#personalru

2 yrs ago i asked him out on a whim thinkin he’d reject me; to my surprise, he was ok w/ it so we’ve been together since then. we had our moments, like how i was touched when he jumped into the party that i was in of an inescapable dungeon hell asking me if i was ok. or the time we were in two diff guilds, he understood how attached i was to the guild that i started in, so he didn’t force me to leave. during the time of guild war, his guild was the strongest guild in the game, but he told me to meet him in the middle to give me hugs and protect me from the others that tried to kill me.

it was moments like those that made me think it would last forever. even when i was sick and tired of the same game that i’ve been playing for two years. hell, i didn’t even play maplestory for that long lol. 

but at any rate, one day prior, i’ve decided to prepare for the course that i felt i didn’t perform well so im repeating this summer. i’ve spent half the day studying after heading out with my mom in the morning. during which, i’ve spent an hour afking in game for the both of our characters, and when he got home, we both went to do our dailies. i didn’t have time to eat ‘till my mom invited me to go out and eat with her at 10:30pm... and he got mad at me when he invited pros over into his party for 30m that they left and didn’t wanna do that particular dungeon. ever since that day when he got pissy with me, for two days (counting today) he has been ignoring me.

我跟她说，我不知道我跟他可能不会有未来。

说起这事，其实有点有趣。 以前的我，甚至到现在的我，一直一直，喜欢的人都是会对我温柔的人。 我想要的那个人会疼我、宠我、信任我，会跟我玩游戏。游戏里被人欺负会抱着我说：那样的人，不值得你生气，我在这陪着你，等你心情好了再玩。打架的时候会跟我说：别怕，有我。累了会跟我说：没事，你累了今天就不刷任务。过来，我们去看风景、聊天。

我喜欢上的人不会甜言蜜语， 有点自恋傲娇、 霸气外露， 有时候又有点呆萌。

我喜欢上的人不懂言语艺术， 不会安慰别人， 遇到什么事就先打架， 不喜欢弄繁琐的隐藏任务。 然而我还是好爱好爱那个他。

就算不会陪我看月亮的他

不会与我在充满坏人的天上共舞的他

拍照也觉得麻烦，需要我开他号的他

但是喜欢有事没事抱着我，什么都不说，就静静的抱着我的那个他

不会拍照，只会抱着我，偶尔去河阳那一个地图看着天空云彩的那个他

看到这里眼泪就不自觉的流下了。

我跟老公一次又一次的吵架， 本来我觉得吵架就是沟通， 但是每次吵完跟没吵过一样， 有点原地踏步。

昨天我们又吵架了， 我睡过头，晚了两分钟起床就惹他生气了。 夜晚我问他为什么要那样对我？ 他就说我不是因为你晚了两分钟起床而生气的。

然后呢？ 没有然后了，他什么也没说。

今天玩游戏天道后我跟他说，老公不爱我，我不玩了。

他什么也没说，没有挽留我。

I answered why don’t you understand?

I was pissed because I thought you weren’t happy, I wanted to be there for you, but you said you didn’t wanna tell me the reason. I asked if there was anything I could help you with? You said that if I were to ask again you would stop talking to me all together.

I was pissed because you said you were in a car accident. You lied to me. You said it was a slang and it was your bad, but don’t you see? I’m pissed because I care.

I was pissed when you sent me a link about a guy marrying a lady who was 3 years older than him. I replied saying if you’ve managed to piss me off so much that I die from it, you could just find someone new who isn’t 3+ years older than you.