#personal.rtf

sometimes i think i have too many trust issues then some of yall out here being Fucking pedophiles and faking ur race and im like nah im good. i dont need new friends

at this point my url is my only stable sense of identity 

why are ter.fs so obsessed with vagina. Every fuckng time i see one they ALWAYS have some fucnkg word for vagina in their url. i think maybe those cringy posts about how allos dont do anything but think about sex were because of te/rfs. we’ve been reading it wrong all along. We should have listened to their warning

like a bad one. like a “can’t control my breathing” one but like im? not even ?? nothings even really causing it besides....like. ok some things are causing it but it shouldnt be This Bad but also it Is. im trying to take deep breaths but its not really working and my chest keeps seizing up? it feels like im just not getting Enough Breath in

btw if any of u have a twitter...lemme know... i ramble on there a lot and id love to see yalls rambles too 

mentally ill things #493745: when you are hit out of nowhere with that 10 (ten) second relief where everything is absolutely fine and the usual constant numbness and heaviness on your heart and brain are lifted, and you feel more calm than you have in years - then the seconds pass and you remember ‘oh that’s Right. I’m Dead Inside’