No One
Everyone tells you, that things will get easier. But they never get any easier.
No One tells you how hard it will be, how hard it will be to bottle everything up, how hard it is to hide from everyone just so that you can quietly disappear from this life.
How hard it used to be to squeeze that trigger, how hard it was to push that blade to the skin.
No One tells you how easy it can be to slip back in that direction, how easy it can be to press the blade against yourself, to watch the sorrow leave you forever.
No One tells you how easy it gets to squeeze that Trigger, the trigger of life that you breath everyday, to just let it slip away from you without fighting.
No One tells you how easy it is to give up fighting, to want to give into the temptation of giving up.
No One tells you that life is..........that life was beautiful with you
