#penocs

[ # % HONEY !! ]

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

“ i find it easier to forgive, i don’t forget things especially if it hurts me. if i forgive them we can move on and we can move past it but i can’t forget things. even if i try erase it and act like it didn’t happen deep down i always remember. ”

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

“ i actually don’t know what i think. sometimes i think everything happens for a reason like if i hadn’t been crying in the sopa bathroom years ago i would’ve never met heeyoung. but i also don’t cause i have a plan in my head and everything has to go according to it and when it doesn’t i can’t handle that at all. ”

60: Do you wanna get married?

“ yes yes yes ! like a million times yes. i want the big white wedding in a pretty garden with my expensive dress and big bouquet. i want to walk down the isle and have the love of my life tear up cause i just look that beautiful and they can’t believe they get to spend forever with me. i want it all and i want it to be with mark. ”

[ CHLOE :: 09 : 59 PM ! ]

“i adore you too, my lovely!” chloe smiles fondly. “i’d say the song i’m the most proud of is wish you were sober, that’s the one song that i wrote by myself this album and it has a pretty deep meaning for me.”

“including red there will be four in total!” she excitedly held up for fingers, her smile growing even wider. “three mini albums and one full album! i’m so excited for you guys to hear the rest of the songs!”

chloe paused, her face scrunching up in thought. “i don’t think i faced too many hardships, it’s been pretty smooth sailing.” she though for a second more before her eyes lit up in realization. “actually, before my comeback stage i got really, really anxious and bora and jongdae had to help calm me down before i went on stage, but that’s been the only thing.”

imma just do everyone and like do who it applies to cause WHY TF NOT????

7. Is there anyone they’re beefing with?

[#SORA] “there was the funny time when i didn’t like leo from eye candy but we’re cool now. besides that i wouldn’t say theres any beef, people just think i’m a bitch and a slut or whatever. i don’t care enough to beef, i just laugh cause i really live in these bitches heads rent free” ( @eyecandys)

[#LEO] “there’s like 2 people i can think of jade-ella from krown and jiah of venus. i’m not beefing with them i just wouldn’t willingly be around them. one is toxic to my best friend and the other is toxic to everyone and just doesn’t like me for some reason so...yeah” ( @krown-bighit, @venuswrld )

12. How would you describe their fans?

[#SISI] “brites are dedicated and so sweet. they always support us all our awards wouldn’t exist if it wasn’t for them, we owe them everything. plus i think brites are the funniest fandom to ever exist. every night i stay up laughing at their tweets , edits and tik toks and everything. heeyoung and i literally live on brite twt, youtube and tik tok they’re so funny ”

[#YURI] “they’re my everything. i know it sounds dramatic but it’s the truth. when i went on hiatus all i could think about was brites and all the sweet messages they were sending me it really motivated me. i want to give them that same love and support too, they deserve it .”

16. Did they cry during their first win?

[#DAYNA] “oh my god we all cried, especially cece. i was hugging her the entire time as she sobbed. and she just kept repeating that we did it and we made it and how much she loved us. yuri was crying a lot too but she was just hugging andstroking heeyoung’s head as she cried . sora was giving everyone kisses on the lips and it went viral lol. we had this big group hug and just cried. it was just a really soft moment that we’ll never forget.”

2. How did you choose your oc’s personality?

[#KARA] “hmmm ummmmmm i guess i start off with like common stereotypes in most groups like mom, dad , ,happy pill, mysterious member etc. then like build on that according to storylines i think of it like “vibes” their fcs give off i guess. i don’t know how to explain it nicely cause it kinda just happens in my head as i create them,”

10. Who are your ults?

[#KARA] “if we’re talking my own ocs i think it’s heeyoung, sora, taeji, mimi, haeun , noah and jina( lowkey all of them they’re my babies). if we’re talking other oc groups that’s really hard i genuinely cannot pick :((((( and if we’re talking irl it’s jisung, jungkook and sana/jihyo i cant tell who i like more yet.”

[ STELLA @ 16 : 13 ] “i think i'm not completely over what happened with him. i want to have a normal relationship but his memory still haunts me, i know it's stupid, he's dead, he can't hurt me anymore, but i'm still scared” she shakes her head in denial and takes a deep breath trying to calm herself, she didn't wanted to dig further in those horrible memories.

31: is your hair long enough for a ponytail?

[ bee — 15 : 35 ] “yep! i don’t wear it up very often unless the stylists put it up, though. i’ve been told i look nice with me hair up though, maybe i should wear it like that more?”

74: how many stuffed animals do you think you have?

[ bee — 15 : 36 ] “whew, a lot. if i had to make an estimate? maybe... around twenty. wow that’s a lot- i never realized how many i had before! i wouldn’t say i collect them necessarily, there’s just some that i like, cling onto.”

112: who was the last person you cried in front of?

[ bee — 15 : 38 ] “funny story, i cried to my brother on facetime last night because i miss him and everyone else back home. i haven’t been back to thailand in over a year now? yeah, i miss it sometimes.”

[ # % STELLA !! ]

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

“ i’m actually really happy. i’ve been really really happy lately and that feels good. it’s been a while since i’ve felt this content and happy with myself in every way. ”

33: Do you have trust issues?

“ oh no, i know it don’t have trust issues. i trust people and love and care for them so deeply. i trust everyone until they give me a reason not to. ”

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

“ yes , definitely ! i think everyone has multiple soulmates not just one. you have platonic, romantic or familial soulmates all over the world but you might not be able to meet all of them. i think minji and i are soulmates and me and my dad are soulmates. i don’t know if i’ve met my romantic soulmate yet but i’m excited . ”

[ KOCLEAKS :: 02 : 44 PM ! ]

"apparently that future blue moon member is dating some idol that nobody even knows or cares about. i think it might just be the rumblings for some pr stunt in the future, but who knows.”

[ bee — 21 : 34 ] “i dunno if this makes sense but- when someone notices small details about you? whether it’s something physical or like, a mannerism. i dunno, i just think it’s cute. i do it a lot, especially with chaewon, i, uh, i like to count the moles on her face, i think they’re cute.”