though I hate being the host, it stresses me out too much) 26. what time did you wake up this morning: 7:00 am at first but didn’t stand up until 9:30 am. Missed my philosophy lesson, whoops. 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: Calming down over an anxiety attack, sending an embarrassing video to satanthor 28. something you can’t wait for: Meeting thianari and marristia next week in Vienna. Aaaah! 29. last time you saw your mother: Today. 30. one thing you wish you could change about your life: I’d make myself mentally more stable, I guess. But even though life sucks sometimes and being strong sucks, I’m kinda alright I guess. 31. what are you listening to right now: the sound of some movie I’m not actually paying any attention to. 32. have you ever talked to a tom: To what? 33. what’s getting on your nerves right now: my anxiety; my internship 34. most viewed webpage: tumblr 35. nickname: Nen or Lolle 36. relationship status: single (with friends with benefits) 37. zodiac sign: scorpio 40. college: Yep 41. hair colour: dark brown to black. 42. long or short: Long. Not long enough, but long. 43. height: 165 cm 44. do you have a crush on someone: I have small crushes every here and then but not „I want a relationship with you“ wise. 45. what do you like about yourself: My determination, I guess. 46. tattoos: None. But there are a few I want, but I haven’t decided on them 100% yet 47. right or left handed: Right handed. 48. first piercings: None (earrings doesn’t count right) 49. first best friend: Josie, I guess. In elementary school, aww. I had quite a few best friends. I’m to much more people a best friend than I have. 50. first sport you joined: acrobatics (sounds more awesome than it is) 51. first vacation: would be Croatia, as I went there for the first 15 years of my life. 52. first pair of trainers: what? 53. Eating: right now? An apple 54. drinking: Chocolate Cappuchino 55. about to: call a friend, it’s her birthday 57. listening to: some random music 58. waiting for: this weekend + next week your future: 59. want kids: I guess so, yes. 60. get married: Kinda yes 61. career: Social Worker 62. lips or eyes: eeeehhhhhhhh eyes I guess ???? 63. hugs or kisses: uuuUUUUuuugh hard one, really. I love kisses. So much. Also non-romantically/non- sexual ones, on my forehead or something. But hugs can be so emotional and fulfilling and how. 64. shorter or taller: I like people who are taller than me 65. older or younger: I guess older 66. romantic or spontaneous: romantic. 67. nice stomach or arms: arms 68. loud or sensitive: eeeh dunno. 69. hook-up or relationship: Now: hookups. Long-term: relationship 70. trouble maker or hesitant:  troublemaker is more interesting right now, but I don’t know if I liked that for the long term or if I’d try to change the person after some time 71. kissed a stranger: Yes 72. drank hard liquor: Yes 73. lost glasses/contacts: I don’t have any. 74. had sex on a first date: it was more of a one night stand, but yeah I guess 75. broken someone’s heart: Yeah. [How to be a Heartbreaker ] 76. been arrested: Nope. 77. turned someone down: yeah 78. cried when someone died: Yes. 79. fallen for a friend: haha yes. do you believe in: 80. yourself: Yes, but not enough. Working on that. 81. Miracles: more into fortuity/coincidences 82. love at first sight: Love? No, that needs to build over time. Crush? Yes. 83. heaven: I don’t believe into a life after death, but that’s my personal belief. 84. santa claus: what. 85. kisses on first dates: if you want to, why not? Do whatever you want?

I dunno Lorcan, cats though. They're kinda the best

actual drawing time isn't long at all, it was the motivation to draw + ideas that took the most. i started this in november, probably, and then after filling in the flower in the middle, the vines, the square inner border and the moons (attached to the square border) i set it aside for like... until last week.

Teen boy obsessed with rom-coms.

someone pls buy me boobs tho