Tunequivalent Exchange

From my… “goblincore fairytale early morning” daylist 😂

1. Strawberry Blond - Mitski

2. Patient is the Night- Over the Garden Wall

3. Wasteland, Baby! - Hozier

4. Constellations- The Oh Hellos

5. Jackie and Wilson - Hozier

Okay, I knock the title but the list itself is pretty good.

Tea!! Thank you so much bby <3

I'm gonna share some of my favorite fics!

!! NSFW !! Charon x Farren (Fallout) It's an old short smutlet but I remember having a lot of fun writing it, and just overall stretching my smut writing muscles again!

Also Charon x Farren, I remember how happy I was when pouring out just the turmoil of feelings these two had in their first kiss. It's been a while and I feel like I could give it even more depth now, but I've consciously denied myself from touching it because not all old pieces need revamping.

Dante x Panam - my neverending WIP that has quite a lot of it already done but I keep going back and tweaking and tweaking and tweaking... but it's my two most recent favorite blorbos and the first piece I actually committed writing X words per day and managed to do it at the time, so I'm just happy with the commitment, even if short-lived!

:O Oh no! I'm being attacked! Hmm... Complicated! Most of my work actually hasn't been posted online and is still in the works so I don't necessarily have something to jazz hands at I feel like.

The PAM Initiative is on hiatus, but it's concept and the world building I've done for it is something I'm incredibly proud of and look forward to finishing one day. It's as close as I've gotten to original work outside of my dnd campaign and what its hoping to be is a scifi-esque political thriller that makes some commentary on real world issues I care about. (Which is why I haven't written it in a while, because those issues deserve a lot of care and attention and to be approached sensitively with research.)

Steelheart is still ongoing and is something I'm proud of not because I think it's the most interesting and best written thing I've ever made, but because it's pushing me to actually write which is hard to do!! I spent a lot of time dreaming of my worlds rather than actually breathing them into existence. There is so many problems with it and I'm barely through the first part of the beginning! That's a hard pill to swallow! But I love it for making me actually create and being that creative funnel.

This entire world is my most favorite creation because the characters are so rich and have so many aspects of my partner and I's life baked into them. They'll try not to take any of the credit since writing this world is "my baby" but it literally couldn't exist without them! They're the mind and heart behind Leo & Half Pint in particular, but they have shared custody of all my characters. It wouldn't be what it is without them.

Sunshine and by extension the character she was prior to amnesia (yes I'll be vaguing until we get to Two of a Kind even though its barely a surprise) is my babiest girl. My best worst girl. She's taught me self love and to be loud and proud and unapologetic about myself, all things I really really really struggle with. Is she the best one out of the bunch? I'd actually give that to Mae, but she's the one that has kept me hooked. The one I throw into all the other fandoms to see how she reacts to new stimuli. The one that means so much to me I want a tattoo inspired by her.

Bonus Round: No one read it because it's from HIGH SCHOOL but Unfortunate Roommates is my only completed work that's multi-chapter and I've always been proud of having something finished. It's from like, idk, six-seven years ago. Don't read it. I really did Kimball dirty in that fic, but it was the first time (and I think only time) someone made fanart of my fics????? And?????? For those reasons I have so much love in my heart for it.

I don't feel like I did this right but????? I dunno? Come yell at me again if it wasn't good enough self love haha <3

Ah! Oh Man! I don’t actually feel super proud of my collection of work because most of the stuff I feel is really good hasn’t been posted online but-

I’m in the process of rewriting Unfortunate Roommates (which isn’t posted yet) but it’s the first and only story I’ve finished! And gotten fanart for by the lovely @illudens whose art is VERY cute! I have a lot happy memories associated with this story and I really do want to complete the rewrite someday soon. To breathe new life into a story that provided so much light in my life.

Mmm… Pam Initiative is on indefinite hiatus and its plot will be recycled into a larger form narrative to marry together all my thoughts but- I will gush about the work I put into this pre-war world for forever! I love Mae- in her pre-war state she is a bundle of anxiety and nerves, but has so much curiosity and love. Every side character has a backstory, and Indra and Davidson and her are one of my favorite trios. All three grow together as individuals and if anyone wants to know the plot for that story now that it’s… low key canceled let me know!!! It means so much to me.

Steelheart is also lowkey canceled, at least within its current iteration. I had a lot of fun just following where my whims wanted to take me on that one, and it’s a 100% a big part of my friendships made on here! (Looking at you, Tea 💞) The Lockhart Saga is my heart of hearts and their story is NOT abandoned, just going to be written differently.

Agliophobia is also getting a soft rewrite! I actually feel like for a one shot this one holds up, and I still like my take on Harvey!! I really want to do a multi chapter something that expands on the world and just does a little bit of a longer form thing.

i love you thank you for facilitating me ignoring my job

3 What playlists do you have on your phone?

i don’t use the built in music apps on my phone because i hate apple… but i do have a handful of my spotify playlists downloaded, for example:

(cyberpunk 2077 inspired playlist)

7 celebrity crush?

not gonna lie to you champ, I don’t give a flying fuck about most celebrities these days. I’m incredibly drained by the way society views them and blah blah blah. I would love to go on a nature walk with Hozier tho. And I have a lil shrine to Pedro at my desk cause my coworkers keep printing out pictures of him and hiding them in my stuff.

29 how different is your actual adult self from how you imagined when you were little?