#personal t

Living in an anxious existence is horrible bc your choice of being here is taken away so now you're here and you're stuck bc anxiety doesn't allow you to enjoy life, especially if you're depressed as well

while i'm breaking my silence: i think it's so incredible actually how 99% of people who meet and talk to max end up loving him. even the guys he has beef on the internet with. people he compete(d) with. people who walk into the interaction with the idea of him painted by the media aka an aggressive asshole. speaks so much about him <3 my special lovely guy

the GALL some people have to call themselves "max fans" and then make posts in such bad faith you have to wonder if they have ever seen the definition of "fans" or if they're so used to opening their mouths just to let the air out they're thinking of a different kind of definition

listening to a podcast on the way to work and they mentioned how post concussion symptoms can also include severe mood swings and now you know I'll be thinking about it for the rest of the morning