#perwonal

I know you look down on me. Because you made fun of me not having a job. You feel so proud working at a fuckinh fabric store. You don't even know that I want to kill myself all day everyday. You don't know that I get panic attacks just going out to town. It's not shyness like you got over, its fucking terror. You went to a shrink because you were depressed your cat died. I went because I grew up emotionally abused, self harm and  have wanted to kill myself since I was 8. Along with a bunch of other shit.