I am have gotten many messages in ask box on how much they love my writing.

I have been writing out series that I reblog here as well. I have been having fun writing those. That’s what I have been doing lately.

However. I am willing to try to run this request blog again if I am gonna some kind of interaction or feedback when I post stuff.

If it doesn’t, most chances I would close down the blog or go on hiatus. But regardless, I am still gonna be writing my different series stories at the end of the day.

Rule: Answer the questions and tag 10 blogs to get to know them better

Tagged by:

@doki-doki-imagines

Nickname: Sparky / Sparky Explosive (created by my beloved friends @sportyheroesimagines and @kinkyacademia) 

Star sign: Cancer

Height: 5′3 - 5′4

Time: Eastern Time Zone

Birthday: July 3

Favorite bands: Skillet, Imagine Dragons, Fall out Boy, Starset (I mostly listen to bands than artists)

Favorite artists: Alan Walker,  Hasley 

Song stuck in my head: Legends Never Die by Against the Current

Last movie I watched: 

Last show I watched: Supernatural

When did I create this blog: July 2017

Last thing I googled: BNHA ch. 168

Average hours of sleep: 6-7 hours during school days, school break 12+ hours

Lucky number: 7

Instruments: I always wished to play one. 

What I’m wearing: Bakugou t-shirt and sweatpants

How many blankets do I sleep with: 1

Dream job: Animal Behaviorist or Novelist

Dream trip: Japan and Hawaii (I can’t decide)

Favorite food: Spanish Food or french fries

Nationality: Puerto Rican

Favorite song at the moment: Legends Never Die By against the current

I was tagged my @doki-doki-imagines to answer these questions so here we are:

Your favorite song & why: Legends Never Die by Against The Current because I can relate to it and really good song to get inspiration. 

You favorite anime character: Bakugou Katsuki

Tell me about one of your dreams/life-goals: My dream would be doing something in the animal field as a career, along being a novelist and travel around the world. 

Coffee or Tea: Neither

Sweet or salty food? Sweet Food!

Tell me about your perfect match: (I don’t know exactly since I never been in relationship) Someone who will supports and love me through my tough times no matter what. Someone who has a good sense of morals and common sense. (people lack that) Being able to handle my playful and weird side along my personality. 

A funny fact about you? I have a baby face. (I don’t know if it counts)

Do you have a guilty pleasure? Taking a lot of naps! 

Do you like all the horoscope/zodiac signs thing? Of course, I do. I find it interesting how the personalities are similar based on their zodiac.

Your favorite smell! Hm! Flowers ( I DON’T KNOW )

I was tagged by @bakugou-ou ( I FREAKING LOVE YOU!)

Rules: We’re snooping on your playlist. Set your entire music library on shuffle and report the first 20 songs that pop up. Then choose 10 victims.

I feel like people like be surprised. 

Legends Never Die by Against the Current

Gasoline By Hasley

Faded by Alan Walker

Rise by Katy Perry

Frame of Mind by Tristam

It's Over When It's Over By Falling In Reverse

King By Lauren Aquilina 

Silent Scream by Anna Blue

Monster By Starset

Live Like Legends by Ruelle

Skan & Krale - No Glory (ft. M.I.M.E & Drama B)

Cold as Ice by Blacklite District

Wake Up By No Resolve

My Demons By Starset

Warrior Inside By Leader

Kill Us By no Resolve

Cry Wolf By Ghost Atlas

Alive By Stria

We Are Giants ft Dia Frampton - Lindsey Stirling

The Fall by Maven

Ask Meme

(¬‿¬): Last thing you learned about a friend?

I learned how talented they are in drawing. 

o(≧o≦)o : How easily do you anger?

It takes a long time to anger me. You have to really get under my skin. I usually get frustrated more than getting angry. 

(✿◠‿◠) : Describe your personality in three word or less?

Sweet

Playful

Creative

Ask Meme

(⊙_◎) : Biggest pet peeve? (I did two peeves.)

Being treated like a child, when I am more mature than them. 

(Especially adults)

When adults underestimate of who I am and being told what I should do or not do, just because I have disability. 

(︶ω︶) : If you could have any color hair without repercussions, what color would you choose?

If its highlights: (one of the colors below)

Blond/ Red / Blue

Completely: (One of the colors below)

Dark Red / Blond

٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ : Do you like sugar/sweet things?

Of course! I do! Give me box of Hershey’s kisses! I will hug you.

This is gonna be long. It's mostly me talking or whiny that people will say what I am doing.

You must probably have notice that I barely post any requests anymore comparing to beginning of this blog.

I am gonna be honest with you guys. I feel no motivation to do them due to how I feel about it.

I feel like everyone is following me for writing their request or read the requests that I post. When I get no thank you or barely get reactions. If I am lucky, I would get two people that has reblogged with some kind of reaction.

It really does upset me when I post stuff on this blog with requests. I am getting nothing back. It's disheartening. I even started thinking that my writing is horrible that no one says anything about.

There are a lot of people who feel the same way as I do. There blogs who have either close their blog or disappeared.

It's very dishearting. When I take the time to write requests but get nothing back.

Along with talk to writer post stuff or try to interact with you guys. It's completely silence. Comparing to opening my ask box for request, a lot of them come in quickly.

It makes feel like I am just seen as a person who will provide content and that's all.

.....

Along with I am still debating of closing the blog down or not.

I just needed to tell you all this, because I have been debating for weeks now.

You should know before hand if I do close it down instead of having it short notice. If you get what I mean.

And I know I will be getting backlash for posting this. I am prepared for that. You can tell me that I am just whining or a big baby about it. I am just stating the truth from my point of view.

And Thank you whose have read this note.