#phan talks

Character design is my passion

I've always wanted to craft characters to a theme and run with it for a story of sorts.

I'm working on my confidence though (kindof why I'm trying to post relatively often)

But, hopefully, I'll get there

An endless cycle of pain and suffering cause only by my refusal to change the mental imagine I possess of that which I do as lesser than most other forms of expression no matter how many attempts at confirmation and validation are made due to a strong bias towards my belief that I am not only a terrible human being but not one worthy of attention and appraisal until I reach impossibly high levels of skill askin to those capable of creating hyperrealistic images within the limited confines of MSPaint

Within this self-depricating circle all that exists is my emotional issues and attempts at attention calling that matter to no one.

Cries for help that no one cares to answer due to their inherent negative source and context, out of one person’s craving to feel grander than they have any right to be.

Or, basically.

I’ve been depressed, and I haven’t uploaded fuck all to either twitter nor here.

 Papyrus.