old posts, now on this tumblr!
so i’m gonna be a nun. or make a datebynumbers blog myself. or my own tv show.
i: -made a date thing (who knows if it will happen) with this guy from a band that my friends have been trying to get me to go out with -made a date with craig #2 -rescheduled my date with craig #2 for next week (who thinks i am a wild animal) because i am tired because i -stayed up all night talking to [the young guy] for the millionth time, because we seem to be able to talk for hours about everything -also was bombarded by further man craziness last night, PHD guy, I can’t remember if I mentioned him, defriended me on facebook, I will copy and paste his thing below. but I was trying to deal with other guys, like craig #2, eric (band guy), etc, who all were popping up this week for god knows why, it’s not like they want to hangout on vday -also included in the messaging is jarret, one of the models, who only ever wants to sleep with me (i have not slept with him) -i had a dream about my ex-boyfriend, i needed help with something and he thought were getting back together, I don’t know why. and I said, “we aren’t.” okaaay” “no, we are never, ever ever getting back together.” thanks taylor swift -i will probably see adriano next week -i do not have time for all these men and whyyyy I need to move to the woods or take them on a group date, like the bachelorette -i guess i am over tom (the doctor) but who knows -i need to get rid of these dudes and focus on work/school/health gah -but i like talking to [younger guy] which is weird and confusing -still trying to ignore all the other guys, including the winnipeg ones with their feelings. -zack, guy with gf/hoodie guy, not sure if i mentioned him either. he was a trainwreck and a half, slightly stalkery and or pathological liar, he’s still lurking about. also found out he went on some dates with this girl that is good friends with my ex. i sent her a message saying she should stay away from [zack] because he is a psycho
this has been the bulk of my man update, now for phd dude’s weirdness below:
"I was just on the subway and thinking I couldn’t count the number of times I’ve asked you to hang out or get together for fun and been ignored.
Which is kind of pathetic and off for me. [me: ] Off for you?
I’m not used to a) pursuing someone so hard and being rejected; b) being rejected.
And while I like you and am obviously very attracted to you, I’m going to respectfully de-friend you, because I don’t even want to think about the number of hours I’ve spent running in circles. No hard feelings. [..]
Yeah, I mean, there’s this temptation to flirt with you. And I have writing to do, and when I see you there I want to talk to you. And yes, the feeling of putting it out there over and over, like I said, it makes me feel kind of pathetic and is outside my character.
It’s not about you. I’m sorry, don’t want to hurt your feelings. [me] You mean. Um, like feelings?
Pardon? [me] I’m not really sure exactly, how to respond”
sidenote, PHD guy has a girlfriend, they have an open relationship and uh yeah. he defriended me! so.
I’m going to say….no more men for me xD
