#personaltalks

After all the drama with Austria this year…. I wanted to go to Zandvoort with my bestie. But we changed plans and planned everything to go to Budapest and the Hungarian GP next year! Made a room reservation, bought tickets and made a insurance for them if one of us become sick. I even made a reservation in a Harry Potter themed restaurant because we only have time on tow days to go there. Feels good! 🥹

this weekend is so emotional. australian gp with so much daniel and maxiel content and in 20 minuets will start one of the most exciting football matches in german bundesliga: Borussia Dortmund against Bayern Munich I'm a fan of BVB and I'm so nervous. Bayern is always a big rival on the pitch but with all the trainer stuff going on at Bayern, there may be a change to beat them and stay on top in the league. It's about time to have another champion after all the years with FCB xD At least one time XD May the better club win and hopefully its BVB :D

I'm so tired like... Man i need an hug, feeling 100% done with everything

Hanging, hanging on. Lost in the universe but residing in Kingdom Come.

you’ve given me nearly everything i’ve ever wanted in such a short amount of time. and you continue to keep giving and giving and i keep receiving. but i’m giving you my all too, babe. you deserve it more than anyone ever has from me. i want you to feel the way you make me feel, every day of our lives. i ache when you’re not around. i lye in bed, arms stretched out as if to grasp you or wrapped around a pillow that could never compare to your comforting build. it pains me to go to bed with no lips to kiss goodnight and to wake up with no lips to kiss good morning. everything i do, i want to do with you by my side. with you feeling a bit of my limelight- or at least watching me from where you are. i’ve never had love like this before, but it’s everything i hoped for, everything i deserve, and everything i’ve attracted. i know i have something good here. i know i have something worth building and working for. no time for mess ups, no time for the same old things i’ve had and done before. time for me to do me, you to do you, and for us to do us. just the way we do, babe.

my words used to be so poetic and deep but now i feel like they are but a fumble- little burbles of speech that pop into my head whenever i think of you. little, incoherent, and jumbled up in my mind and even my voice. maybe i can’t find the right words. maybe you just make me feel so out of order sometimes. whatever it is, i hope in the little ways i can, you understand, and you know these feelings that i feel for you.