#personalboot

自分は正常だっていつも思ってたけど、小学生の時に自殺未遂をしたことを思い出したら、自分はやっぱり駄目な人間だったんだって打ちのめされるよね。そんな自分に酔ってるかって？そんなわけないだろう！精神障害者はsnsをやるな！！！！！！私に近づくな！！！！！！！！

Recently, I ate a huge amount of bananas and drank a lot of water, then made myself throw up. It felt amazing! That was the first time I'd thrown up in 13 years.

Why does my doctor always prescribe such weak sleeping pills??????? I really wish they would stop doing that. I can't sleep unless they prescribe something stronger!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's already been an hour since I said I was going to bed, and I have to get up early tomorrow! Most of the people seeing this post are probably in the daytime, right? No one really understands how terrifying the night can be. I haven't been able to sleep at all😝😝😝

When I'm thinking about sexual things, it's usually when I'm feeling emotionally unstable.