#pesrsanta

has christmas dinner tonight with work friends and was complaining that i'm not cool or conventionally attractive enough for video based social media which limits my options in some areas of our jobs. and I was like "all I want to do on the internet is be weird about medieval literature" and they were like "but there's an audience for that! you could do that on tiktok!" and i thought about this blog and i just. didn't know how to explain to them the extent to which i do not think i could do this on tiktok and also think it would be actively detrimental to my career if i did